CHAPTER 51
Nang mapagod ako kakatakbo ay huminto ako. Patuloy ang pagtulo ng luha ko. Nahihirapan akong huminga dahil sa hingal at pagpipigil na mas lalong maiyak. I can't believe it.
Seeing those pictures remind me of my past relationship. The betrayal, lies and the pain that I experienced during those times. Until now, hindi pa rin mawala ang trauma na iniwan non. Grabe ang impact na naidulot sa'kin noon. Kung ano anong bagay ang ginawa ko para makaalis sa sitwasyon na iyon. Leaving that kind of situation is the hardest. No one helps me to overcome that. I'm afraid that it will happen again, at nangyari na naman.
It hurts that Damon is now doing that thing to me. Of all people, why him? He promised me. Gave me ring, gave me love. Gave me things he said that I deserved. He said he loves me, but why?
Dumiretso ako sa hindi mataong lugar at doon tumuloy umiyak. Umiyak lang ako nang umiyak hanggang sa gumaan ang pakiramdam ko, pero kahit ilang luha ang ilab
