I sat by the windows watching the kids play .
I knew that I should had done this abdvi should be resting of doing something with my life but I just wanted to do this .
Sitting by the window is actually fun and I love it.
I watched the kids play and women laugh and fir a while I felt really at pewcd .
The knock on the door brought me out if my thoughts .
I knew that it wasn't Lelia ,she told me she wasn't coming today so I wasn't expecting her one bit .
I looked at the door and just as I had predicted it wasn't her but a different person evtirely .
It was Shirley ,she was standing by the door and starring at me .
For a while I wondered what this girl wanted .
The last time she had Bluntly told me that she didn't want to see me and now she's in MY room doing what .
I turned my gaze away from her and kept staring outside the window .
"Peni "she called immediately she entered the room .
I didn't bother to turn my head to look at her ,I still had the thought of what she did to me
