Renee thought of how she had felt when Jesse had first raped and kidnapped her. Those feelings of hatred stirred back up in her. She felt enraged and saddened. She felt alone and scared. She thought of everything up until this point. She felt confused. How had she gotten here? How had she come to care for Jesse and given into him? How in the hell had she come to have a life with the man that had ruined her own? She started writing, letting it all out.
“Alex, I have so much I want to say to you, but I’m sure it will come out as rambling. I don’t really know how to proce
