KABANATA 148
His Last Goodbye
It all ends here, he came here not for us but to close a chapter that should have never opened. The chapter where there is US, and it sinks to me.
Alam kong mahirap at masakit pero mas kakainin lang kami ng mga emosyon na iyon kapag patuloy kong ipipilit ang sarili ko. Seeing him now should be good enough.
I am thankful enough my memories came back. Ayun na lang siguro ang panghahawakan ko at ipapaalala ko sa anak namin. He might not be with us pero his memories, those funny faces he used to do before, his serious and jealous moments was a treasure me and my future baby can hold onto.
“I hope you can find your happiness, Fily. I know I can’t give it to you, masyado na akong maraming ginawa para maging deserving ng pagmamahal mo,” nakayukong wika nito.
Alam kong pinipigilan nitong maluha. Ganito siya palagi kapag sobra na yung emosyon na nararamdaman niya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ngayong sumusuko na ako ay tsaka naman ganito ang reaksiyon niya.
“K-kay
