When she realized that it was time to pay the piper, she let out a loud sigh that was followed by a trembling sound.
Not that she was being negative about anything. There was no point in her pretending that she did not want Phil as much as he wanted her because he was without a doubt the most sexually alluring man she had ever encountered. It seemed only fair that she be given the opportunity to select her first boyfriend, considering that she was required to return home in the spring and accept the engagement to a guy she had no say in selecting. She was well aware that her father would not be pleased with her decision. And Noah would definitely be appalled to learn that his bride was not a virgin, but she did not care one way or the other about whether or not he approved of the situation.
After then, a fresh idea came to her, and she grinned to herself quietly. When Noah found out that she was no longer virginal, it's possible that he might lose interest in her.
Problem solved!
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