Lahat ng Kabanata ng THE SUMMER I LOST CONTROL : Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

DAISY AND RAIN’s CRASH OUT.I arrived home with a smiling face. I’m so happy.The gate wasn’t locked from the inside, so I was able to unbolt it from the outside.I entered the house, and Rain was sitting outside at the family garden.I walked past her as she normally does to me, and she couldn’t take it."I’m too small for you to recognize me, right?" she said, walking closer to me.I don’t know when Rain became this troublesome. And it’s tiring."I’m sorry, how are you?""Get the fuck out of my face," she said, pushed me, and passed by, entering the main house.That act was very silly and funny. You needed me to greet you and I did, now you’re telling me to fuck out? Wow.I stood there for a few seconds and entered the house, straight to my room.I went to the bathroom to shower and do my skincare routine. My skin had gone through stress.When I was done with my skincare, I ate the food I got and lay on my bed.Daisy messaged me.And that’s very bad of me for not reaching out. I tol

MOVING OUT OF THE HOUSEThe following morning, I woke up with one thing on my mind: I was moving out.I had thought about it before, but I kept postponing it because I believed things would eventually get better between Rain and me. But after what happened yesterday, I wasn't going to keep deceiving myself.I got out of bed and started packing my things. I put my clothes into my bags, packed my shoes, and gathered the other things I needed. As I packed, I kept thinking about how everything had turned out this way. I understood that she was hurt, but that didn't mean she had to take it out on everyone around her. I had my own feelings about everything, too.But I couldn't keep forcing myself to stay somewhere I no longer felt comfortable.After packing, I picked up my phone and contacted the person I had spoken to about the apartment. I had already seen the place, and I was ready to move in. Once everything was settled, I arranged for someone to help me move my things.I was almost don

THE NIGHT WITH NATHANWe arrived at Cold Stone. I honestly didn’t plan for any of this, but I didn’t see anything wrong with getting ice cream, either.We walked into the place, and I immediately went to check out the different flavors. There were so many options, and I stood in front of the display, trying to decide what I wanted.“What are you getting?” Nathan asked beside me.“I don’t know yet,” I replied, still looking at the ice cream. “Give me a minute.”He chuckled. “It’s just ice cream, Zoe.”I turned to look at him. “And? Am I supposed to pick one because you think it’s just ice cream?” I said playfully.He laughed, and I shook my head before turning back to the display.After a while, I finally picked a flavor and placed my order. Nathan ordered his too, and we waited for them to prepare everything.We eventually found a table and sat down, facing each other. I took a spoonful of my ice cream, and a small smile crossed my face.“Hmm, this is good,” I said.Nathan looked at m

JASPER’S APOLOGYI entered the house and I couldn’t stop replaying what happened in my head. He’s actually a good guy for saying no to sex, and I love him for that.I unpacked the groceries I got and put them in place. I had to text him again.“Thank you” with a love emoji. I’m sure when he sees it, he will smile.He didn’t text back immediately. I thought maybe he was busy, so I left him and didn't text or call again.I was about to pull off my clothes when someone knocked on the door. For a second, I wondered who that could be, I don’t even know anyone around. I gave it a second thought before deciding to go and open the door.I opened the door.I froze, not knowing what to say. I was speechless for a few seconds before I found my words to speak.“Are you stalking me?” I asked immediately and tried shutting the door, but I couldn't. He held it.“Zoe, we need to talk. You’ve not given me the chance to speak since what happened.”“Jasper or Kingsley, whatever your name is, what do you

THE FUCKMATEI recognized that voice immediately.Daisy.I turned around and saw her walking toward me, her bag hanging from one shoulder. She looked as though she had been searching for me, and the moment she reached me, her eyes moved briefly in the direction I had just come from.Then she looked back at me.“Wait,” she said, narrowing her eyes. “Was that Rain you just passed?”I raised my eyebrows. “Obviously. Unless there’s another person walking around here with her face.”Daisy ignored my sarcasm and moved closer to me.“Did she talk to you?”I stared at her for a second.“Talk to me how?”“Zoe, I’m asking you a simple question. Did Rain say anything to you?”“No, Daisy. She didn’t say anything to me.” I adjusted my bag and started walking again, expecting her to follow.“I saw her, she saw me, and I continued with my life. That’s all.”Daisy hurried after me, still looking unconvinced.“So you guys didn’t talk at all?”I turned to her. “Why are you asking me like she committed