ELEANOR
Eight Years Ago… The music pulsed through the clearing, matching the beat of my heart. Laughter and clinking glasses echoed as pack members swayed and danced beneath the moonlit sky. The Moonrise Festival buzzed with excitement, marking the coming of age for young wolves—especially the Alpha’s son. The scent of roasting meat lingered in the cool air. For most, it was a night of possibility. For me, I was losing my shit. I stood at the edge of the clearing, gripping my untouched cup of punch, my eyes searching the crowd until they landed on Tristan. He stood by the bonfire, his broad shoulders bathed in flickering light. Tristan. My brother’s best friend. My first love. And the Alpha's son. Out of my league? I suppose, but I always aim for the best. His smirk made my pulse race. Effortlessly magnetic, he was the most attractive male in nearly every pack in the region, leaving she-wolves swooning. Oh, unnecessary competition. Great. “You’re staring again,” came a teasing voice beside me. I turned to find Maurice, my older brother, smirking at me. I did not need this right now. “I’m not,” I said quickly, though the heat on my neck betrayed me. “You’ve been crushing on him for years, Elle. When are you going to do something about it?” Maurice grinned. “It’s getting embarrassing.” I glared at him. “Stop it.” My fingers fidgeted with the cup in my hands. “It’s not that simple.” “It is. Tell him how you feel. Worst case, he’s an idiot. Best case? He feels the same.” I shook my head. “You don’t get it. I think... I think he’s my fated mate.” Maurice raised an eyebrow. “Aiming for Luna? Pretty bold, but you don’t know that for sure.” “No, I'm not, and I won’t know until I turn 18, dumbass,” I muttered. “But I feel it. It’s like my soul already knows.” He sighed. “Look Elle, don't hope for something that hasn’t happened yet. Just talk to him. You won't know otherwise.” He clapped my shoulder and left me with my thoughts. Maybe Maurice is right. What if he isn't my mate after all? So much for Big Brother's advice. Fuck! I took a deep breath, pushing past my fears—especially Maurice’s doubts. Smoothing my dress, I stepped toward Tristan. “Hey, Elle!” he greeted, his smile like a secret just for us. My stomach flipped. He was everything I wanted, and the thought of him being my fated mate was a hope I’d held onto despite my doubts. As I almost reached him, the air felt charged, heavy with the scent of pine and the faint hum of moonlight magic that always marked these types of gatherings. “Hey,” I managed,the word catching in my throat. Before I could speak, a girl appeared beside Tristan, all giggles and coy smiles. She slipped her arms around his waist, leaning into him in a way that made my stomach twist. What the hell? “Tristan,” she said softly, tilting her head to look up at him. I froze, the words I’d rehearsed vanishing as I watched him turn to her, his expression softening. Then it happened. He murmured something I couldn’t hear, and she laughed, taking his hand and leading him into the shadows. My heart shattered as they disappeared, but I couldn’t stop myself from following. The shadows only partially obscured them, and what I saw made my blood boil. Tristan had his hands all over her, his fingers tracing patterns on her body. They were lost in their own little world, oblivious to the chaos they created in me. I couldn't take my eyes off of them. There was something about the way he touched her, with a hunger and intensity that I had never seen before. I could feel the heat radiating off of their bodies, even from where I was standing. Tristan's touch seemed to ignite a fire within her. Her eyes fluttered closed as he slipped his fingers inside her. She cried out in pleasure, her moans raw and needy. I watched as Tristan's lips found hers. Their kiss was deep and possessive, their bodies moving together in a primal dance I couldn't ignore. No. Every part of me ached, and I stumbled, snapping a twig. It caught their attention, but I turned and ran, driven by my inner wolf. The wind stung, and tears threatened, but I held them back. Tristan—the guy I’d loved forever—was in someone else’s arms. Deeper in the forest, the party's noise faded, leaving only the storm inside me. He wasn't mine. He never had been. I sank to the ground, the tears finally falling as my fists clenched into the soft earth. The moonlight filtered through the trees, casting a mocking silver glow on the world. Fuck. This. For years, I let the Mate Bond control my heart and dreams. Not anymore. I'd choose my own path and love on my own terms, free from anything that held me back—Tristan, the Bond, all of it. This was my life, and I was done letting anyone or anything take that away from me. Just as the pain began to dull, someone called out to me. "Eleanor?" I turned to see Cedric standing a few feet away, a concerned look on his face. His sandy blond hair ruffled in the soft breeze, and his green eyes held an intensity that I hadn’t seen before. "Are you alright?" he asked, stepping closer. I wiped the tears from my cheeks quickly, forcing a smile. The hurt was still there, but I couldn't bear to face it any longer. I couldn’t stand the thought of being trapped in this world that held nothing for me but disappointment. "I’m fine," I said, my voice trembling slightly. But Cedric could see through my mask. He always had. As he stepped closer, his expression softened. "Eleanor, I know I’ve asked you before, and I know you’ve turned me down every time, but… I’m not giving up on you." I swallowed hard, the image of Tristan with another woman still fresh in my mind. I wasn’t the one he wanted. And right now, I couldn’t live with that truth. Without thinking, I whispered, "Yes. I’ll marry you, Cedric." His eyes widened in surprise and relief. He squeezed my hand. "You won’t regret it, Eleanor. I promise." A numbness washed over me. Maybe this wasn’t the solution, but it felt like my only escape. Running away with Cedric, away from Tristan, my family, and the Mate Bond. Maybe this was how I could break free. I looked at Cedric, my mind already racing. "I need to write a note," I said. "Just a quick one." Cedric nodded. "Take your time. I'll wait here." I rushed home, grabbed a few things, and scribbled a note to my Mother and Maurice, telling them not to worry. I left it on the table, a final goodbye. Taking a deep breath, I returned to Cedric, who was still waiting for me. As we walked out of the forest that night, I felt, for the first time in a long while, in control.TRISTANA part of me had always known.Maybe not the details, not the cruelty of it all—but I had known that Cedric would never hold onto Eleanor the way he should have. That knowledge sat heavy in my chest even now, a day after she had spoken the truth aloud.He cast her out. After everything.The words rang in my mind, over and over, a slow-burning fury simmering beneath my skin. I had mastered the art of control, of measured responses, but the thought of her—of Kate—being discarded so easily made something sharp twist inside me.I hadn’t let her see it. But it was there, lurking beneath the surface.I exhaled slowly, leaning back in my chair. The morning sunlight streamed through the tall windows of my office. Maurice sat across from me, arms folded, his brows furrowed in thought. He had been pacing earlier, a sign of his agitation, but now he sat still, watching me carefully.“You know.” Maurice’s voice broke the silence. It wasn’t a question.I nodded. “Eleanor told me herself.”
