Blue's POV
Danger. That's what my mind is saying. Lust and danger is very visible in Nicholas' eyes. My heart is racing and my palms are sweating. I don't want any more trouble with him, but I can't think properly. I want to avoid him because I know, from the very first time I saw him, I know, he's not good for me. He's affecting me in a silly way and I don't like it.
"You can feel it, right?" He asked dangerously. "You can feel the lust. I know."
I looked away, unable to withstand the tension in his eyes. "I-I don't know what you're talking about."
He chuckled and sat beside me again. I was about to leave when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me. I landed on his lap, making me gasp. I put my trembling hands on his shoulder with an attempt of pushing myself up but he held my waist and pulled me closer to him.
I gasped at the intimate contact. I'm sitting on his lap and it's not making it easy for me. I feel like I'm burning. A sudden flame ignites within me and I can't stand the burning sensations.
I squeezed my eyes closed. Whether I'm excited or scared, I don't know. All I know is I can't withstand the tension. I can't. I can't be this close to him. I can't breathe properly. I can't think rationally.
"Where are you going?" He asked, whispering in my ear.
I opened my eyes and met his intense gaze. I immediately looked away. What should I say? How can I get away from this situation?
"I… I'll prepare our dinner," I answered, almost breathless.
He laughed sarcastically. "You think that will please me?"
I wanna cry in frustration. What does he want? My body. Why would he want my body on our first meeting? He must be insane.
"That's not what I want, woman. I can pay a thousand cooks to prepare my dinner," he said, smirking arrogantly.
He sniffed my neck, making me sucked my breath. I badly wanted to move away and save myself from the temptation but I couldn't move my body. He's also holding my waists, leaving me incapable of moving.
"Wha…What do you want then?" I gathered all my courage to ask.
"What do you think?" He asked, staring into my eyes.
I pressed my lips together. I don't know.
His eyes raked all over my body. Shocked, I crossed my arms against my chest, protecting my body. The corner of his lips rose as he cocked an eyebrow and looked at my eyes again. "You're covering your body but you're sitting on my lap. Woman, I can feel your butt."
My cheeks heated and I immediately rose from his lap. His playful smirk is still on his lips while watching me. My cheeks are burning and I can't find anything to say. This guy! He's… such a pervert!
"J-Just… Just tell me what you want. Please!" I said desperately.
He parted his legs and put his elbows on his knees as he looked up to me. "Head."
My gaze slowly went down to the bulge on his pants. I choked and my eyes widened. "Huh?" My cheeks heated even more. Head? What head?
His lips twitched again. "Give me a massage."
Massage. I swallowed hard. "Your… head?"
He nodded. "My head."
I gasped. Which head? Oh damn you, Blue! My breathing hitched as I chewed my bottom lip. I don't know why but I don't totally get him.
He rested his back on the couch and crossed his arms. His eyes never leave mine. "Give me a head…"
"Huh?" I panicked.
He chuckled sexily. "I'm not done yet, woman. Give me a head massage. What are you thinking?"
He's so complicated to talk to! I don't understand why he has to chop his sentences. He can say it all at once but he didn't. Instead, he chose to tease me. Was it because he can see that I'm tempted or because he's just naturally perverted?
He pointed his forefinger at me while I was frowning at him. "What's that expression? Are you pissing me off?"
I swallowed hard and immediately looked away. "No."
He nodded and shot an eyebrow up. "What are you waiting for? Massage me now. My head hurts."
I nodded and immediately went behind the sofa. He rested the back of his head on the head rest and squeezed his eyes closed. I put my fingers on his temple and started massaging him.
I can still feel the tension and awkwardness in me, but as I massaged him, my muscles magically relaxed. I can feel him relaxing too and I can't help but to stare at his handsome face.
His forehead that is always crumpled is now relaxed. His thick eyebrows, thick eyelashes and proud nose are eye-catching. And his lips… those red lips. I swallowed hard. That lips that once landed on my cheek.
I continued massaging him as silence reigned us. With the thought that he's already asleep, I stopped massaging him and stared at his face.
My eyes widened and I jumped in shock when he suddenly opened his eyes and stared into my eyes deeply. I sucked my breath and started massaging him again.
"I-I'm sorry. I thought you'd fallen asleep," I said, stammering.
"What's your name?" He asked using a calm tone and hoarse voice.
I froze and swallowed hard. "B-Blue. Blue Rivers."
His gaze didn't leave me. He remained staring at me on that position and it's not helping since I can clearly see how red and wet his parted lips are.
"How do you know my name?" He asked again. This time, his forehead is creased.
I cleared my throat and moved my fingers again, massaging his temple. "Your family is well-known in this country."
He didn't respond again. I noticed his forehead relaxing and then he closed his eyes again. I sucked my breath as my heart started calming down. His eyes are making me weak and nervous. I don't understand myself. Am I attracted to him already? That's too fast!
