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POV(FIONA),Everything went blank, or maybe something like, mist covering the whole place, but it was preety different, and it kept changing, and now, I'm in the middle of a thick forest, and I could hear the sounds of the Forest animals, it felt too real to be an illusion.It was fine, as long as I'm not in the middle of some people, who just want to watch me being humiliated, it felt so good, and that moment, i thought.....What if?, I just leave my clan and become a lone wolf?, It isn't a good idea but, the thought of facing that crowd, Jeering, laughing at me or whoever they are laughing at, I just wanted to leave."So have you decided?", I heard a voice, it felt distant and at the same time, it was close, it was like, God was talking to me, but I was wrong, it was just a silly outcast witch playing with my emotions.Portia appeared again, this time, more beautiful and healthy, more like she was recharged, or maybe she's kind of happy

POV(FIONA), Running to the beach, it was a hiding place for me, a place I let go off my worries, a place I can cry without anyone looking, my secret home, but now it was crowded, filled with a lot of people, I ran back to the Kitchen to go help out with the preparations."Hey!, Take a rest!, I can handle this!", Bubby said taking the bottle of wine from me, "what is my use, if I can't do this, I don't have my wolf, which means I'm useless, the only thing I can do is help out here", I said and grabbed the bottle from her."What has gotten into you?, Did you suddenly get well?, The doctor said you probably need a week rest, what are you doing here?", Bubby said and I really didn't want to bring up the incident."Whatever Bubby, let's just get to work, before Madam Pika gets here and start nagging again, seriously it hurts my ear", I said and Bubby went silent which was quite unusual, she stared at my shoulder, and it felt like she was looking behind me.I turned slowly and Madam

"Break that?, You break!", Bubby said as I toyed with a wine glass, clear as crystal, shining and neat.It's been two hours since we woke up, and we have been doing nothing other than cleaning, I'm starting to get pissed, "I'm tired as fuck!",Finna, one of the Omega's I work with said sitting on a chair.She never did anything but sit down all day, and complain of backache, of course there's no way she can do that unless she had someone supporting her, but it's something really popular and known to everyone, she's dating the demoted Alpha, and she gets to do as she pleases."Can you just lift your butts and let me clean the chair?!!", Marissa, a workmate yelled at Finna and I knew a fight was going to happen, Marissa was a royal, she was demoted to being an Omega, for killing her own.She's a bad ass that no one wants to get on her nerves, and Finna on the other hand, dosen't quit, no matter what, "it's happening!!!", Someone yelled and the other workers rushed to our assigned hall."

Why was she mad like that earlier?, Did I do something else?, Why did Linda have to hug me at that moment of all time, why does she keep doing that when I told her not to?, I'm getting confused right now.And what was that?, "I think it's better if we don't get too close?", I'm trying to get close to her and she's said that?, Should I go apologize?, No it's probably stupid to do something like that right?, I shouldn't rush things like that or I'll end up hurting her, I should probably take it slowly on her right?, I don't even know if I'm thinking right.The Warriors party is tomorrow, I should tell her how I feel or might end up losing her, better fast than slow.////////////////////////////////////////////POV(FIONA),I laid on my back and rolled over and over again on my bed, the Warriors party is tomorrow and I'm going to be a server?, How hilarious!, I wish the ground would just open up and swallow me up, but for real that is a lie, I want to live more than anyone, I want to sit

POV(FIONA),I stared at the ocean till my eyes got sore,the evening sun was up, the waves rushing forth and backwards, the magical sensation, it brought back memories to me.A year ago I was branded Wolfless and demoted to an Omega, it was the saddest feeling but I thought it was probably a test from above, it was going to get fixed right?, But I was wrong.The more I tried to adapt to the Omega rules, the more unfair life became to me, I try to hide my feelings and face it all, but sometimes I just cry it out.I wish I had a shoulder to cry on, I try to keep it all to Myself but the more I did that, the more I get hurt, I blame destiny, I blame it for giving me an unwanted fate.3 months ago I thought I had a chance when my roommate suddenly got her wolf, but mine didn't come, the Alpha gave up on me and I was forgotten.My Father was a mere delta and suddenly got promoted to a Gamma, since he was old, it was one of the best feelings for our family, but things didn't go as planned fo