Chapter: Chapter 60: His Mother's DeathI didn't say I was sorry. It's what everyone says, and I'd learned that it never fits.I stood there in his coat, with the cold stone under my feet, and waited. After a while he let out a long breath, as though something had been tied tight around his chest for years and he'd just felt it shift."I was twelve," he said."Tell me.""It's very short. That's the worst of it." His eyes were fixed on the dark towers across the court. "She went out one morning. She often did. She didn't say where, and I didn't ask. I was reading in the window seat when she left. She touched my hair on the way past." His mouth moved. "She had a way of doing that. As if she were checking I was still there."I said nothing."She didn't come back that night. Or the next. On the third day they brought her home." A pause. "She was covered. I wasn't allowed to see.""Who told you?""My father." His voice stayed perfectly level. "He knelt in front of me in the passage outside the nursery. He held my shoulders. And
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Chapter: Chapter 59: Balcony TalkHe came after midnight, as he always did.I'd stopped pretending to sleep. When the guards changed over at the third bell, I got up, put a shawl over my nightdress, and opened the glass door onto the little balcony off my sitting room. The stone was cold under my bare feet. The courtyard below lay silver and quiet, and above it the sky was so full of stars that it looked like spilled salt.I heard the door behind me. Quiet, careful. A pause, as if he was deciding whether to come out."You'll catch a cold," Adrian said."I'm used to it. The roof leaked at home.""That isn't a recommendation.""No." I moved over. "Come and look. It's the only good thing about the view."He came and stood beside me at the rail. Not close. A careful arm's length, like two people waiting for the same carriage. He'd taken his coat off and was in his shirt sleeves, with the collar open, and he looked tired in a way that had nothing to do with the hour."I saw the Queen this morning," he said."And?""She den
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Chapter: Chapter 58: Adrian Confronts SeraphinaAdrian knocked once and went in without waiting.The Queen's solar was a bright, warm room on the sunny side of the castle, hung with pale green silk and full of small expensive things. Cushions. A harp nobody played. A writing desk inlaid with mother-of-pearl. The carpet still smelled very faintly of goat.Seraphina sat by the window with a cup of tea and a piece of embroidery, in the middle of a stitch. She didn't look up straight away. She finished the stitch, bit the thread, and laid the needle down."Adrian. What a surprise.""Is it?""I'd hoped you'd visit sometime." She set the embroidery aside and smoothed her skirt. "Sit. Will you take tea? It's the good black, the one you used to like.""I'm not here for tea.""No, I didn't suppose you were." A small, sad smile. "You have your father's way of walking into a room. As if it owed you something."He didn't sit. He crossed to the window and stood with his back to the light, so she had to tilt her head to see his face."Yesterday
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Chapter: Chapter 57: Seraphina's CharmSeraphina came in the afternoon, which was unlike her.She usually appeared at mealtimes, with servants and chatter and a trail of scented silk. This time she came alone. She stood in my doorway in a soft grey gown, no jewels, and for a moment she looked younger than I'd ever seen her. Almost shy."May I come in?""Of course.""I've been meaning to visit for days." She crossed the room and sat on the edge of the window seat, smoothing her skirts. "Everything has been so dreadful. The Ball, the Court, that business with Vane. I've felt terrible that I haven't been a better friend.""You've been very kind.""I've been *absent.* It isn't the same." She glanced at the guards through the open door. "I do hate seeing you shut away like this. It's not right. A girl your age."I smiled. I'd been practising the smile for a fortnight now. It sat comfortably on my face, like a coat I'd worn a long time. "I'm quite all right, Majesty.""Seraphina, dear. Please." She reached into the fold of her s
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Chapter: Chapter 56: Cassian's Gifts and a Sealed LetterCassian turned up four days later, with his arms full.I'd been sitting by the window with a book I wasn't reading, listening to the guards change at the door. Then the door opened, a voice said "Thank you, gentlemen, no need to announce me, I'm the Prince, I announce myself," and there he was. Hair out of place, green coat, a grin he'd obviously practised."Good morning, Princess. You look like you've been sentenced to read.""I have.""Terrible. I've come to commute it."He kicked the door shut behind him and began unloading things onto the table. A small paper bag. A bundle wrapped in brown cloth. A flat tin with a picture of a ship on the lid. He arranged them with great ceremony, like a conjuror, while I put my book down and watched."Figs," he said, tapping the bag. "I told you I'd never let you go without them.""You said that?""I thought it very loudly." He pushed the bundle toward me. "And that's from the human quarter. I went down yesterday. I'm told there's a woman there w
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Chapter: Chapter 55: Vane's ThreatI read the note three times, and each time it said exactly the same thing.*Come alone.*Across the courtyard Adrian was talking to the captain of the watch, his back to me, one hand resting on the carriage wheel. He looked exhausted. I opened my mouth to call his name. Then I closed it.*It concerns your safety, and a great many things you have not been told.*I'd been told so little for so long that the sentence went into me like a hook.I told myself I'd be quick. Ten minutes. I told the nearest guard I wanted air, and he fell a few paces behind me with the sort of reluctant courtesy I'd come to know well. I walked across the court and up the east stair. At the top I stopped and said, quite pleasantly, "I'd like to be alone for a moment. I'll be just there."He hesitated. Then he took up a post at the foot of the stairs, and I went on up.The gallery behind it was narrow and unlit, a long stone corridor with tall windows down one side. The last of the daylight fell through them in
