I felt weird leaving my bed and going to join the so called dinner with Tawny and Luna. But Tawny being here was the only reason that pushed me to come. She thought she could just do what she did and get away with it? If it wasn't for her Olivia would be alive right now. If it wasn't for me, Olivia would be alive.
"okay just take it easy... She's still not okay. Let's let her lead the conversation." I heard my sister say as I walked down the stairs.
"life should go on though Paris. She is alive, she can't just shut down the world you know. She needs to keep living.." Tawny said and I almost asked her if that's what she is doing. But I stopped myself. I didn't want to be a bitch.
As for my sister, she was good. Treating me like an egg but also being good to me. I guess I was lucky to be dealing with this with her by my side and not someone who'd tell me life should go kn and I should keep living like I didn't watch my girlfriend get shot and have her take her last breath in my arms.