ELEANOR“Lord Tristan.”The title felt unnatural on my tongue, too formal. But we weren’t alone. And after everything that had happened, I needed that small barrier between us.The crisp scent of dew lingered in the air, the soft crunch of gravel beneath my boots filling the silence. Tristan stood a few feet away, his back straight, his expression unreadable as he turned toward me.“Eleanor.” His voice was unreadable. He held himself with the same controlled composure he always did, but I knew better. I could see the tension in the way his hands curled at his sides, the slight shift in his stance. He was bracing himself.For a moment, neither of us spoke.I took a shaky breath. “I’m sorry. For running away that night.”The words were quiet but heavy. I had run—not just from him, but from what I felt, from what being close to him meant. Guilt twisted in my chest. “I shouldn’t have left like that.”Tristan's eyes flickered with something unreadable before he exhaled, shaking his head.
BEATRICEMoonclaw was restless.It was an unease that stretched beyond the quiet murmurs of the pack. It was Cedric. The weight of his frustration settled over everything like a shadow no one could shake.I've seen it before—this slow, simmering agitation that built in the marrow of a man who had lost control. But this time, it was different. This was about Eleanor.And that made him dangerous.I watched him from the corner of the room, his posture stiff, his hands curled into restless fists at his sides. His eyes flickered toward the window as though expecting someone to walk through it at any moment. “He hasn’t slept,” Aurora murmured beside me, arms folded as she leaned against the wall. Her face was composed, but I knew her well enough to see the concern hiding beneath it. “Or eaten much, for that matter.”“He won’t,” I said, voice quiet. “Not until he convinces himself he has done everything possible to bring her back.”Aurora’s jaw tightened. “We can’t let him do something rec
ELEANORI kept myself busy. That was the only way to survive today.The morning had barely begun, and I had already mastered the art of avoidance. I made sure to stay within Kate’s orbit, her tiny fingers curled around mine as she chattered about things only a three-year-old could find endlessly fascinating. Mom hovered close. I could feel her watching me, measuring my silence, dissecting my movements.Tristan was nowhere in sight. I had made sure of that.It wasn’t easy. Every nerve in my body was attuned to him, a constant awareness that lingered no matter how hard I tried to push it down. I felt him before I saw him. Caught glimpses of him in my peripheral vision. A shadow, a presence pressing against the edges of my control.I refused to look.Kate tugged on my sleeve, pulling me back to the present. "Mommy, look! I made a flower!" She held up a handful of crushed petals, her bright eyes gleaming with pride."That’s beautiful, sweetheart." I forced a smile, brushing a loose curl f
TRISTANShe was gone.My arm stretched across the space where she had been, fingers curling into emptiness, into fucking nothing. And yet, my skin still tingled where she had been against me just hours ago. The scent of her—wildflowers and something uniquely Eleanor—still clung to the pillows, taunting me with a ghost of her presence.I closed my eyes, willing myself to push back the ache forming in my chest. I had thought—fuck, I had hoped—that last night had meant something. That we would finally stop running from whatever this was between us.But she was gone.Just like before.My jaw clenched as I forced myself to sit up. Last night had been everything. But if I had learned anything about Eleanor, it was that she wasn’t ready to admit that. I rubbed a hand down my face and exhaled sharply, forcing my mind back into control. Fine. She needed space? I would give it to her. But I wasn’t letting her go. Not this time.A sharp knock on the door shattered the silence.“Fuck off,” I mut
ELEANOR I woke before dawn, the world still cloaked in darkness, the only sound in the room was the steady rhythm of Tristan’s breathing beside me.For a moment, I didn’t move. Couldn’t move.My body was still heavy, still humming with the remnants of last night—the heat of his mouth on me, the way he had unraveled me, worshipped me, made me come apart with nothing but his tongue and fingers. It had been intoxicating, overwhelming, unlike anything I had ever experienced before.The memory alone sent a pulse of liquid heat between my thighs.Because it wasn’t supposed to be like this.It wasn’t supposed to feel this good.I had been with Cedric for years, had shared a bed with him more times than I could count. And yet—nothing, nothing—had ever come close to what Tristan had done to me.And the worst part?He hadn’t even fucked me.Just his mouth. Just his hands. And it had been enough to make me see stars, enough to make me lose myself in a way I never had before.Heat crawled up my