All Chapters of MATED TO MY BESTIE'S ALPHA DADDY: Chapter 41 - Chapter 43

The water is scalding.I stand under the spray, letting it beat against my shoulders, trying to wash away the frustration that's been building for weeks.It doesn't work.My dick is still hard. It's been hard since the night I slept with her. Since I felt her body beneath mine. Since I heard her moan my name.Every day since has been a slow torture. Every time I see her, I want her. Every time I smell her scent, I need her. And every time I push her away, I hate myself a little more.The water cascades down my chest. I close my eyes and see her face.She was telling the truth. Terry is gone. She broke up with him. She chose me.And I threw it back in her face.I was cold. Distant. Cruel.Because I saw Terry's arms around her and assumed the worst. Because I was jealous. Because I'm a fucking idiot.I press my forehead against the cold tile.She looked at me that night when I delivered the pizza. Those eyes. Hurt. Confused. Waiting for me to say something. Anything.I didn't.I just wa

Chapter 43 - RAYLYNNHis fingers slide through my folds.I gasp against his mouth. My hips buck forward, seeking more. He gives it to me—circling my clit, pressing just hard enough to make me see stars."Zephyr—""Say my name again.""Zephyr."He kisses me harder. His thumb presses down. I moan into his mouth.The stairwell is dark. The only light comes from the emergency exit sign above us. It casts shadows across his face, makes his eyes look darker. Hungrier."I've been going crazy," he says against my lips. "Every night. Every day. I can't stop thinking about you.""Then why—" I gasp as his fingers dip lower. "Why did you push me away?""Because I'm an idiot." His forehead presses against mine. "Because I saw you with Terry and I lost my mind. Because I thought—""You thought what?"He pulls back. His eyes meet mine. In the dim light, I can see the guilt there. The regret."I thought you'd gone back to him," he says. "I thought you'd chosen him. And I couldn't—I couldn't handle it