Regina
"I hate it. I hate...." I shouted, punching hard at the tree trunk. "Why?? Why?? "
I sighed, my leg turning weak, and I let my body get loose, lying on the grass.
I was so very happy just hours ago, and now look at me here, angry, sad, and hopeless all at once.
"I shouldn't be angry, but I am," I mumbled to myself, closing my eyes. I'm trying to focus on my breathing to calm my hampered heart.
I need to calm down. Why haven't you contacted me already? What did I do wrong? I thought we had something special, but now it feels like everything is falling apart.
Richard, what are you doing? Please pick up the call; I can't bear this uncertainty any longer. I need to hear your voice and understand what's going on.
Richard…. I sighed, feeling a mix of frustration and longing. The silence on the other end of the line only deepened my sense of sadness and hopelessness.
Maybe I upset him somehow, or maybe something unexpected happened. I couldn't help but wonder if there was a