LOGINNOEL
I should be at home sitting in my chamber and icing my wounded thigh, pretending that my career isn’t hanging by a thread the width of a piece of dental floss. Instead, I am sitting in the darkest corner of a wound down bar. In my hands is a glass of whiskey that cost less than my socks. Somewhere to my right, is the sister of my arch nemesis who is busy assassinating my character to a guy that looks like he hasn’t showered in decades. “There is no loophole for being a bitch!” Anahera yells, her voice cutting through the hum of the bar. I take a slow sip of the burning liquid. Bitch. Nice. Now add that to the list of pompous, ugly, arrogant. She’s really quite the resume for me. I watch her over the rim of my glass as she vibrates. Her hands are flying around, punctuating her sentences with enough force to send her partner flying. She looks frantic and beautiful and completely unhinged. Would I be mad if I say how much I like it? I shouldn’t be here. I came to take the edge off after she stormed out of my house this morning. And I needed to not be in a space that smells floral and maddeningly clean. So I came here. And of all the gin joints in all the town, she walks into mine. “I think you should both meet and talk about it,” the drunk guy slurs, sway slightly on his stool. “Clear things up. In that way, you keep your job and he keeps his legs. Win-win.” I snort. The guy even makes more sense than she does. Then, Anahera sighs heavily. She looks helpless in a way that makes me want to feel pity. “God! The way he kissed me felt so unreal,” she moans, burying her face in her hands. The whiskey stops halfway down my throat, and I freeze. Unreal. The kiss. “I just want to grab him by the shirt and… and…make that moment last so I can get him out of my system. Is that right?” Instant heat flares in my chest but it’s not anger. It’s something much more dangerous. She wants to get me out of her system? What the hell does she think I am? Some virus? Did she think kissing me again is the cure? I set the glass down with a hard thump. The drunk guy blinks then and his eyes drift past her shoulder, locking onto me. He squints like I’m a physics equation he’s trying to solve. “Um, no offense soul sis,” he mumbles. “Maybe I’m high off my mind but this Adonis of a man has been staring at you since you got here and I don’t think it’s for the right reason.” Adonis? I’ll take it. “W-what?” Anahera stammers, turning her head. The moment our eyes lock, color drains from her face so fast I think she might pass out right there. Her eyes feel with a panic that is deeply, satisfyingly pure. She sees that I’ve heard every word. At least that is what her expression screams. Her mouth moves, “fuck me.” She doesn’t say it out loud but I hear it. She scrambles off the stool like her ass is on fire, grabbing her bag with fumbling fingers. She doesn’t even say goodbye to her drinking buddy. She just turns and bolts toward the exit. “Oh, no. you don’t get to run away this time, Anahera,” I mutter under my breath. Tossing a bill onto the table, I shoot up to my feet. A sharp spike of pain shoots up the muscles in my inner thigh which I ignore. I’ve got bigger fish to fry. The adrenaline of the chase is a much better painkiller. I follow her out into the night where it is freezing my balls out. I see her car under the flickering orange glow of a streetlamp. Frantically, she jams her key into the lock and mutters curses that would make even a sailor blush. “Open! Open, you useless piece of metal!” she hisses. I slow my pace, enjoying the view of her struggling. Terrified? Good, she should be. I stop right behind her just as the lock finally clicks. She grabs the handle but I slam my hand against the door to hold it shut. The thrill that goes through me at the sight of her discomfort pleases me to no end. She gasps, spinning around. I was right. She is scared. “Going somewhere?” She looks up at me with wide eyes. “You followed me!” her breath smells of cheap tequila. “I walked out of a bar,” I correct her, leaning in until I’m sure I’m invading her personal space. “You just happened to be fleeing the scene of the crime.” “What crime?” she squeaks. “I didn’t do anything!” “Slander? Defamation? Conspiring with a bum to assault a patient? Divulging patient information?” I tick them off on my fingers. “I heard your little plan, Hera. You want to grab me by the shirt and kiss me to get me out of your system?” Her face flames red. “I was drunk! I am drunk! It was just…metaphors! Besides you only have a face relatives can love.” “Metaphors,” I repeat. “Is that what we’re calling it?” “Get away from me, Noel,” she snaps, trying to regain some semblance of that fiery attitude she had this morning. She pushes against my chest. “I quit. I’m done. I’m calling Tiare in the morning and telling her I can’t work with you because you’re a…a stalker!” My voice hardens. “You are not quitting.” “Watch me!” “If you quit, I will destroy you.” The humor in my voice bleeds out completely. She freezes with