LOSING CONTROL
iam_marceline
They had lost control of what society expected of them. As well as their trust in one another in light of their unexpected circumstances. Despite their desire to give it another shot, fate has been unkind to them, and it has become impossible for them both to mend not only their relationship but also themselves. How can you expect to love someone else if you can't love yourself? This is true, at least according to Garette. It will always be Garette and no one else for her, with the thought 'Losing control of the things around them' at the same time, losing Garette in the process.
Losing Her
The Night Visitor
A week after getting into a cold war with Alexander Griffin, his friends drag me to a private room. They drink and smoke inside, not caring that I have asthma.
My breathing speeds up and it starts to get difficult for me. My hands tremble as I call Alexander and tell him I'm about to die.
However, he's with his childhood sweetheart. He doesn't answer my calls. He finally answers when I'm about to pass out, but all he does is berate me. "You're old enough to know not to be so childish, Isabelle. Why would you think of joking around with your life?
"Sasha's injured, and I'm tending to her wound—it's my duty as a doctor. Don't tell me you're jealous over that! For the last time, there's nothing between Sasha and me. It's up to you whether you believe it!"
Later, I die in that private room. His friends throw my body into the sea to cover up their crimes. One day, Alexander finds my journal. That's when he loses his mind…
Losing His Mind After Losing Me
Like Silk
After dating in secret for seven years, Mitchell Zahn decides to propose to me on the day his birthday album is officially released.
But during the birthday party, he publicly invites Isabella Claxton, a composer and my sister, to work with him.
I follow Mitchell to ask him for an explanation. That's when I hear him and his friends chatting and joking inside the lounge.
"You're so loyal to your first love, Mitchie. You couldn't wait to ask her to work with you upon her return. What are you going to do about Gabriella, though? Will she accept how your relationship ends when she's written so many songs for you?"
After a moment, another person laughs and says, "To Mitchie, Gabriella has always been a replacement for Isabella. Now that Isabella is back, her replacement has to go. Don't you agree, Mitchie?"
I wait for a long time before hearing a soft sound of agreement.
Forever Loved, Like Day One
In my sixth year with Nathan Bennett.
"Nathan, I'm getting married," I said.
He jolted, suddenly snapping back to reality, looking somewhat troubled. "Hannah, you know the company is at a crucial point with our financing. I'm not in the mood to..."
“It’s okay,” I replied, my smile calm and composed.
Nathan misunderstood.
I was getting married, but not to him.
Losing the Lonely
Kahea Long
Lara returns to the place where she had the worse pain of her life. The pain of her heart breaking into a million pieces because of Nathaniel Davis. Why did Lara return? Is it her plan to rekindle her relationship with her past love or is there another reason for her return?
Orion has loved Lara for a long time, but she was his friend's woman. Should he leave her alone, or will he defy the famous bro code and seek his happiness with the woman he has always loved? Is this his time to be with her or will his love scare her away?
LOVED
A NOVEL ON STOCKHOLM SYNDROME
BOOK OF A THREE BOOK SERIES
*TRIGGER WARNING*
This book contains scenes that some readers may find disturbing… and also slightly annoying.
“Miss. Iris, do you believe she has a point?” she asked and returned to her seat once again.
“I don’t think so, her father and uncle deserve to go to jail.”
My answer extracted a smile from her like she was proud of my response.
“My name is Christine; I am a renowned medico-legal psychotherapist. Been in the business for over twenty years and that is what a case of Stockholm syndrome looks like. In my years of experience, we see situations similar to this but its our job to help the victims realize”
“Wow…” I started, really amazed at what she had said and what her work entails.
I was only concerned why they locked me in a room with a psychotherapist “it must be difficult at times” I added.
“yeah, its difficult every time” she laughed “but today isn’t about me, I have a question for you.” There was a brief pause in between before she carried on “Does Hunter deserve to go to jail?”
BREATHLESS (Losing You)
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"Cause you're my breathless." ~BREATHLESS
Tentang toxic relationship. Cinta yang malah saling melukai dan menghancurkan.
Tentang cinta dan obsesi Aksa Mahatma pada Princessa Elliazer.
Cessa tidak pernah menyangka, ternyata memiliki kekasih dengan kepossesifan tingkat neraka dapat menghancurkan hidup yang telah ia tata sedemikian rupa.
