Jaxson
I know I am being a dick. I know I'm being an asshole. and I know it's not her fault. I was the one with the slip of the tongue and I was the one who didn't give her a chance to respond before I kept running my mouth. I know all of this. What I don't know is why I am acting like this. I don't understand why the hell I'm acting like this or why I feel like the sky is falling. The only thing I can think to do right now is to call the one person who knew I was even in love when I was guessing as to what the fuck I was feeling was.
As soon as Esmerelda and Nico enter the building, I hit the call button on my sister contact in my phone. It rings three times and I start to worry it will go to voicemail by the time Kelsey picks up the phone.
"Hey big brother is this an emergency, or can I call you back?" I can her my nephew crying in the background. I cringe a little bit because I know she must have her hands full, but this is kind of an emergency.
"Umm... can you talk."
"Umm, hold o