her hands still pressed against my coat. “What?” “I have cameras, Anahera. My penthouse is wired with high-definition audio and video. I have a recording of you wishing physical harm on a patient. I have you calling me ugly and hoping I stay crippled.” It’s a half-lie. I have security cameras, sure. Did they pick up her audio perfectly? Maybe. Maybe not. But she doesn’t need to know that. Her mouth drops open in shock. “If you walk away,” I continue, leaning down so my face is inches from hers, “I will send that footage to the licensing board. I will sue your agency for breach of contract and emotional distress. I will make sure you never touch a patient again. You’ll be lucky if you can get a job walking dogs.” “You’re bluffing,” she whispers. I tilt my head. “Try me. I’m Noel Rautio. I don’t lose and I definitely don’t let the sister of Dominik whatever-his-last-name is dictate my recovery.” “You are evil,” she seethes, forcing herself to focus. “Wrong. I am motivated. Here is the deal; you show up tomorrow and do your job. You keep your license and I keep my mouth shut. We finish the twelve days. You disappear after and I go back to my games fully mended.” Tears spring to her eyes. “I hate you.” “I don’t care about you or your feelings, Hera. I don’t care where you are or who you talk to. The only thing that binds us together is this injury.” She’s trapped and she knows it, staring at me with so much emotions swirling in her eyes. I can see the wheels spinning in her tequila-soaked brain. Then, something shifts in her eyes. The fear recedes and in its place is a sudden boldness. The glaze of intoxication has been pushed to the side. She lets out a little laugh. “You don’t care huh?” she slurs slightly. She steps away from the car and sways toward me. “Anahera?” I frown, not liking the look on her face. She reaches up and grabs the lapels of my coat with a surprisingly strong grip. She forces me to hunch over so our faces are level. Her eyes drop to my lips. “You say you don’t care, yet you followed me. You’re standing here in the freezing cold after you refused to let me go. Admit it, Noel, you are obsessed with me.” My breath stutters. “You’re delusional.” “Am I?” She licks her lips and I track her movement with a swallow. “You heard me say I wanted to kiss you. Is that why you’re here? You want to help me get it out of my system?” My heart begins to hammer against my ribs. It’s a good thing she doesn’t have super hearing. I’m beginning to think cornering her at the parking lot was a terrible idea. For one, the hunter has become the hunted. Two: she’s drunk, my employee and my enemy’s little sister. The paparazzi could be hiding somewhere at any minute now but God help me, I want her to do it. “Do it then,” I challenge as my voice drops to a growl. “Prove me wrong.” She gives me a crooked, sleepy, beautiful smile then pulls me closer. I close my eyes, bracing myself for the contact of her lush lips. Waiting for that soft peppermint tasting mouth to hit mine again. We both lean in. The next sound is that of something wet and unmistakable. My eyes snap open just in time to feel a warm, heavy wave of liquid splash against my chest and my neck, and–Oh God–my chin. “Oh my god,” I choke, releasing the car door and stumbling back. She heaves again, splattering some more on my boots before she wipes her mouth with the back of her hand. “Oops…Did we win?” Her eyes roll to the back of her head and before she crumples to the ground like a puppet with no strings, I lunge for her. “Anahera! You have got to be kidding me,” I grumble to the universe. She’s dead weight in my arms. I stand there in the middle of the parking lot, covered in tequila-vomit. That’s when it dawns on me that I can’t leave her here. I don’t even know where she lives. She mumbles something in her sleep and nestles closer into the mess she made. I look down at her peaceful face and I decide I like her a lot better with her mouth shut. Yanking myself back to the present, I realize that the only option available to me is parked seven cars across, the key sitting in my soiled breast pocket. “Merry fucking Christmas to me.”ANAHERABy the time the sun came up, I’d tried to call Bella more than a dozen times using my landline. For the first time, I think my brother invested in something of worth. It was the same thing; sending me off to voice mail every time.I was beginning to worry for her safety. Noel had assured me that she was fine and probably at her own house, so I decided I’d go over to hers before heading off to work — if I still had a job. Her garage was locked, and her cars were nowhere in sight. Maybe this meant she was out?You don’t leave with two cars at the same time. My bet was probably indoors. I could not really tell. So I tried her door, only to find it locked. I knocked a few times, praying she would answer. Nothing. In the middle of contemplating whether to kick the door down or go over to her neighbor’s, a click echoed from behind me. I turned to see the door was open. “Bella, God, you had me worried!” I grabbed her shoulders, looking her over if she was hurt but she shrugged