Percintaan, persahabatan, dan persaudaraan. Berawal dari sebuah kesalahpahaman, lalu semuanya rusak.
Lalu, saat fakta bahwa Cessa terjebak seks bebas selama empat tahun menjalin kasih bersama Aksa diketahui oleh sang kakak, itulah awal kehancuran Cessa yang sesungguhnya.
Losing My Siren Luna
Elelira, forced by her uncle into a marriage alliance with the rumored monstrous alpha of the south, was surprised to find on her wedding day that he was actually her mate.
Due to a secret she and her late mother kept, he wouldn’t feel the mate bond for two more years, until it was too late.
Elelira, on the day she turns 20, the day Lachlan can feel the bond, she rejects him before escaping into the sea.
Her freedom is short lived as her quest to find her real father takes her back to her abusive Uncle’s pack, where she is captured and tortured until her death.
She hopes that is the end, but as soon as her eyes close, they open again and she is back at the beginning; the beginning of her suffering. She traveled back to the day of her wedding, and has to live through all that pain and torture again.
Or so she thinks…..
Lachlan was against the marriage to the conniving Alpha Wayne’s niece, fearing he was being trapped and leashed, but he had no grounds to refuse. Elelira was like a temptress from hell, or so he thought. He desired her, but he thought that was just a trick from her uncle. He fought against the desire, holding out for the day he could annul the marriage and find his true fated mate.
By the time he realized it was her all along, it was too late.
To correct the mistakes of his past, he sacrificed greatly to get a second chance.
What he didn’t expect, though, was for her to come back with all her memories of the future from the past as well.
Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another
"I, Alpha Dylan Langley, Alpha of the waterside pack Reject you, Esme West pack member of waterside west to be my mate and Luna"
On Esme's 18th birthday she figured that the Alpha of the pack was her true mate which meant she would be Luna to the waterside pack. She felt the mate bond breaking and it hurt so much. She didn't know if she was string enough to handle the rejection completely. She was holding back her tears to show him no weakness and no emotion towards his rejection.
"I, Esme West of the waterside pack accept your rejection to be you mate and Luna of this pack"
I turn towards the entrance of the pack gates and slowly walk towards our home where my mom and dad are sorting mine and my brother's birthday out. I didn't want to cry. I heard of the tales of the rejection and the pain it causes to fated mates but I never thought I would be rejected I especially didn't think the moon goddess would have the Alpha to be my mate. I'm a nothing but a lowly omega. I work for nothing and I am the packs punching bag. Especially the queen be herself who has always wanted Alpha Dylan to be her mate...Adeline carter...
Some Wolf's who have been rejected have often left the pack but have not managed to find a new pack who is willing to take them in within the time frame off 2 weeks and they are automatically classed as rogues. Rogues are wolfs who have no packs, some are nice but the thing's I have heard some rogues will kill to get what and where they want to be in the chain.
Loved and Chained
A rebellious woman and a policeman. Will she accept that she was loved and chained by him?
Tunay nga na kapag tumitigas ang ulo ng isang bata, kailangang dinidisiplina. Pero sa kaso ni Gisselle na dalaga na, hindi niya matanggap na dinidisiplina siya ng isang pulis na hindi niya naman kilala.
Ang nais niya lang naman ay magrebelde dahil sa sama ng loob niya sa sarili niyang ama na dating pulis, na aniya’y tila wala naman daw sa katuwiran, at abusado sa karapatan ng kababaihan. Naging party girl siya dahil sa mga barkada niya at sinasadyang magpa-late ng uwi upang inisin ang kaniyang ama.
Pero ang hindi niya alam, iyon na pala ang huling beses na magagawa niya ang mga bagay na ’yon. Nahuli siya ng mga pulis sa kalsada nang hating-gabi, at naging buena manong curfew violator sa gabing iyon.
Napatawan siya ng community service sa loob ng isang buwan. Naiinis siya sa tuwing nakakakita siya ng mga pulis, lalo na ang lalaking hindi niya inaasahang makikilala niya.
Naiinis siya lalo dahil desidido itong palambutin ang ulo niya. Tahimik lamang itong lalaki pero walang sinoman ang kayang bumali sa mga salita nito.
