"Then what is it?" Derek's eyes went wide.Probably because no one had ever used him as a stand-in before—he seemed desperate to get to the bottom of it."He's dead," I said quietly.…Sam Carter was my first love. He was my childhood sweetheart. The one I'd loved, and who'd loved me back.They say you should never meet someone too extraordinary when you're young. I think Sam was the most extraordinary person I'd ever meet—or ever will.If he hadn't died, we would've done exactly what we'd dreamed about a hundred times. We'd have gotten together officially that summer after high school, with our parents' blessing. We'd have sailed through four sweet, uneventful years of college, graduated, found jobs—steady, ordinary, normal.He'd have proposed with some small, perfect gesture, and we'd have spent months planning a wedding. After that, we'd have savored a couple of years together—no distractions, just each other.We'd have built our careers side by side. Eventually, we'd have c
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