IT'S Ara's third day staying at Vanluke's mansion. Last night was half regretful and half… wondrous. Since the kiss Vanluke seems to be always smiling mischievously at her. Unlike the other days today he's never busy. He's practically doing nothing. They had breakfast as usual. Danil had already left so they were alone. After that he invited her to the open backyard pool to spend the day in leisure.
Ara couldn't stand his glances and awfully handsome smile. "You look like you've got a good night's sleep," she wasn't hiding her sarcasm because she's really pissed right now.
"What smile?" He denies with a big grin. His black polo shirt hugged the broadness of his torso. His wood color capri pants are screaming the deadly snake sleeping between his legs and she finds it hard not to notice.
She hugged herself. The morning breeze is colder than an operating refrigerator. With a long sleeve toffee tan knitted sweater and cotton white t-shirt it still felt like freezing. "Why have you been smiling since you woke up? What are you so happy about?"
"Do you really want me to answer that?"
"Stop grinning will you?"
"I can't."
"You can."
The conversation was leading nowhere so she just changed the topic to how his healing wounds are doing. It was time to change it's bandage. Czar brought her the medical kit she uses.
"How often do you get injuries?" she asked, tracing the deep and shallow scars scattered on his nicely done body.
Vanluke let out a breath. He caught her hand. "You can't touch me like that," he said with a hoarse voice. "Do you really want me to lose control?"
She swallowed the imaginary lump in her throat. She understands what he meant and she was being careless. She found him staring at her face. To her lips. She consciously bit her lips. "Uhm. Quit staring."
"I don't want to." He caught her jaw this time. Forcing her to meet eyes with him.
Just that simple eye contact is enough to make her heartbeat go crazy. Small fire is starting to burn within her. And that's what she is most afraid of. A small fire can turn into a blazing heat of burn. Once she's no longer in control of it she'll lose all her sanity and be a moth to a flame. She will gain pleasure. But she will wind up dead in the end. She's a woman. She has needs too. She can't possibly mistake her sexual fantasies to be as intimate as love. And love… It's so hard to take a risk.
"If I give you myself. Will that be enough and leave?"
Vanluke's forehead crumpled. "What?"
"If I surrender my body to you. What guarantee can you give me that I wouldn't be left for nothing?"
"Dear, I admit," he caressed her lips using his thumb, "I have no guarantee I wouldn't leave you. It's a first for me to hope that I could spend my old life with someone. I never felt the urge to start a family with anyone else. This is why I needed to get to know you better."
He's right. He made the right decision to take it slowly. Although his methods are extraordinary. Not everyone kidnaps the girl he likes just to get closer. For the first time she smiled sincerely to Vanluke. "What clever thing to say."
He let her face go to put his polo back on. Sitting on an expensive lounge chair then laying down. "I like large breed dogs. I don't hate mixed breeds. I'm pure Russian, my accent is too. I can speak English fluently…"
Ara's right eyebrow went up. Is he trying to continue the ruined conversation last night?
"I am not the type to get fat easily. Not everything that comes out of Danil's mouth is the truth. I just really don't like eating a lot. Swimming is my sport."
Ara laid down her own lounge chair. Listening attentively to her patient.
"I like anything brown."
Her forehead crumpled. "Sixty percent of my new wardrobe is shaded in brown. Is that a coincidence?"
"I picked everything myself for you."
"Why? Are you a fashionista?"
"No. I just think they'll look better on you."
ARA fell asleep listening to Vanluke talk. When he woke her up it's already lunch time. No wonder she felt hungry. Later that he spoke of something Ara could not believe he would ever ask.
"Ara, help me take a shower."
Her hands stopped scrolling through her phone. Her eyes darted at Vanluke who had an innocent look on his face. "Are you a baby?"
"It's your job as my caregiver."
She sighed. "Fine."