Hanggang sa hindi niya namamalayan na nag-iiba na pala ang tingin at pananaw niya sa mga pulis, na hindi pala lahat ay masasama tulad ng iniisip niya noon. May tulad pa rin pala ni PCol. Carlos Joseph Guevarra na matino at disiplinadong pulis na magpapatino sa kaniyang rebeldeng pag-iisip.
Lingid sa kaalaman ng dalaga, may lihim palang interes sa kaniya ang single at treinta y tres anyos na pulis. Kaya naman pala kahit na anong gawin niya ay pinapansin agad nito at todo kung makaprotekta sa kaniya.
Papaano niya kaya mapipigilan ang lalaki kung siya mismo ay hindi ito magawang mapaikot sa mga kamay niya?
LOVING YOU IS A LOSING GAME
Karim Walton, CEO of Walton Pharma Group, offered Adira to marry him for two years. She agreed out of love and got pregnant midway through her two-year contract. The night of his birthday, Karim found her sleeping with his stepbrother while Adira caught him naked and having sex with Ryza. It was a mistake that led Karim to strangle her and lose his unborn son.
He had just arrived at the hospital when his bodyguard greeted him.
" Boss, Maam Adira has left her room. "
" Where is she? "
" A powerful rich man took her up. "
" What? Find her and bring her back! "
“ No way, boss; your wife now is more powerful than you. We are powerless to take her back. ”
Five years later, a group of luxury cars passed beside him at the airport. He was stunned upon seeing his wife get out of the luxury car. She was escorted by a group of bodyguards while holding a four-year-old boy who resembled him.
When the CEO realized his mistake, he seemed to lose his GAME.
Lost and Loved
Holms
Si Lyn ay minaltrato ng kanyang tyahin noong siya ay bata pa, nalugmok sa kahirapan at lumaki sa isang bahay ampunan, nagsikap siya upang makapagtapos ng pag-aaral at upang mahanap niya ang kanyang mga magulang.
Nang naging matagumpay si Lyn sa kaniyang buhay ay nagpasya na itong hanapin ang kanyang pamilya sa Australia, ngunit isang malagim na trahedya ang kanyang dadanasin dahil sa pagbagsak ng kanyang sinasakyang eroplano sa isang malayong isla sa Karagatang Pacifico. Tanging si Marcus at siya lamang ang survivor sa nasabing trahedya. Dito na mararanasan ni Lyn ang magmahal sa isang taong hindi niya naman lubos na kilala.
Sobrang mahal na niya si Marcus, ngunit, isang sikreto ang tinatago ni Marcus
"Napamahal na ako kay Lyn pero paano ko sasabihin sa kanya na mayroon na akong asawa?" bulong nito sa sarili. Ano kaya ang gagawin ni Lyn kapag nalaman niya ang sikreto ni Marcus.
Never Been Loved
Rafa memutuskan untuk mengejar cinta Nanda
saat perempuan itu sudah berhenti berjuang dan berharap lagi.
"Cinta boleh, bego jangan" Ucap seseorang.
Sekarang, Nanda mengerti. Hidup tidak melulu soal cinta.
One Night, One Mistake
Ang masayang pagsasama ng mag-asawang Celeste at Elijah ay nabahiran ng pagdududa nang maramdaman ni Elijah na tila niloloko siya ni Celeste. Pagdududa na nauwi upang sumiping siya ng isang gabi kay Selena na isang estranghera. Ngunit nagsisi si Elijah nang malaman niya na mali siya ng hinala kay Celeste. Inakala ni Elijah na tapos na ang kabanata ng buhay niya kay Selena dahil one night stand lamang ang nangyari sa kanilang dalawa. Ngunit ganoon na lamang ang gulat niya nang malaman niya na lumipat si Selena ng bahay na malapit sa bahay nilang mag-asawa. Doon na nagsimula ang pamba-blackmail ni Selena upang makuha ang gusto nito sa kaniya.
Si Elijah nga lang ba ang pakay ni Selena o meron pa siyang mas malalim na dahilan kaya nais niyang masira ang pagmamahalan nina Celeste at Elijah?
When loving you meant losing me
Sharon Tate thought she had found her fairytale romance the moment she met Jayden. He was charming, irresistible; everything she had ever dreamed of. But dreams with Jayden turned into nightmares.
Just when she had given up on love, she met Mathew. he was everything Jayden never was. Patient, kind, and steady, Mathew showed her a love that didn’t hurt, a love that didn’t make her question her worth.
