Spicy Hot
And then, something changes.
Between two blows, in the brief silence, I feel something else. Beneath the pain, a heat rising. A tension growing. A desire awakening, perverse, incomprehensible, but real.
I do not understand what is happening to me. I should want it to stop. I should hate this pain, hate the one who gives it, hate this place, these people. But no. Beneath the burning, there is something else. An opening. A availability. A need for more.