Santhiya Balasubramanian의 작품

LuciaI toss and turn in my bed, unable to sleep with an awful smell seeping into the air. I try to ignore it and continue to sleep. It feels like nearly 20 minutes since I closed my eyes after climbing in bed with Jasper's help. I pull my covers over my head, curling my legs to my chest and try to sleep, I nearly puke my stomach contents as a strong metallic smell fills my senses, I snap my eyes and run over to the bathroom, crouching down to empty my stomach contents onto the toilet bowl. The alcohol leaves a burning sensation along the way it passes through my gut. I wince at the pounding headache every time I bend my head to empty my stomach contents. My eyes go blurry and my stomach burns when a final wave of nausea hits me, pushing all the alcohol out of my system. I sigh in exhaustion, rinsing my mouth, I walk into the hallway with the help of crutches to the kitchen to get some cold water to soothe the burning sensation. The entire house is dark, the sun barely up in the sk

LuciaAs soon as we reached the party, Zion left me alone and found his way back to his friends. I would be lying if I said it didn't bother me. I felt a pang of disappointment travelling up my chest as I watched him be back to cheering and unfazed self not even bothered about a little bit about our kisses or the promises he made which I'm not sure was meant for me, while I am sitting in a lounge chair near the pool party watching him. With alcohol kicking in my system, I couldn't feel any pain in my leg, though I had walked all the way from the lake on my own, which was the very first time I walked on my own since I broke my leg. Given it is a minor injury and not my first time, the pain will be kicking back when I wake up tomorrow sober. I don't know how much time has passed as I sat there watching him being his normal self until Gemma nudged my shoulder with a smirk playing on her lips. I shook my head at her. "Falling in love with the enemy huh? Classic." Gemma slurred. "Enemy?

Lucia"Zion," I moaned as his tongue lapped against mine, sweeping my entire mouth, captivating my entire body with his tongue. With the intoxicating strength reverberating through my body, I thread my fingers through his hair and he relaxes at the contact. I pull him close to my body, his fingers pressing the curve of my spine and gripping my thighs and lifting me. Instinctively, I wrap my legs around his waist, pressing myself into him without breaking the contact of our lips. He pushes my back against the tree, leaving my lips and his lips land on my neck, sucking and nibbling against my skin. The action alone is sending a thousand ripples down my spine and the tingling sensation between my legs.I moaned his name.He instantly froze at my words. I whimpered against him. Did I moan the wrong name? Silence loomed between us. "Zion, Is everything fine? " I approached him gently. He shook his head with a sigh. He began to move away from me. Is he regretting it? "I.. Fuck, " He m

LuciaWe met again. For the very first time in my life I am drunk. We talked about life. Given that it wasn't the usual teenage talk. I don't know why I chose him out of all the half naked people dancing around me, each of them holding different coloured drinks, grinding against each other, eating each other's faces. Some were doing inexplicable things under the open sky .I remember listening to Meredith talk about her mischievous wild sexual exploration during a backyard party with two college guys. Her stories has been put to shame by what I am seeing through my eyes.I know people would judge me when I say them that, I told my entire life practically from my very first adoption till the incest relationship between my sister and brother to a stranger I met an hour ago. But as I said before I don't give a fuck today. Top of everything, the guy to whom I am word vomiting my life is the guy I was about to kiss a few hours ago. My ethics and personality are out of the window. I di

LuciaWhat was I thinking? Where did my ability to make a rational decision fly? What was I thinking of allowing him to kiss me? He is a random guy from my brother's school. I am so stupid. But, the attraction, the pull, that is something I couldn't keep my mind from him. Every time I close my eyes I think about the amber eyes. DammitAs soon as he leaned to brush his lips over mine, a group of drunk people stumbled in crashing over the chairs inside the room, jolting us to reality as we stumbled back, moving away from each other and realised our stupidity level. My eyes searched everywhere around the room to avoid his gaze but his eyes were all upon my body. PervertHe sighed and left the room without a fucking apology. What does he think of himself? Who the hell taught him manners? I apologized to the air. Yup, I am dumber now. Cecile would make millions of jokes about me if she knew about this incident. As soon as he left, I impatiently waited for my brother to return in

LuciaI was running in the woods, the mud beneath my legs is mushy and sticky, splashing around when my feet make contact with the ground to hold me from slipping or sinking inside a mud pit. I ran furiously, wiping my tears which are drenching my cheeks, my chest tightens and bile arises in my throat.I heavily pant through my mouth inhaling any air I could get to keep me alive while my pink clogged nose does nothing but betray me when it is needed the most.I gag the bile rising in my throat as I bend down when the thought of Calvin and Minerva passes through my mind. My fingers encircle the tough cloth covering my legs and I breathe harshly as another sob breaks out from my lips.My legs shivering, my heartbreaking and pounding in pieces, my head throbbing, my