Novels by ZARA'S QUILL

GEORGE'S POVI stood in front of the small mirror in my cabin, adjusting the plain white mask over my face. The mask covered my features completely, hiding my eyes and my jaw. I reached down to the wooden table, picked up the very last suppressant pill, and slid it deep into the pocket of my trousers. It was my only safety net, and I prayed I would not need to use it tonight.Once I was sure my outfit looked neat, I stepped out of my cabin and walked toward the center of the pack grounds.The banquet was already in full swing. The entire square was filled with bright hanging lights, loud music, and laughter. Long wooden tables were stacked high with roasted meat, sweet fruits, and fresh bread. Hundreds of pack members were walking around, chatting happily, and enjoying the festival. Most of them were wearing colorful masks, just like me.Because of my mask, no one recognized who I was. As I walked past a fruit stall, an older man smiled at me and handed me a red apple."Enjoy the fe

GEORGE'S POVThe heavy, overripe tomato struck the small of my back with a sickening, wet crunch. Red juice and seedy pulp exploded across the frayed cotton of my tunic, soaking straight through to my skin.I did not flinch. I did not turn around to give them the satisfaction of seeing my temper break.A chorus of high-pitched giggles echoed through the crowded square of the Frost Dream pack market. A small group of children skipped behind me, chanting crude rhymes about the shiftless waste of an Omega who occupied the eastern cabin. Nearby, their parents stood beside fruit stalls and butcher tables, watching the display with cold amusement. Not a single adult stepped forward to discipline their offspring. A few even offered approving nods, chuckling under their breath as I quietly wiped a smear of tomato pulp from my hip.I maintained my serene, harmless smile, keeping my hands folded neatly in front of my waist. Let them throw their rotting produce. Let them spit on the dirt path

KAYZER’S POVThe walk back from Dr. Evelyn's office felt long and heavy. Her words kept repeating in my head. She told me that while a person can be in a hazy, half-asleep state, there is still a part of their own consciousness present in what they do.Realization hit me like a cold bucket of water. I had messed up completely. I had hurt Anita, said terrible things to her, and made her feel like she was just a dirty fantasy. All I wanted right now was to run to her house, fall on my knees, and ask for her forgiveness."Where the fuck do you think you're going?"A harsh voice cut through my thoughts. I looked up to see Kenan standing near the corner of our street, his arms crossed over his chest, glaring at me."Kenan, move," I said, trying to push past him. "I need to go see Anita.""You're not going anywhere," Kenan snapped, grabbing my shoulder and shoving me back. "Mom and Dad want to see you right now. Get inside the house.""I don't have time for this—""I said get inside!" Kenan

KAYZER’S POVMy head felt heavy and dizzy when I started to wake up the next morning. My eyes were still closed, and the first thing that came to my mind was the strange, wild dream I had during the night. I felt ashamed of myself for having such dirty thoughts about my best friend again.I opened my eyes slowly, but the moment my vision cleared, my heart stopped.I was not on the floor. I was lying in the middle of the bed, completely naked. My skin was warm, and my arms were wrapped tightly around Anita, who was also completely naked beside me. Her head was resting on my bare chest, and her soft body was pressed right against mine.I looked around the bedroom, and my mind went completely blank. The room was a total mess. Clothes were thrown all over the floor, the bed sheets were ripped off the mattress, and pillows were scattered everywhere. It looked exactly like the bedroom in my dream.I shook my head, trying to tell myself that I was still sleeping. But then I looked down at An

KAYZER'S POVThe scent of sweet, thick incense hung heavy in the warm air of the room. I opened my eyes slowly, feeling a deep wave of exhaustion washing over my body. I was lying flat on the soft mattress, staring up at the shadows on the ceiling, completely unsure of how much time had passed.Beside me, Anita moved in her sleep. Her head rested close to my shoulder, her body pressing against my side as her bare chest brushed repeatedly against my skin with every quiet breath she took. The gentle touch sent a sudden surge of heat straight through my veins. I turned my head to look at her dark eyelashes, her parted lips, and the soft rise and fall of her chest. I could not resist the pull any longer.I reached out, cupped her cheek with my palm, and leaned in to press my lips against hers.At first, she stayed still, heavy with sleep. But within seconds, her mouth opened beneath mine, yielding completely. I deepened the kiss, pressing my body closer to her soft frame as my breath ca

KAYZER’S POVI stood pinned against the cold laboratory wall, my heart hammering wildly against my ribs as I stared into Anita's dark, intense eyes."I... what?" I stammered, my mind scrambling to process her sudden question."Answer me, Kayzer," she pressured, her hands pressing firmer against my chest, her face inches from mine. "Do you want to fuck Sunny?""No. Fuck no, Anita, of course not," I admitted quickly, my voice raspy.In a split second, the dark, aggressive look vanished from her face. A bright, warm smile spread across her lips, and her eyes sparkled like nothing had happened. She leaned in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss onto my cheek."Good boy," she purred, smoothing down my shirt collar. "Stay away from that cheap girl. Now, make sure you come back up to my room tonight, okay? I have something special prepared for you."Before I could say another word, she unlocked the laboratory door and slipped out into the hallway, leaving me standing alone in the quiet room. I