But just as she begins to believe in happiness again, Jayden returns, his voice thick with regret. "Please, let's start again, I'm offering a clean slate."
Now, Sharon stands at a crossroads. Will she risk reopening old wounds for the love that once broke her? Or will she finally embrace the love she never thought she deserved?.
Loved at last
Meredith
As her ears started ringing, the lump in her throat growing, the words he spoke faded into the background. Her eyes welled up, and her breath hitched, she had heard him right? “Earth to Rebecca, hello?!” He replied to her in an annoyed tone. She took a deep breath, “After 20 yrs you really don’t want a life with me” she managed to speak slightly above a whisper. She had been his rock, put his needs first, never said no to his frivolous spending, and had loved him enough for the both of them; yet in the small bedroom in their city apartment he stood with divorce papers in hand. She hadn’t been naive about the rough patch that they were navigating, but they had always worked past because Rebecca had always put her husband 1st. “Rebecca I don’t love you and no level of your love is going to undo these divorce papers. I can’t even stand to be in this room with you, but I want to be on a united front when we tell the kids.”
Loved by the Gamma
Book one of The Little Wolf Series
Ashley was the future Beta to the Red Ridge pack that's until his own mother turns the pack against him and leaves him no choice but to run for his life with his father by his side.
All Ashley has ever wanted is to meet his mate and have a family but now he's faced with trying to simply survive.
Can he and his father make it to somewhere safe or will more heartbreak stand in their way?
Gamma Jack has a great life including friends that are more like family but the pain at the loss of his parents is never far away. With no other blood family he dreams of finding his mate and starting a new family but his mate is being hunted and only Jack can save him.
Will Jack get to his mate in time or is he destined to forever be alone?
The Little Wolf series recommended reading order
Loved By The Gamma ~ Jack and Ashley's story
His Little Wolf ~ Liam and Bethany's story
Twisted Obsession; Fighting a Losing Game
“Five minutes,” Dominic said, his voice low and desperate. “That’s all you have to walk out of my life. Don’t pack a thing—I’ll give you everything you need. Just go… because if you don’t, I swear, I’ll never let you go. Ever.”
I froze, my heart pounding. His words were harsh and final. But then I saw it, the way his hands slightly tremble, and the way his chest rose and fell too quickly. He’s shaking.
He’s not just pushing me away. He’s terrified. Terrified of himself and of what he might do.
A slow smile tugged at my lips as I placed my hand over his heart, feeling the hurried rhythm beneath my palm. “Then it’s a good thing I don’t want to go,” I whisper. “I want to be with you.”
Something inside him snapped.
Dominic grabbed me, crushed me against him in a desperate, almost broken embrace. His arms tightened like he’s afraid I’ll disappear, his breath shuddered as he buried his face in my neck. He clinged to me like I’m the only thing keeping him in the world.
And I hold him just as tightly, because I’m not afraid.
******
When Sophie Carter caught her husband, Ethan Koleman sleeping with his secretary, she expected an explanation or even an apology, but instead, she was slammed with divorce papers and an eight year sentence in jail. What did she do? Ethan accused her of attempted murder.
Four years in jail, an offer is presented to her by her husband’s biggest rival, Dominic Hayes. “Marry me and I’ll help you take revenge.”
Of course, she takes it. But never did she expect to discover a shocking secret about Dominic that broke her.
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When She Loved Me
Alice Smith longed to turn the tortuous days of loving Camila into a happy ending but you know how the universe isn't always on your side, a fiasco named Jake appeared.
He came like a domestic cat and settled in as a wild tiger, a predator domineering over the masses, his soft side captured camila´s heart that she forgot family and her one and only best friend Alice.
Camila didn't realize she had entered the territory of the wild tiger until she looked around her and realized everyone had either died or left her .
A love so beautiful it cannot be defined by mere mortals' views on affection, a love that isn't stained by societal norms and rules. No matter how broken, Alice could not give up on her love.
Brandishing her swords against all odds she went up against the wild tiger with the power of love.
Can I Loved Someone
Dini Kiyowo
Minho hanya ingin tau bagaimana rasanya jatuh cinta, ia ingin tau rasanya berpacaran. Namun ia salah dalam memilih keputusan hingga membuat reputasinya buruk, hanya.. sedikit.
Karena, lebih banyak orang yang buta karena telah jatuh cinta padanya.