ELEANOR
Eight Years Ago… The music pulsed through the clearing, matching the beat of my heart. Laughter and clinking glasses echoed as pack members swayed and danced beneath the moonlit sky. The Moonrise Festival buzzed with excitement, marking the coming of age for young wolves—especially the Alpha’s son. The scent of roasting meat lingered in the cool air. For most, it was a night of possibility. For me, I was losing my shit. I stood at the edge of the clearing, gripping my untouched cup of punch, my eyes searching the crowd until they landed on Tristan. He stood by the bonfire, his broad shoulders bathed in flickering light. Tristan. My brother’s best friend. My first love. And the Alpha's son. Out of my league? I suppose, but I always aim for the best. His smirk made my pulse race. Effortlessly magnetic, he was the most attractive male in nearly every pack in the region, leaving she-wolves swooning. Oh, unnecessary competition. Great. “You’re staring again,” came a teasing voice beside me. I turned to find Maurice, my older brother, smirking at me. I did not need this right now. “I’m not,” I said quickly, though the heat on my neck betrayed me. “You’ve been crushing on him for years, Elle. When are you going to do something about it?” Maurice grinned. “It’s getting embarrassing.” I glared at him. “Stop it.” My fingers fidgeted with the cup in my hands. “It’s not that simple.” “It is. Tell him how you feel. Worst case, he’s an idiot. Best case? He feels the same.” I shook my head. “You don’t get it. I think... I think he’s my fated mate.” Maurice raised an eyebrow. “Aiming for Luna? Pretty bold, but you don’t know that for sure.” “No, I'm not, and I won’t know until I turn 18, dumbass,” I muttered. “But I feel it. It’s like my soul already knows.” He sighed. “Look Elle, don't hope for something that hasn’t happened yet. Just talk to him. You won't know otherwise.” He clapped my shoulder and left me with my thoughts. Maybe Maurice is right. What if he isn't my mate after all? So much for Big Brother's advice. Fuck! I took a deep breath, pushing past my fears—especially Maurice’s doubts. Smoothing my dress, I stepped toward Tristan. “Hey, Elle!” he greeted, his smile like a secret just for us. My stomach flipped. He was everything I wanted, and the thought of him being my fated mate was a hope I’d held onto despite my doubts. As I almost reached him, the air felt charged, heavy with the scent of pine and the faint hum of moonlight magic that always marked these types of gatherings. “Hey,” I managed,the word catching in my throat. Before I could speak, a girl appeared beside Tristan, all giggles and coy smiles. She slipped her arms around his waist, leaning into him in a way that made my stomach twist. What the hell? “Tristan,” she said softly, tilting her head to look up at him. I froze, the words I’d rehearsed vanishing as I watched him turn to her, his expression softening. Then it happened. He murmured something I couldn’t hear, and she laughed, taking his hand and leading him into the shadows. My heart shattered as they disappeared, but I couldn’t stop myself from following. The shadows only partially obscured them, and what I saw made my blood boil. Tristan had his hands all over her, his fingers tracing patterns on her body. They were lost in their own little world, oblivious to the chaos they created in me. I couldn't take my eyes off of them. There was something about the way he touched her, with a hunger and intensity that I had never seen before. I could feel the heat radiating off of their bodies, even from where I was standing. Tristan's touch seemed to ignite a fire within her. Her eyes fluttered closed as he slipped his fingers inside her. She cried out in pleasure, her moans raw and needy. I watched as Tristan's lips found hers. Their kiss was deep and possessive, their bodies moving together in a primal dance I couldn't ignore. No. Every part of me ached, and I stumbled, snapping a twig. It caught their attention, but I turned and ran, driven by my inner wolf. The wind stung, and tears threatened, but I held them back. Tristan—the guy I’d loved forever—was in someone else’s arms. Deeper in the forest, the party's noise faded, leaving only the storm inside me. He wasn't mine. He never had been. I sank to the ground, the tears finally falling as my fists clenched into the soft earth. The moonlight filtered through the trees, casting a mocking silver glow on the world. Fuck. This. For years, I let the Mate Bond control my heart and dreams. Not anymore. I'd choose my own path and love on my own terms, free from anything that held me back—Tristan, the Bond, all of it. This was my life, and I was done letting anyone or anything take that away from me. Just as the pain began to dull, someone called out to me. "Eleanor?" I turned to see Cedric standing a few feet away, a concerned look on his face. His sandy blond hair ruffled in the soft breeze, and his green eyes held an intensity that I hadn’t seen before. "Are you alright?" he asked, stepping closer. I wiped the tears from my cheeks quickly, forcing a smile. The hurt was still there, but I couldn't bear to face it any longer. I couldn’t stand the thought of being trapped in this world that held nothing for me but disappointment. "I’m fine," I said, my voice trembling slightly. But Cedric could see through my mask. He always had. As he stepped closer, his expression softened. "Eleanor, I know I’ve asked you before, and I know you’ve turned me down every time, but… I’m not giving up on you." I swallowed hard, the image of Tristan with another woman still fresh in my mind. I wasn’t the one he wanted. And right now, I couldn’t live with that truth. Without thinking, I whispered, "Yes. I’ll marry you, Cedric." His eyes widened in surprise and relief. He squeezed my hand. "You won’t regret it, Eleanor. I promise." A numbness washed over me. Maybe this wasn’t the solution, but it felt like my only escape. Running away with Cedric, away from Tristan, my family, and the Mate Bond. Maybe this was how I could break free. I looked at Cedric, my mind already racing. "I need to write a note," I said. "Just a quick one." Cedric nodded. "Take your time. I'll wait here." I rushed home, grabbed a few things, and scribbled a note to my Mother and Maurice, telling them not to worry. I left it on the table, a final goodbye. Taking a deep breath, I returned to Cedric, who was still waiting for me. As we walked out of the forest that night, I felt, for the first time in a long while, in control.TRISTANI’d had enough.It had been days, weeks, of this suffocating silence between us. The tension was unbearable, and I was losing patience. I tried to be understanding, tried to give her the space she needed, but I was done pretending that nothing was happening between us. I couldn’t keep doing this.I saw her slip out of the pack meeting, her head down, trying to disappear into the shadows. I knew her routine. I always knew where she was.I pushed through the crowd, moving quickly, determined to stop her before she could escape. I grabbed her arm gently, pulling her aside.