ANAHERA Fuck. Dominik was going to wring me like a rag doll, toss me to mars and then kill — no, pummel Noel into a bloody pulp before killing him and burying him in my front yard.Putting myself together, I got out of the car, jittery nerves and jelly legs, to meet my brother whose face would not stop contorting into various shades of anger.Before I got to him, he was marching to meet Noel who had also gotten down from his car. Wise fricking decision by the way.I tried to stop him. “Dom, it’s not what you think. He only–”The rest of my words got swallowed up in the loud crunch that came as a result of Dom’s heavy punch. His hands always seemed to fly before his brain thought.Noel crumpled against his car’s hood with his hand over his mouth.“What are you doing with my sister? I thought I told you to stay away from her but you never listen,” my brother thundered despite the silence in the neighborhood.Noel looked at him, then at me. “I just had to help her get home safely. Woul
NOELIt felt like a trick of the mind when Hera walked into the party, dressed in that pretty number. The same party I’d invited her to which she not-so graciously turned down, forcing me to go with Jax. She is a true goddess of beauty you never want to stop staring at. My mind wandered as she walked past me, carrying with her the very essence that kept me awake at night on my couch, the very spot she sits when she comes for each session.Is that called being obsessed? I don’t think so.I waited for her brother to be behind her or something, but he was nowhere to be found. That was a little strange.Jax slapped a hand on my back, pulling my attention. “You good, bro?” His eyes searched my face. I forced on a bright expression. “Sure.”“The beauties here are too plenty to ignore. Dude!” I said nothing, just laughed. Typical Jax. Together, we walked up the stairs to the VIP lounge and chose our seats on the far end of the wide balcony, obscured by the bar. There was no light in th
ANAHERA The bass thumping all the way from inside the building to where we were parked made me nervous. Wiping sweaty palms against the very short dress Bella persuaded me to put on, I grabbed my mini purse and stepped out with her. I looked at my best friend as we walked side by side, I thought of her sacrifices to make me happy in the ways she knew how to. For tonight, I’d try to actually enjoy the party. My phone vibrated with a text from Dom. ‘Tell your friend not to keep you up late. Unlike her, you have to work. Goodnight, sis.’A small lump formed in my throat as I stared at the message. It felt like an open violation of his trust in me, and I never liked lying to my brother.If I’d tried to tell him I was at a party this late, he would flip the fuck out and come take me back home. But come on, a girl needed to breathe sometimes. So I told him Bella and I had a sleep over to catch up since I’d been too busy the last week. He agreed.I was still staring at my phone when
ANAHERAThree days later and I was on the verge of pulling out my hair from its roots. “If I have to deal with that jerk for one more day, I’m going to fly down a hill. The man has absolutely refused to make my life any easy since working with him,” I moaned. I expected a response from Bella but got none. She texted me she’d be home by four. If her cars were parked outside, it meant she hadn’t gone out. So why was her house silent? Closing the door, I led myself in and walked down the hallway to the only spot I knew she’d be in for sure. Didn’t find her there. Nor was she in other rooms.Going back the way I came, whispers floated to my hearing. Somewhere to my right, there was one of the doors cracked open the tiniest bit. “This is serious. Find him whichever way you can, that’s why I pay you enough,” Bella was whispering…to someone?I gave the door a little tap and pushed it open, playing blind to Bella’s jump before she tucked her phone out of sight. “Hey! You’re back so ear
ANAHERA“What is going on here?” I asked, approaching the couple, looking between both of them while they fixed their eyes on anywhere else that was not my face. Not even a glance. A dull thud echoed in the room behind me, breaking the tension, and their gazes shot toward me. Dominik spoke first.He took a few steps forward but his eyes never left the door. “What was that?”Blocking him from moving further, I lied, “What was what? It has to be a bag I piled up.” A topic change. “Why are you in my house so early?”Looking between me and the door, he didn’t look like he believed my response but he had a reason for coming, no?“I just wanted to say I’m sorry for skipping dinner last night. I got a random call from Coach, I know, but the boys…”“About that…I understand. Just wish you’d be able to come for dinner like the old times.” Sadness bled into my words, refusing to be masked.Hearing those words, the lines around his eyes slowly faded. He exhaled slowly, staring at me a second lo