Nicholas’ POVI’ve been staring at my wife’s face for almost an hour now. My wife. A smile crept on my lips because of that one word that seemed so simple but meant a lot to me. I married her yesterday. Our marriage should’ve happened five years ago if she didn’t disappear and lost her memories but it’s fine. The time we spent apart didn’t go to waste anyway. In the end, she’s back in my arms. In the end, she’s still mine. It’s so fcking enchanting to reminisce about the past while staring at her face. Who would’ve thought that my father’s idea would work like this? I can’t blame him for choosing Blue. This woman has a lot of traits to impress everyone around her. This woman is fcking lovable and so damn lucky to have her as my wife. An angel who fell in love with a devil? I thought this would only work in romance books and movies but love is really magical, huh?“Daddy?”I kissed my wife’s forehead before opening the bedroom door for my daughter. Blue doesn’t want to leave Nicholai,
Blue’s POVWearing my elegant wedding dress, I’m standing nervously under the arch of the decoration. We’re having a garden wedding. I couldn’t see Nicholas from where I’m standing and it seems like adding to my nervousness. I’m feeling so many emotions. Fear, excitement, happiness, anticipation and everything I could’t name.I’m finally marrying Nicholas. I’ve been so lonely ever since my parents died. I’ve been so lonely and hopeless especially after Luke left me without a word. I thought I wouldn’t find someone who would love me. I thought I’m actually meant to be alone but fate has another plan. I was entangled with the rebellious son of a ruthless mafia lord. Nick Sanforf became the bridge who brought me to Nicholas. At first, I really found it unjust and ridiculous but now thinking about everything that happened, I must say everything was planned. Everything that happened was fated to happen.“Are you ready?”I lifted my face to see the organizer of the wedding. She’s smiling so
Blue's POV"I wanna kiss you all day, all night… forever…"I chewed my bottom lip. We're dancing beside our table here in an exclusive restaurant. He kept on whispering sweet words, making my heart flutter so much."You'll love my kisses that you won't be able to sleep without it."I hit his chest. "Stop it! It sounded like you're enchanting me."His lips twitched. "Are you enchanted?"I laughed again. "Just stop it, Nicholas.""Make me," he challenged and leaned closer.He chuckled and kissed the tip of my nose. "Get your lips ready. I'll make sure to make it swollen from my kisses after we get married."I frowned at him. "Are you challenging me?""Kinda. Why? You're challenged?"Chuckling, I pinched his side. He dodged and laughed. We're so comfortable with each other and I like it. Conversing with him like this makes my heart jump in happiness. I have finally found my soulmate.He stole a kiss from my lips and grinned. "What did you eat?"I frowned. "Huh?" I glanced at the table. "
Blue's POVI was staring at the wall. My mind was blank and my eyes were swollen. I cried all night after the doctor announced Edward's death. He was shot in his chest, straight to his lung. I want to hurt Laura but she's also lying on the morgue bed, cold and pale. I want to find someone to blame but I can only blame myself. It was all my fault. I caused his death.I swallowed hard and caressed my chest. The pain in my heart doesn't want to vanish. Losing Edward feels like losing the person who gave me another reason to live. It's so painful."Blue."I lifted my face only to see my old friend's face. Fiona, Ivy, Liza and Trevor. I smiled at them. "Hey!""Are you okay? Your husband is now stable. I checked him myself," Trevor asked and sat beside me.I nodded at him. "I'm fine. Thanks for checking on him.""Sunny told us about what really happened." It was Ivy, who caressed my shoulder.I held her hand. "Thank you for coming here, girls."After a short conversation with them, I went i
Blue's POVI gritted my teeth after I saw the real Laura escaping. She ran to the forest, carrying a gun. I was about to follow her when a hand grabbed my arm. A punch welcomed my face as I saw the fake Laura's grin. Nicholas was behind her. He couldn't move as he stared at the woman in front of me.I licked the blood off my lips and pushed the ground, supporting my weight to stand on my feet."Hi, Blue." She chuckled. "You'll pay for shooting me."I glanced at her wounded knee. I gritted my teeth and balled my fists. "I don't have time for you.""Oh uh! Would you rather leave your dear fiancée with me?"Laughing sarcastically, I stared at her. "You think I'm that stupid?"I lifted my arm holding a gun and pointed it at her forehead. She chuckled as she slowly faced Nicholas behind her. "Nicholas, would you let her shoot your mom?"Nicholas gasped. Fck! I pressed my lips together and stared at Nicholas. He slowly turned to me. He's having a hard time. He knew that the woman in front o
Blue's POV"Come on, Blue. Today is Nicholai's birthday. Let's celebrate this special day on a date. Let's have girls bonding."I stared at Mari and shook my head. "Mari, you know that I can't put Nicholai's life in danger. Laura's around, roaming. Promise, we'll take her out after all the mess."She frowned and nodded. "Fine! I just missed my baby princess."I pressed my lips together. She really cares for Nicholai and it's definitely because of Nicholas. Laura managed to get Nicholai's trust in Mari's character. I also figured that she won't really hurt Nicholai because she still wants Nicholas. I want to feel pity. I'm hurting for her, but I won't tolerate her. She've done so many mistakes. She've done crimes. She need to pay for her sins."Blue, are you okay?"I smiled bitterly. "I want all of these to end, Mari. I'm so tired to this chasing game. I just want Laura to pay for her sins. That's all I want."Mari stared into my eyes. An emotion crossed her eyes. Anger. Why didn’t I r