“Eleanor,” I said, my voice low, but sharp. “Don't even think about running .”Her eyes widened, and for a moment, I thought she was going to pull away, to resist. But she didn’t. Instead, she took a deep breath and looked at me with those eyes. Eyes that used to hold warmth, affection. Now? Now, they were distant. Cold.“What the hell do you want now?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper. “There’s nothing l
ELEANOR“Did you hear? They say Alpha Tristan has already found his mate,” a voice whispers just behind me.I force myself not to react, though it’s impossible to ignore the murmur of gossip that surrounds me. I try to keep my eyes on the ground, pretending I haven’t heard the words. But my pulse quickens with each whispered sentence.“I heard she’s already been marked. He’s just trying to keep it quiet.” Another voice joins in, low and laced with gossip, like it’s all just one big secret waiting to be spilled.“Maybe it’s Lila?” someone else offers, their tone filled with curiosity. “They’ve been spending so much time together lately. Plus, she’s—” The voice lowers, “—she’s a firebrand, you know? She's exactly what the Alpha needs.”I feel the weight of their eyes on me, but I don’t look up. They think I don’t notice, but I do. I know they’re talking about me. About Lila. About Tristan. And every word cuts a little deeper than the last.Another voice chimes in, more skeptical. “But..
MAURICEThe days following my conversation with Tristan were tense. Every time I saw him, he seemed more withdrawn. It wasn’t just his mood; it was his entire demeanor. He was distant, almost distracted. There was a wariness in his eyes that wasn’t there before, as if he was carrying a burden he didn’t want to share.I decided to observe him more closely. It was clear that something was eating at him, but he wasn’t going to open up anytime soon. What struck me the most, though, was how he reacted every time Eleanor entered a room. His eyes would flicker toward her, just a brief glance, but it was always longer than necessary. And there was a softness in his gaze that I’d never seen before.At first, I thought I was just imagining it—maybe I was reading too much into things. But the more I watched, the more I realized it wasn’t a coincidence. Tristan’s control, his usual ability to keep his emotions in check, was slipping when it came to Eleanor. There was a tension there, something un
MAURICE“So,” I began casually, leaning back in my chair and taking a sip of my drink. “You excited for the mate-picking ceremony?”Tristan’s body stiffened the moment I said it. His eyes darkened, his jaw tightened. I could see the muscles in his arm flex as his fingers twitched, like he was fighting the urge to grab something—anything—to release the tension in his body.He didn’t respond immediately. I waited, watching him carefully, knowing he was trying to figure out how to avoid the question. But I wasn’t going to let it slide.Tristan wasn’t the type to let things go unspoken. But today, there was something different about him. Something… off. The usual confidence he exuded was absent, replaced by an uncomfortable silence that seemed to linger around him like a dark cloud.We’d been training together for years, and I knew him better than anyone. When you spend that much time with someone, you can read them like an open book. So, when I saw Tristan sitting across from me, his pos
TRISTANI could feel it. Eleanor was avoiding me. I saw it in the way she wouldn’t make eye contact, the way she’d leave training early whenever I showed up. It was like she was running from me, and it hurt even more because of the bond pulling me toward her.I couldn’t just let this continue. I had to do something.“Eleanor!” I called, catching her just as she tried to leave the training ground.She froze. Her back was to me, but I could see her shoulders tense up.“What now, Tristan?” she asked, her voice flat, as if she didn’t care.I took a deep breath, trying to stay calm. “Get your head in the game,” I said, trying to sound like myself. “I’m pushing you harder today. Maybe it’ll help you snap out of whatever this is.”She turned to face me, her jaw tight. “You think this is about training?” she snapped, her eyes flashing. “You think this is about anything other than the fact that I’m trapped?”I took a step closer, my chest tight. “Trapped? Eleanor, don’t—”“I can’t do this anym
LILAIt was becoming hard to ignore the cracks in Elle’s armor. The way her moods shifted, the way she tensed at the mere mention of Tristan’s name, the way she could never stay in the same room with him for too long—it was all there, if you knew where to look. And I, for one, knew exactly what I was looking at.She wasn’t fooling anyone, least of all me.The afternoon sun cast a warm glow over the training grounds, but despite the brightness, I felt a heaviness settle over me as I watched Eleanor. She was pushing through her drills like a machine, but her movements were stiff, like she was forcing herself to be there, forcing herself to pretend everything was fine. I could see it in the way she kept her gaze fixed to the ground, avoiding my eyes every time our paths crossed.I couldn't stand it anymore."Hey," I called out, walking up to her after she finished a particularly hard set of strikes. Her dark hair was damp with sweat, but she didn’t look at me.“Lila, not now,” she murmu