In Vanluke's room, which is the master's, everything is shaded brown. Like he takes serious thought of embracing the color. It was soothing in the eyes and it made you feel like you were dipped in coffee. His room is a little bigger than hers.
When she entered the bathroom her jaw dropped. It's the same bathroom she uses! Quickly she searched for the door leading to her own room. She was there. "Oh, my goodness, Vanluke, are we seriously using the same bathroom?! It's not even locked!" She found him leaning on the door to where she always shrugged off her thoughts.
"What seems to be the problem with that?" He asked as if it's normal.
"Our rooms are connected to each other and you didn't bother warning ke about that? What if we suddenly run into each other?"
"I made sure I won't run into you when you're taking a bath every morning," he teased.
She felt her cheeks flush. "Have you--?!"
"I never peep."
"Oh, really?" She put her knuckles at both sides of her waist.
"Yes."
"Damn it. You weren't going to ask me to help take a shower. You were just going to show me this revelation!" She can't believe she's been taking her time leaving herself wide open every morning! He clearly knew she was showering. It means he could sneak up any time he wants while she's vulnerable.
"Are you mad?"
"Yes!"
"Because I could sneak in whenever you're not aware?" He began walking towards her.
She felt alarmed. She ran into her room and locked the door. Only to find out it could be unlocked only from the inside. It opened its leaf to spit the serious Vanluke. Her heart raced. Something's off. Her intuition tells her she's in trouble.
"You shouldn't have let me kiss you." He began talking while walking. "You should have slapped me, fought me off hard."
"Don't come any closer, please." It's dangerous. She knows where this is heading. She's afraid she won't be able to fight him off this time. Even after a night has passed she's still under his kiss' spell. She still remembers how good his lips felt on hers.
"I won't touch you more than enough."
"Vanluke, don't." Her calves hit the bed. He took the opportunity to push her down. She caught her breath. They're too close to each other. He's pinning her down and lowering his face to hers until their noses are touching.
"I've been meaning to break the doors separating us since last night. I almost lost control and snuck up while you were soundly sleeping."
He was here?! So she thought right, she was never safe to begin.
"It was so peaceful, watching you breathe. I'm envious. I can no longer remember the last time I slept like you do." He caught her wrists. "I badly want to kiss you. Not just your lips. But every inch of your body."
"You said you're not going to touch me."
"I did. Though, with you this close? I don't think I could even." Before she could utter anything his lips were already touching her lips. Unlike the first time, his kiss now is deep. He forcefully opened her mouth to suck on her tongue. He nibbled her lips like it's some candy he couldn't get enough of. "Damn it, more of this and I'm close to breaking that promise," he whispered between breaths. He pressed their foreheads together. "Wait here. I'll cool myself down first."
She nodded. He's right. More kisses and she'll be the one to break his word.
He granted her a peck on the cheek before going back inside the bathroom to take a cold shower.
