Isabella greeted me as if she had been waiting for me. There was a strange smirk on her lips. It felt like she was judging me by the way she looked at me.
"So, you came," she smirked and looked at me from head to toe. "Such a cunning whore."Before I could even react to what she said, Dad suddenly appeared behind her, accompanied by Mama Victoria.I immediately noticed the sharp gaze from Dad, as if he could harm me at any moment, while Mama Victoria just looked at me coldly. It was her usual expression toward me."Dad—"I couldn't continue what I was about to say as Dad threw something at me. It hit my eye and fell to the floor."How long do you plan to hide that shame from us, Celeste Koa?!" His voice thundered, full of threats and anger.Still recovering from whatever hit my eye, which, if it was a sharp object, surely left me blinded, he threw something else at my words."What—""You're pregnant?! How, when you haven't introduced any boyfriend to us yet? What is this? Did you just get pregnant? Who's the father? Do you even know the father of that… of that child?!" He yelled in such a disgusted tone.I was taken aback. My whole body went cold. As my gaze landed on that thing on the floor, I felt myself weaken completely. It was my pregnancy test. How did they get it? It was in my condo!I quickly composed myself, picked up the object, and faced Dad. "Dad, please, let me explain first.""What else do you have to explain to us, huh? How you got pregnant by some guy? When did you start defying me, Celeste?! When did you start tarnishing the name of this family?" He yelled at me. He was furious, and I could see his lips trembling with anger.I felt a knot in my stomach. I couldn't find the right words in my mind. All I knew was that I needed to explain what happened. But how?"D-dad, it's not like that. It was an accident—""What? You accidentally got pregnant by someone?! Aren't you disgusted by what you're saying? Aren't you ashamed?! What will people say when they find out about this? How will you explain everything?!" He continued to shoot those words at me.I bit my lower lip. God, help me."I'm sure he's from the bar. She's been going out with her friends after work quite often lately," Isabella commented as if she knew what was going on.Anger surged in my heart, along with disappointment and pain toward Dad."What? You go to bars, Celeste? Your Dad clearly told you not to go to those places because someone from the media might see you. Did you not listen?" Mama Victoria immediately retorted, causing me to sink further."I-I only went there once…" I almost whispered."But you still went. I was right, wasn't I? That's where you met the guy who got you pregnant. What a shame," Isabella said, looking at me with disgust.And to my surprise, when I looked at Dad, he had the same look in his eyes. My lips parted, trembling with frustration and pain."D-dad, please let me explain first, please. I didn't mean for this to happen. I will tell you everything. I just needed to find the right time."But the expected moment of him listening to me was abruptly cut short by a powerful slap he delivered to me.My head almost flew from the impact. My whole body went numb, especially the cheek he struck. I couldn't hear anything for a few minutes."You really have no shame, not even for yourself! You're such a coquette!" He roared.My entire body trembled. My heart sank completely. Tears started streaming down uncontrollably. I didn't want to hear this. Please. I wished my hearing remained blocked due to the slap."I can't believe I'm harboring such a shameless and disrespectful woman in my own house! I thought you were decent, Celeste! You promised me you wouldn't disappoint me, but what is this?! You keep burdening me with problems, you ungrateful brat!"Before I could recover, here it goes again.I felt myself slowly sinking, unable to resurface. I couldn't even stay afloat. As I looked at him, I realized even more that I would never gain his sympathy. That this was how he always saw me."Isabella is far better than you! You can't even fulfill the basic duty of being a good daughter! Get rid of that child!"I was stunned as if I jolted awake. "W-what? Dad, no…""And what do you want? To keep it? I will never accept that child in my house! That child will never carry the Yuchengco name!"It felt like a cold bucket of water was poured over me. My shoulders kept rising and falling as I tried to hold back tears, so I could convey what I wanted to say to them, to him, properly.And eventually, I stopped crying. All I could hear were heavy sighs. It felt like I was drowning. Like I was so weak. Why is he doing this to me?"B-but, Dad, this is your grandchild…""I have no grandchild born out of shame, Celeste! The father of that child isn't even your boyfriend! A bastard!""But Dad, this is my child! How could you... How could you... Oh, God…" My heart completely surrendered as I saw the firm expression on his face."Armando, if she doesn't want to abort the baby, it's better to just kick Celeste out." Mama Victoria suggested.My eyes widened at that. I immediately looked at Dad who continued to stare at me. No. No. He can't do this to me. I'm his daughter!"She's carrying the Yuchengco name. What will our patrons say when they find out she got pregnant by just anyone? My god!" She added, looking at me sharply."You are such a disgrace!""D-Dad, you can't do this to me... Please…" I pleaded with him.But he remained firm as if it was already on his mind. As if he had made his decision before I could even explain to him.During our intense stare, Dad's gaze suddenly turned cold toward me. All I could see was the hatred as if he didn't see me as his own child."Leave my house now, Celeste." He declared coldly.I was completely defeated. I felt like a cigarette butt being stepped on repeatedly until completely extinguished. No. He can't do this to me."From now on, never set foot in this house or the YCC again. You are no longer my daughter. You will never taste the privilege of being a Yuchengco. Leave and never come back here." He ordered me sternly and turned away.I even reached out my hand to try to reach him, but Isabella tapped it away and gave me a disdainful look before they followed Dad. I overheard him instructing the maids to gather all my belongings and give them to me, which only made me lose all hope.Oh, what a perfect daughter you are, Celeste Koa.My beloved Celeste Koa,Hi, baby. I know that at this moment, you're crying and hurting deeply. I promised that I wouldn't make you cry anymore, but I repeatedly failed, so please forgive me.Forgive me because I was a coward to face you. Forgive me because, in the end, my courage wasn't enough to fight for you and our child. