Not even sure how to act, I have never done this before. As he's getting closer to me, I don't mean to, but it comes out. “What do you want me to do?”He forcefully grabs a hold of my throat and puts me up against the wall. I don't struggle, I just let the pain take over, hoping maybe I will just pass out before anything takes place. But I'm not so lucky. As he pulls my head close to him, he then whispers in my ear, “Take off your clothes and lay on the bed on your stomach, so your face doesn't make me sick.”I go to turn around so my back is facing him and I don't feel fully exposed. “Turn around now. Put on a show.”I turned around, not understanding what he means about putting on a show. I start to unbutton my pants. When I look up at him, I can see his eye become black. He gets up from the chair. I'm not sure how to react, he doesn't give me anytime to react to what is about to take place.He then throws me on to the bed and rips my jeans completely off, exposing me. I stay silent
It's been a month since my world has been shattered. I never thought that I would have ever felt so empty. It's like the days are blurry; there's no reason to be alive. I do what I'm told To get through the day. Ms. Davis has been trying to bring me back, But I'm just trying to get through today.I see that the sun is rising as daylight is coming in through my windows. Sadness overcomes me that I have made it through another night. My body still hurts from the trauma. They tell me to accept my wolf that she will help me heal, but I refuse to become one of them.My back is healing on its own, even though it was agony for weeks, but it's finally starting to ease. The only thing I have left is the determination of not becoming what they are, a wolf. They said I will shift regardless on a full moon. That the pain will get worse each time. But it's worth not becoming what I hate the most.My father hasn't looked at me since that night. I gave myself to a monster thin
I have never felt more relaxed than right now. As I can hear the scissors cut inches off my hair. All I can do is smile. It's almost like I'm cutting my past away from me and getting prepared for my future. Hoping that just maybe for once in my life that I will feel beautiful.As I look into the mirror I watch as she is applying the color to my hair, the shortness is remarkable. I feel confident I feel beautiful, My hair is probably a little above my shoulders with layers. I decided to go with a Violet color for my hair. I know it's dark, but it's sometimes its how I feel, I couldn't help but to go with something dark and beautiful.I feel that there is darkness in me and I know it's my wolf. I try not to think about what I am. I don't want to be a werewolf. I know that I am, unfortunately, but I won't accept it. I just want to be me, nothing else. I know that I'm promised a life of horror, but when it comes down to it, the only thing that is important is what I
As we are pulling up to the house I see a car, I become nervous hoping that isn't who I think it is. Once we come to a stop, I get out of the car, Ms Davis slides across the seat and follows me out of the car we continue to walk up the steps, but then I hear the car door. Opening we stop and turn around.I watch as the person is getting out of the car, praying it's not him. But my prayers aren't answered as I see him my mate. I go to turn back around and run, but I then hear his stern voice, “Stella, stop.”I don't want to stop, but I know if I don't the Consequences will be so much worse, so I just stop, but Before I can open my mouth Ms Davis steps in front of me. And says, "We had a girl's day.”“I didn't address you, so why are you speaking?”“She needed to get out of the house, there was no harm done.”I watch as he is approaching us and his hand raises I close my eyes waiting for him to hurt me but wh
It's so dark that I don't know the difference between day and night. I wait and wait for someone to come to get out of the darkness, even if it's only for a second. I thought my life was bad before, it was heaven compared to this life. I feel so dirty from having him all over me. I just want to wash him off of me.The worst part is I'm so cold I want to fight, but I'm not sure how. My hope is fading away. I'm not sure how to even be hopeful nothing positive has happened to me, only negative things. All I have ever wanted was for one person to care about me, just one is that really too much to ask for.I go to move, but it's hard, my body is in so much pain it is overwhelming. It's so hard for me to move. My body is broken, I'm covered in bruises and cuts that he inflicted onto me. He left my legs untied, which is nice, I guess. But not for my benefit the only reason he left them untied is, so he could fuck me whenever he wants to and any which way he desires. I hate when he touches me
As I feel like I am completely gone, I'm rudely awakened by pain in my side. As I open my eyes the light is Blaring I wonder if I'm in heaven. Then I realized I couldn't be more wrong as I see the man standing over me, kicking me into my ribs.“You dumb fucking bitch, I don't understand why you can't just fucking listen to me.”I then hear another voice that I don't recognize. “Stop it, stop, you're going to kill her. You need her To continue our generations.”“She's a waste no I hate her more than anything in this world nobody knows about her, we can find someone else.”As the conversation continues, I'm thankful since he stopped kicking me. The pain is still radiating, but at least he's not adding more to it. I listen as they speak “She is your true mate you dumb ass, you cannot have heir from another person. It would be weak and pointless; it could never compare to your true heir from your true mate.”“Fine, but once she has my heir, then she has gone.”“As long as it is a male, I
"Stella Stella wake up" I don't react to the voice that is trying to wake me, making me nervous not knowing who is shouting my name. I will say though the more I listen, the less nervous I become the voice is beautiful like music to my ears I start to become calm as I listen I feel lighter like a weight has been lifted off of me. I want to know who is shouting for me. Who is having such an effect on me?I finally get the nerve to open my eyes. But instantly becoming disappointed when all I see is whiteness all around me. I look in every direction, and it all seems endless. Not seeing anyone, I begin to wonder if I imagined the voice. Was it even real, why is there no one here I heard someone I wasn't imagining it. I felt it, the warmth that it let out on me the love.I become frustrated, not wanting that feeling to disappear I shout "hello is anybodyhere?"Hoping to hear something anything damn it why. This happens every time once I feel any kind of warmth, and it just disappears. It
I know I need to figure something out. But I am lost for words, I lay in darkness. Not wanting to be weak, but knowing I have a choice to be strong. But it's not The Choice that I want to make. All my life, I was forced to do what everyone else has wanted me to do.I'm not certain why I'm holding on to this world. Or what kind of purpose I may have. I should have died, anyone else would have. But not me, I keep fighting without having any reason to fight. I'm not sure what my purpose really is. But I have to have some purpose or why would I be here?My wolf made me feel invincible, powerful. All the feelings that I have never felt in my life. I don't understand why I can't just accept who I am. But it's almost like if I accept it, I lose myself. I'm not sure if that is worth accepting.I knew my life would be full of Pain, but this torture is almost impossible to bear. I know that I am alive. I can hear them talking, I can't make out the words, but I hear them. And the constant beepin