Somewhere in the silence
He reached for me and pulled me into his arms.
I knew I should push him away but he just smelled so good, I leaned in closer.
'' you have no idea how much i want to kiss you'' He said.
''We can't'' I whispered, not sure if I was trying to convince him, or myself.
''I don't see any thing stopping us''
''How about your brother?''
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''Don't break the bro code'' they say, but what if that's the only way you can breathe.
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When Nate, a fourth year medical student with a broken heart decides to take a trip back home with his best friend yo help straighten out his little delinquent of a brother, the last thing he expects is peace.
But that's exactly what he finds, along with some feelings he has no business feeling for a boy 5 years younger.
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Max hates everything and everyone... OK maybe not everyone, there's one exception, Nate, his older brother's best friend.
But he doesn't have to know that... No one has to know that.
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Chapter: Chapter Thirty oneIt started so gradually that Nate couldn't remember exactly when the rules changed.At first, the messages were harmless.Max had always been comfortable texting him.He sent pictures of terrible cafeteria food, complaints about teachers, university application updates, and random thoughts at ridiculous hours.Nate answered whenever he could.Then, sometime in the middle of the year, Max started teasing him.It began with a photograph.Nate had just finished a twelve-hour shift when his phone buzzed.Max: You look exhausted.Nate glanced at the selfie he'd sent.He was still wearing his hospital ID.His hair was a mess.He looked terrible.Nate: Thank you. Very supportive.Max: I meant you still look good.Nate stared at the messag
Última actualización: 2026-09-01
Chapter: Chapter ThirtySunday morning arrived too quickly.The house had been full all weekend.Full of laughter, noise, memories, food, and the kind of warmth that made leaving difficult.Now, suitcases sat beside the front door again.Micah had already packed everything into the car.Sarah moved around the kitchen preparing food for the journey, despite everyone's repeated insistence that they had enough snacks.Nate stood in the hallway, checking his phone.His hospital schedule was already waiting for him.Tomorrow morning, he would be back at the hospital.Back to long shifts.Back to patients.Back to the second year of his residency.He sighed."Ready?"Micah appeared behind him."Almost."Nate glanced toward the stairs."Where's Max?""Upstairs. I'll get him."-------------------
Última actualización: 2026-08-31
Chapter: Chapter Twenty nineMax woke to singing.Bad singing.Terrible singing.He groaned and pulled the blanket over his head."Happy birthday to you..."His eyes snapped open."No."The singing continued."Happy birthday to you..."Max sat upright just as his bedroom door opened.Nate walked in first, carrying a large homemade cake with eighteen candles burning across the top.Behind him came Sarah, smiling broadly, and Micah, who was singing loudly enough to be considered a public disturbance.Max stared at them."You've got to be kidding me."Nate grinned."Good morning, birthday boy.""I hate all of you.""No, you don't," Sarah said.Micah continued singing."Happy birthday, dear Max...""Micah, stop!"He didn't."Happy birthday to you!"Nate
Última actualización: 2026-08-30
Chapter: Chapter Twenty eightOver a year had passed since Nate had last been home.That fact surprised even him.He spoke to Sarah every weekend without fail. Sometimes the calls lasted ten minutes because he was exhausted. Other times they lasted nearly an hour while she updated him on everything happening at home.He spoke to Max almost every day.Sometimes they talked for twenty minutes.Sometimes Max simply called to complain about school.Sometimes Nate called between hospital shifts just to ask, How was your day?But physically, Nate hadn't made it home since Christmas.His residency had consumed him.The second year had been even more demanding than the first, and he was preparing to move into the next stage of his training. There were patients, overnight shifts, conferences, paperwork, and the constant exhaustion that came with learning how to become the kind of doctor he'd always dre
Última actualización: 2026-08-29
Chapter: Chapter Twenty sevenThe weeks after Nate and Micah returned to the city passed differently than the weeks they had spent back home.There was no dramatic goodbye.No sudden crisis.No slammed doors or tearful arguments.Life simply resumed.And somehow, that made the distance easier to bear.Nate returned to his clinical rotations.Micah began looking for work.And Max went back to school.Three lives moving forward in three different directions, connected by phone calls, memories, and the promise that they would see one another again.----------------------Nate's first morning back at the hospital began before sunrise.His alarm went off at 5:15 a.m.For several seconds, he stared at the ceiling.Then reality returned.Clinical rotations.Graduation.Residency.He dragged himself out of bed.His first few days were exhausting.The hospital hadn't changed, but Nate had.Before the breakup, he had approached his medical training with a kind of obsessive certainty.He knew where he was going.He knew what
Última actualización: 2026-08-28
Chapter: Chapter Twenty sixThe rest of Sunday morning passed in a strange haze.After breakfast, Max couldn't quite settle.He moved around the house without really doing anything, picking up his phone and putting it down again, opening a book and reading the same paragraph three times.Nate was leaving.That fact had become heavier now that the time was actually approaching.But there was something else Max couldn't stop thinking about.He had come out.He had said the words aloud.I'm gay.And the world hadn't fallen apart.His mother still loved him.Micah still hugged him.Nate still looked at him exactly the same way.That should have made everything easier.Instead, Max felt strangely raw.Like someone had opened a locked door inside him and left it standing wide open.He wasn't sure what would come through n
Última actualización: 2026-08-26