AGREE TO DISAGREE
I can't contain the urges I feel or the feelings that stir inside of me. It's strange and intriguing, yet annoyingly irritating at the same time. I know I want something yet when I have it in arms I change my find. Food is ridiculously distateful and my God don't I smell the weirdest things. The weirdest part is that I also want and can't stand to be within Grayson's sight, mostly because lately, he treats me like a fragile child. But then I miss him as if we've been worlds apart. I cry when I want to laugh, scream and shout when I only want to be held. I'm a mess of myself and I think Grayson is also reaching his limits with me too.I don't like how he thrums my cords and I think he knows more than he's revealing. He keeps sneaking me these half secret looks, a hand against my forehead, subtly touching my stomach. Fussing that I need to eat and keep warm.It's making me agitated even though I know he's only trying to be
