Novel & Cerita I Said I Loved You...but I Lied

I love you. *

he had always lied with so much conviction. " Please don't say such things. It hurts. " I said. " It hurts?? Why?? " " I don't know..." " No!! Tell me, why does it hurt ??" " Because you are the biggest liar I have seen till now. You tell lies as easily as you breathe. But unlike you, I really love you. I am sorry... I thought you loved Manu, but in spite of knowing that, I could not help myself from falling in love with you. "

she said softly. I stepped closer, rain dripping from my jaw. “Rose… I love you.” Her eyes widened, shock flickering across her face. I watched her choke on a breath. “What?” she whispered. “I love you,” I repeated, voice trembling. “I’ve been lying to myself for weeks. Trying to convince myself I still loved Lily because I felt guilty. Because she’d been taken. Because I thought I owed her something.” Her lips parted, breath uneven. “But I don’t feel the same way anymore,” I said. “Not like before. Not like when we were younger. And even if I did, it wouldn’t matter.”

Hurting Kellan like this was a two-edged knife; every stab I gave him injured me as well. Kellan fisted a hand over his chest, he clutched his shirt in a tight grip “W..why?” I opened my mouth to speak, but was flattered. I dug my nails into my palm so the pain there would distract me from the one in my chest. “Because I no longer love you,” I lied. I loved him. I loved him when I was eighteen. I loved him when I was eighteen and twenty. I loved him when I ran from home and convinced him to marry on impulse

Added more. *His mother knows. And she told me to tell him the truth. So that's what I'm going to do. Tonight. No more delays. No more excuses.* *Dear Jackson,* *This started as a lie. But somewhere between Mel's Diner and your mother's hospital room, it became the most honest thing in my life.* *I'm in love with you.* *And I think, I hope, you might love me too.* *So let's stop pretending.* *Let's be real.*

, I turned to look at what appeared to be his dejected face "How about telling me if you ever loved me, all that stalking!, those were all lied, you planed it all, for me to fall for you so you could do what?, break my heart?" I wiped a tear that had fallen down my cheek "I look bad right?, no longer as beautiful as before but you know, I don't think what almost killed me was Saul, what almost killed me is the realization that you lied to me, all those moments I spent with you were lies, you never loved me did you"

"Did you hear me say I love you?" He was stunned. He seemed to think. Of course, my heart is to the rescue. "I hate you!" I said and hugged my husband tightly. "You hate me?" "Yes." "Why is that?" Kier asked in a confused tone of voice. "Because I've been waiting for a long time for you to tell me that you love me. Then now, you confessed your love for me while you were naked!" "Love me, Fatima. I never stopped loving you. Tell me you love me too."

"Please, share me with the pain inside you. You know it hurts more for me to let you mourn alone. Share everything with me, madness, sadness, and happiness, share them all with me, because I'm happy to share all I have with you. I love you, Ian. " ...

The thought of it caused a sharp pain to tear through my chest. I clenched the notebook tightly to the point where my fingers turned white from the pressure. "Joan, why didn't you just tell me? Why would you be so foolish?" I murmured to myself. My voice was teary, filled with regret and despair. I had once promised Joanna that I would cherish her forever, and that I would make her happy. But now, I had broken that promise with my own hands and hurt the person who loved me the most. I closed my eyes, tears slipping down my face.