Noah POV
I still don’t believe, Riva tried to forcefully mark my mate. How daring of him.
Riva is not the only best friend I have, we are like a crew, four of us. But I’m closest to Riva because I felt he understands me the most and we have always been together.
It’s a little dark, I’m saturated with anger after I dropped Scarlet off. I promised her that I would tell her what is going on after I sort out my shit.
I’m still scared that I might hurt her because of the trauma. Since my mom’s experience I’ve been a fucking playboy, it’s always the reason I go for girls like Bella. But Scarlet is all different and I don’t know how to still explain it to her why I rejected her.
I know it won’t make any sense
It might not make any sense
But I feel I want to take her slow
If I ever want to be real with her I have to be staying away or take her slow, but for now I’m out of an option to pick.
I’m trying to calm myself down with this vodka, I don’t want a case that I would badly hurt Riva, becau
