EVELYN
I buried my head into my pillow, screaming as if that alone could drown out the chaos in my mind. The image of Dave, my sweet brother kissing someone else, touching her the way he used to touch me, wouldn’t stop clawing at my brain, wanted to make me go crazy. No matter how tightly I squeezed my eyes shut, it kept replaying. I didn't just push him away, I pushed him away aggressively. I know that. I told him I needed space. But now? Now, the thought of him moving on, living his life without me, was unbearable.
It wasn’t just anyone he was with. It was her. Kate. I couldn’t escape the endless comparisons. Her perfect hair and her annoyingly perfect body. She was fucking rich compared to me who lived on Dad’s money that‘s going to finish any moment from now. Dave would probably love showing her off. I tried to convince myself it didn’t matter, but my stomach twisted at the thought of how many times they’d probably sucked each other’s tongues, bitten each other’s lips, and fucked