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to tell you that I'm tired.I'm so tired, but I don't want to give up. I don't want to die. I don't want to leave you, but I can't do anything.When they told me that my memories would return soon, that was the sign that I would soon be gone. I wanted to tell you, my love. I wished to tell you because I wanted you to stay by my side until the end, but I felt like I was being too selfish. I couldn't bear to see you hurt and crying anymore.So forgive me if I did everything to make you hate me. I did everything to make it easier for you to accept that I'm no longer here. So that you wouldn't be hurt too much.But I was wr
And what does he call what I'm feeling now? Easy? Is this easier for him? He died without me by his side. He died without me knowing his final wishes. He died without me knowing his last words.He died without us, without his daughter by his side.How do I tell this to Ariah? How do I explain everything to her? Why did he have to do this? I can't understand.I caught my breath as I tried to pull myself back from the darkness. In the midst of my sobbing and wailing, Rusty came to pick me up and hug me. When I looked at him, he was also crying. A sign that he knew nothing about what happened."Celeste, I'm so sorry. Please forgive us..." Tito Isaiah muttered. "My son... It was his wish not to let you know everything. If it were up to me, I would have told you about his last day, but he didn't want that, and I couldn't do anything."My hands trembled. I sobbed again. I covered my mouth and screamed in anguish. Rusty held me tightly to prevent me from collapsing."If only I could have tol
He had a serious expression as he stood up and approached me. He helped me put on my necklace."I'm with her, Au. If you want, you can come too. Once she's satisfied enough, then we'll bring her home immediately," Rusty convinced her.Aurora just rolled her eyes, almost losing the color in them."You're spoiling her too much, Rusty. I don't know about you two," she said, grabbing her bag. "But I'm coming along, even if you don't say so."After that, Aurora stormed out. I could feel her anger, and I understood it because she just wanted to protect me. I was also frustrated with myself for not being able to give in to the people around me.It's just that I feel like I need this. I need to witness firsthand that there's really no hope left for us to reconcile. I need to see that so I have nothing left to hold on to."Hey..." Rusty called me.He turned from behind me and faced me. His eyes showed deep concern as they glistened."Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked carefully.I bit
When I exited, I used the service elevator as Paula said he was waiting in the parking lot. As I arrived, I immediately spotted him. He was standing, facing his car, talking on his phone. I could hear his voice clearly."I don't want to force her. I'm not expecting anything, but if she agrees to this, then okay. I'll be happy. It's for her too," he said to the person on the other end.Who was he talking to, and what were they discussing?I remained standing behind him. He was too focused on his conversation, probably not sensing my presence."I hope she agrees. I've been wanting to ask her about this since last week. I'm just looking for the right time—idiot, Ru! Fool! That's why you still don't have a girlfriend because you're a shy son of a bitch!" he exclaimed to his friend, Ruru.I couldn't help but burst into laughter at that. After a while, he ended the call and slowly turned to face me. I could clearly see how his soul briefly left him in shock when he saw me."Celeste! You sta
I hugged Ariah, and I almost teared up. "Very good, baby! I'm so proud of you. Whatever the result of your exam, mommy will always be proud of you, always remember that, okay?""I love you, mommy. I'm happy that you're back," she whispered to me, causing me to pause."Because of that, we're going to have a little outing! Right, mommy?" Rusty cheered again, so I looked at him."Am I already your child, and is that how you address me?" I teased him.He just smirked and approached Ariah. "Don't mind your grumpy mommy. Where do you want to go?"I returned to my desk to organize my things while still hearing their conversation."Alright. Mall it is. What my little unicorn wants, my little unicorn gets," Rusty said playfully to my daughter, and I glanced at him.He stood up from kneeling and looked at me. I smiled at him and mouthed thank you. He just approached me and hugged me tightly, including Ariah."I love you both. A lot," he whispered.It was already late when we arrived at the mall
When he finished, he headed straight to me and sat down beside me."Your voice is amazing! You could be a dancer now!" Kim shouted at him, and everyone cheered.I just stared at him, amused by his participation in the banter."That's my hidden talent," he said."I wish you had hidden it instead," Oliver joked, and they all laughed again.When their banter subsided, he finally turned his gaze to me. I gave him a restrained smile, unable to explain my emotions.All I knew was, he is too good for me, and I am too bad for him."You were amazing," I whispered in a low voice, taking a sip of the beer in my hand before grabbing another. "I need to go to the bathroom," I excused myself when I felt a wave of nausea due to excessive nervousness.I heard Rusty calling out to me, but I ignored him. I went straight to the bathroom and threw up repeatedly, followed by another round of silent sobbing.I didn't know the reason. I didn't know why. I just wanted to cry because it felt like my heart was