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Chapter: Chapter 123: A Painful Admission"Yes," Adrian said.It was one word, quiet and level. He didn't dress it. He didn't look away from me while he said it, though I could see what it cost him."Your family is part of why I came to your kitchen."The room didn't move. I think I'd expected it to. I'd expected the lamp to flicker, or the floor to tilt, some outward sign that the thing I'd been afraid of had just stepped out of the dark. But it all stayed exactly where it was, the long table, the spread pages, the soft circle of light, and I stood in the middle of it with my hands at my sides and felt nothing at all for a moment."Part," I said."Part.""Tell me the rest. All of what *part* means."He drew a breath. When he spoke, it was in the measured, careful voice I had heard him use in the dark of an unfinished floor, steady and low, the voice of a man holding something heavy at arm's length."I knew who you were before I knocked on that door. I'd known for a long time. You were Ash's wife. You were also the daughter o
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Chapter: Chapter 122: Confronting Adrian AgainI printed the pages before I left the house.It felt absurd, standing in my father's study at the old printer while it wheezed through the articles one at a time. But I wanted them in my hands. I didn't want to say it from memory, in a voice that might waver. I wanted the paper, the black type, the names where anyone could read them.I put the pages in a folder, and my father's letter on top of them, and I told Mia only that I'd be out for a while. She looked at the folder, and then at me, and didn't ask a single question. She just said, "Call if you need me," and I said I would.The car took me across the city in a silence I didn't try to fill. I watched the lights go by. I had told Adrian only one thing, in a single line I'd sent without deleting. *I need to see you tonight. Alone.* His reply had come almost at once. *Yes.* Nothing else.He opened the door himself.I'd half expected the careful blankness, the closed face he wore in boardrooms. Instead he stood in the hall in his shi
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Chapter: Chapter 121: Her Father's SilenceMia found me at the desk.I hadn't meant to stay there so long. I'd been standing at the window for what felt like hours, watching the garden turn from gray to a deeper gray, and at some point my legs had stopped being willing. I'd turned back to the desk and sat down in my father's chair, and there I'd stayed.She knocked, softly, and came in, and stopped when she saw me. She'd been about to say something about dinner. I watched her put it away."Are you all right?" she asked."No." It came out calmly. "I think I will be."She stayed in the doorway a moment, a careful distance away. She didn't ask what I'd found. I'd have told her if she had, and I think she knew it, and she let the quiet do the asking instead."My father was braver than I knew," I said at last. "And lonelier.""That sounds like a good thing to have learned.""It doesn't feel like one.""No," Mia said. "It wouldn't."She stayed, without speaking, until the light had almost gone, and then she left a lamp on beside me
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Chapter: Chapter 120: Someone Betrayed ThemI should have stopped there. A sensible person would have.I'd found the thing I'd been looking for. I had my father's name beside Adrian's father's, two men standing together, and a date on which the matter was to be put before people who couldn't ignore it. I could have closed the laptop and gone to the kitchen and made myself eat something. I could have let it be enough.But the story had an ending, and I'd already seen its last line: *closed without a finding.* Between those two sentences there was a hole, and I couldn't leave it alone.So I kept going.The next piece was short. A few lines in the back of a column, no byline. It said the referral had not taken place. It didn't say why. It said that the company in question had, in the days before the matter was to have been raised, "taken steps," which the writer left tactfully unspecified. And it said, in a sentence so carefully built I could almost hear the lawyer's hand in it, that "those close to the matter were understood to h
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Chapter: Chapter 119: Partners, Not StrangersI went back to the archive the next morning, and this time I knew what I was looking for.Not a name. A shape. My mother had said *something between them,* and the article I'd found had only been the end of a sentence. If the inquiry had been opened and then closed, then something had to come before it. Something that started it. You don't investigate nothing.So I stopped searching for my father's name and searched for the Cross name alone, and then for the two of them together, and then for the words people use when something is going wrong inside a company. *Irregularities. Concerns. Regulators.* I let the archive's dull engine grind through them, one result at a time.Mia brought me coffee without a word and left again. The house was cold, and the garden outside the study window was the color of old dishwater, and I sat at my father's desk in his chair and read.It came in pieces. That was how I understood it later, in the order I'd found them, not the order they'd happened. A sho
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Chapter: Chapter 118: Calling Her MotherShe picked up on the fourth ring, which meant she'd looked at the screen first."Elena." Her voice was warm and a little guarded, the way it always was when I called without warning. "Is something wrong?""No. Nothing's wrong." It came out too quickly, and I heard her hear it. "I'm all right. I'm in Dad's study."A pause. "Oh.""I'm not touching anything." I wasn't sure why I'd said it. "I just needed somewhere quiet.""That's all right. He'd have liked you having it." Another pause, softer. "Are you eating?""Yes.""Are you sleeping?""Mostly.""Mostly," she said, and sighed. "You always did say that when you meant no."I smiled, despite everything, and closed my eyes. The old chair creaked as I leaned back. I could smell paper and cold coffee and, very faintly, the mints he used to carry."Mom. I need to ask you something. And I need you to answer it, even if you'd rather not."The line was quiet. I could hear the faint tick of the clock on her kitchen wall, the one that had never k
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