KOOKIE:
My heart pounds in my chest as I wait for the worst to come. I try to steady my breath, but there are a lot of thoughts running through my head about what he could have possibly done. It is almost like I can never find peace with him, and fuck, I hate it so much.
“Your father has been doing some digging about the fire, because the pack is stalling, and we think they are doing so because it has something to do with Levi.”
I already expect the worst, so when she says this, it doesn’t really derail me, but there is a familiar feeling of hurt tugging at my chest. My mind wanders off to the activities of the night, and how his sweet tone got me swimming into a deep pool of nostalgia and fuck, I hate it. I hate myself for letting my guard down. He is such a monster if this is true, and how is he able to do these things with a straight face? I shouldn’t have trusted him.
“Does he know about Blue yet?” Mother asks, drawing me back to the present.
My mouth is open for a few seconds befo
