Have you ever seen yourself in the mirror?
From an angle, you have never seen before.
The angle which you can't see normally.
And wondered...
That's me.
That's also me.
But I don't look like that.
That's how I feel.
That's how my situation feels.
I guess I should not be surprised after all. I am bound to this house, my past, by a red circle and no matter how much I try, I'll be dragged into this red circle again and again even if I run far away.
I don't like calling this place home any more because it never was. Home is not the place where you live with your family or friends or relatives. Home is where your heart is and my heart was smashed to clouds of dust in this very place. I don't exactly loathe this place but neither do I want to be here.
Undecided and lost, I went towards the kitchen to find nothing but memories. My footsteps were a little too loud for my ears in this piercing silen
