“I’m ready,” Zoe said.She was standing at the bottom of the stairs in her best school coat, the navy one, with the notebook in her hand. Not in a bag. In her hand. Like she wanted it visible. Like she had decided there was nothing to hide about the fact that she had questions and had been preparing them for a year.Bianca looked at her.“Okay,” she said.They took the bus. Not a car, not a taxi, not anything that required someone else’s decisions about pace and direction. The bus, which Bianca had taken with Zoe since Zoe was old enough to sit up, which Zoe knew every stop of and which moved through the city at its own steady rhythm.Zoe sat by the window. She held the notebook in her lap. She did not open it.Bianca sat beside her and said nothing.At some point Zoe said: “What if I cry.”“Then you cry,” Bianca said. “That’s allowed.”“I don’t want to cry in front of him.”“Why not.”Zoe looked at the window. “Because I don’t want him to think I’m sad. I’m not sad. I’m…” She paused.
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