"DANIL what the hell are you still doing here?" Vanluke hid no remorse for his cousin's comeback in the mansion. He thought he had left for good for Russia. Now he's joining the dinner table, flirting with Ara. The sour look on his face is clearly visible. He couldn't even touch his food knowing he could touch her so casually."I'm staying for a few nights. It's about work so I hope you understand," Danil explained but not removing his eyes from Ara like she's the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. He has her left hand imprisoned in his hands caressing it like a precious gem."I don't," he firmly said. "Keep your hands off her," he strictfully warned Danil between gritted teeth. Any moment he will pounce at him to personally rip him away from the girl he likes. "Damn it, Vanluke. Since wh
SOMETHING ticklish behind Ara's ear woke her up from her slumber. She's greeted by a handsome soft smile with a pretty white set of teeth. Grayish eyes peering down her morning face. Suddenly aware of her morning stars she covered her face. Her breath must have stunk too!"Why are you covering your face?" Vanluke asked grinning. Damn it, why does he look like a supermodel so early in the morning while she probably looks more like a zombie who just came out of a grave."I look ugly.""I know."She glared at him. Did he need to be honest? "I'm taking a shower.""Do it later. Let's stay like this all day." He wrapped his arms around her like she's some bolster
FIVE years ago Ara had decided to love an opposite sex. She met him in college. She gave him herself thinking she found the person she can spend her life with. Everything was fine. Everything was smooth. They faced ups and downs of a relationship. The challenges they came through made her think she found the right man. But it was all in her head. She ignored the signs. Until she was confronted by the truth that hurted her inside badly. He had someone else. If she didn't find out about the other girl she would look not only stupid but an idiot. She loved him for real. And he broke her heart. Not wanting to discuss nor fix it she never spoke of him again. Guilty, he refused to show himself in front of her again.Five years later she saw him again. Not in normal circumstances. She was behind worn out wooden boxes listening, watching quietly of what's going on in a storage room near the mansion s
20 years earlier… Vanluke, a name given to him by his mother. She was sweet, by the name of Dominika Acker. She was a woman who cared for her only son who grew up without a father. By day she takes care of him and everything else that normal people do. At night she works as a waitress in a club. "Mom, enough working in that place," he tells her over hundreds of times. Dominika smiled at her son. She put the kitchen knife down and a piece of onion. "Don't worry about me, Van. I can work fine." "No you're not!" His mother flinched. It was the first time in their lives he had raised his voice to his mother. Instant regret flashed on his face but he had to convince her. "I can work. You don't have to go
IT'S 1:05 in the morning. After locking herself up since afternoon, Ara felt hungry. No, she's not hungry just because she felt her stomach ache. It's her putting her fuzzy thoughts into binge eating. She sat open the big refrigerator. It showed her different kinds of food she can eat. Most of them are sweet. She took a liter of triple chocolate ice cream, chocolate bars, and a slice of red velvet cake. She ate them silently at the breakfast bar.Vanluke then appeared behind her. He took the spoon full of ice cream in his mouth that was supposed to be in hers.She stumbled on her seat trying to get away from him. He did not let her, though. He held her balance on the wooden stool. He pressed his waist between her thighs. His arms snaked around her back. Keeping her from escaping.
"YOU can't keep me in here forever, Vanluke," Ara said firmly and final as she put on a coffee brown jacket ready to go out to meet her brothers staying near the center market. He caught her arm. "I said no," he said authoritatively. His brows are crumpled in big disagreement. "I'm not asking for your permission, sir," she retorted. She glared at him. He wasn't expecting her to call her 'sir'. It somehow made him feel like he's nothing but her employer. His grip tightened a bit. "It's dangerous." "The only danger that came to my life is you
It is a cold night. Just like the first time she went out with Vanluke for a walk the surrounding was quite isolating. They shared a breathtaking kiss that almost made her knees give out. Just like that night, she's gasping for air. Except it's not a kiss but because she's running as fast as she can. It made her recall the first time she ran away too. Vanluke was able to catch her. Half unwilling, she shared a forceful but nerve trembling night. They did the deed outdoors with the moon as their witness. Then he carried her from there to the mansion. Again, a passionate union.She thought about her escape thoroughly. Of what the consequences would be if she made him really angry this time. Will he hurt her family? Will he use them as bait to take her back? What possible punishment will he do to her? Would tormenting her physically or psychologically be enough to make her submit?
A month has passed rather quickly. After her punishment weeks ago Vanluke brought Ara to a five star hotel's penthouse within the city. He was very strict to his men to keep her in watch 24/7 until he's done with his urgent work in the country. He's always out during the day and comes back with expensive gifts at night. They didn't spend the days horny, as much as it's hard to believe they only sleep, talk about stuff, and do things a couple should do.Thankfully Czar, Fedor, and Danil accompanied her so she wasn't bored. Somehow she had built trust with them but Czar is a little hard to persuade since he's not happy his boss risks his life for her.A chilly day in the afternoon it's Czar's turn to spend time with her. Out of curiosity she asked ab