Novels by Ahbryellx

Jesse isn't Gideon. Jesse doesn't throw a fit. Jesse stays there, feet planted to the ground. For once in my life, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Vicky has already stiffened. "What's going on here?"Beside Jesse is Gideon. He looks rather happy that this is happening. Somehow, I know he's involved in Jesse finding out. I've been careful. I'm a reckless person, but I've tried my very best to be careful. They aren't supposed to know. Gideon wasn't to find out and Jesse wasn't either. "You're not going to say anything?" I push Vicky off me. He rushes to the bed to drape something over himself. Instead of a blanket, he dresses. I wordlessly pick my clothes from the floor and dress. Jesse has already started crying. I want to walk away but he pushes me back into the room. I actually let him. "What's wrong with you?! Aren't you going to say something? Explain your fucking self damnit." I look at everybody in the room. Jesse is crying, Gideon is disappointed. Vicky is scared. I

My phone is in my hands as I stare at it. The lecture ended a few minutes ago, but I can't get myself to stand up. I'm to visit Archer today. I don't really want to, but mom says I should. I can't be a disappointment at all things. My initial plan was to visit Marcus. Just drown myself in earthly pleasures till I pass out. I shoot a text to both of them but neither respond. So much for a threesome. I take a deep breath and check the time. Finally summoning enough courage, I get on my bike and go to the police station. He hasn't been convicted yet, so he's still in a holding cell. The officers there search me so thoroughly I almost get a hard on. I sit on a bench waiting for brother dear. He comes out eventually looking like a shadow of his former self. His hair is long and dirty, and so are his beards. I can see his ribs poking out of his clothes due to poor feeding. In all, he looks miserable. "Well you look good."He doesn't appreciate my joke for a single second. "What do you w

I freeze. Like my body stops functioning. It's even more awkward because Ander is completely naked. He seems unbothered to say the least. "What is wrong with you?! What are you doing?!" Gideon screeches. He marches towards us and I instinctively use my hands to cover my face. He doesn't hit me, but Ander. Ander turns and hits him back. "If you want either of us, wait your fucking turn!"They're yelling and I'm afraid they'll attract attention. Once Ander is off me, I wear my clothes hastily and wait. For whatever Gideon will say. "You're a sick bastard. And I asked you. You had the guts to deny it. Are you alright?!" Ander puts on his sweatpants and heads for the door. Gideon pulls him back. "Are you being nonchalant right now?"Ander shoves his hand on his shoulder. "What else do you want me to say Gideon. Tell me what you want me to fucking say!""Wasn't he enough? He's amazing and you're cheating on his roommate. Neither of you have a conscience."Ander chuckles. "The more the m

I know I'm awake, but my eyes refuse to open. I'm sporting what is hinting at a migraine at this point. Aubrey, as expected is calling me. I reach out to grab my phone, but instead I push it off the nightstand. I grunt, struggling to get it. Jesse comes inside, sees my peril and grabs the phone for me. I don't say anything because he's on the phone yelling at someone. Wouldn't want to be them. My eyes do all the talking. He ignores me and leaves. I'm about to dial Aubrey's number, but she calls again. "You have a thing for going late for classes these days. Are you okay?""For once, I'm not. I think I'm sick so I'll probably skip today and tomorrow. You're just going to have to enjoy yourself with Zee.""Oh my gosh no. Not Zebedee. Anybody but Zebedee." I know she's talking. Aubrey and Zee are a pea in a pod at this point. It's just neither of them want to swallow their pride and confess."You'll be fine. I may be contagious and I most definitely don't want you sick.""Focus on your

I can't tear my eyes away from either of them. I don't know what they're saying, but I feel like I shouldn't know. My head is spinning and I feel so nauseous. The level of attachment I have to Vicky is insane. Unhealthy too, but primarily insane. I call after Jesse as he goes upstairs. "Hey babe. I'm going to go out for a few drinks. Be back tomorrow."He complains as usual, but he still lets me leave. I don't go just yet though. I go to the normal place my bike is parked. From there, I can still see Magnus and Vicky. Vicky looks almost uncomfortable. I want to separate them, but I've learnt not to interfere. Finally, the discussion is over and Magnus goes in first. I rush to Vicky before he can get in. He's expecting a positive reaction from me, but to hell with that. I grab his hair, not paying attention to how attractive he looks in this position. "What did he say to you?" I demand. "Nothing really. It's actually nothing important. You're over thinking things." He's lying I kno

It took me days, but I finally apologized to Jesse. I told him I'm very forgetful, and I lied. I hate lying, but I did it. He eventually believed me and we hugged and everything. I'm texting him, as I'm coming back from school. I'm laughing so hard I don't see I've bumped into someone. "Oh sorry." Raising my head up, it's Ander grinning. "I've got something fun for us to do today. Are you in?" "What is it?" Ander has a very natural ability to be reckless and destructive. He hates being called to it though. That's a huge argument nobody is ready for. "Let's go to Archer's house. It's super fun there." "Don't you think we should respect-" "He's imprisoned, not dead. Quit all the sentiments." My plan was to limit my relations with Ander. If it wasn't important, I wasn't supposed to talk to him. But, him this close is making that plan insanely impossible. "We won't be gone long right? I've got to go back to Jesse." "Woah. Is he your boyfriend or mine?" "We're just friends. He's a