LucasIt’s easy to see how passionate Sarah is about the fairies and trying to help them. I care too, of course. But seeing how much it affects her makes me even more motivated to do what we can to solve the mystery of Leena’s disappearance.Too bad it seems like most of the pack doesn’t feel the same way. The search feels like a half-hearted one, without a lot of enthusiasm behind it. And I worry about the lack of progress.Regardless, I try to focus. Sarah and I work together to search the forest and sniff out any clues. Still, we come across nothing. And when we all reconvene at the end of the night, we learn that no one else has made much progress either.“We’ll have to try again tomorrow,” Sarah decides.Many members of the pack sigh. And I wonder if it’s my fault. Has her absence made them more disobedient? Would they be more willing to listen to her if she never left? Did I cause this strife?A familiar guilt haunts me and I wish I could go back. I wish I could fix every
SarahDespite all of the craziness going on around us, I feel closer to Lucas than I have since I left the pack. Laying here with him makes me feel like I’ve found my home. My heart has its place again with him.“I love you so much,” I whisper between kisses.“I love you too,” he says. His hands wander across my skin and I’m only thinking about him. I’m full immersed in us. And slowly, layers of clothes start to come off.They peel off towards the ground as we unravel enough other. We explore each other’s bodies in a way that we haven’t for too long. And it’s beautiful seeing him like that. It’s incredible to remember the sensations that he can evoke within me.My body submits to his touch as my hands fall to his favorite spots. I grip his hair, then trace my nails down his back. Around his thighs.Our sighs move as one as our bodies intertwine. And I cry out in pleasure as we fully merge again. His body enters mine and we’re two souls as one in the most incredible way that o
AbigailAs I watch Lucas and Sarah run off on their mysterious date, I can’t help but smile. It’s so nice to see our pack leaders getting along again. It feels like we’re growing, we’re powerful. We’re being led into the future and I can’t wait.I think of my little one at home with Dustin. My mate is so good with out daughter. I know they’re having the time of their lives together.Of course, I always want to be with them. And I promise myself that I’ll return home soon. But first, I need some time to enjoy the moonlight.I run, the wind curling through my thick, chestnut fur. I feel alive. I feel like I can escape the troubled past that haunts me.I remind myself I’m safe here. I’m safe within this pack. I’m safe with Dustin. And I love my life. It’s everything I’ve ever wanted.As I come across a stream, I stop. I see the image of myself reflected upon the water. I see a powerful wolf. I see a strong warrior.This isn’t how I always feel though. So, I shift back into my hum
LucasI’m worried about Sarah. Perhaps even more than I need to be, honestly. She’s a strong leader. She’s the strongest woman I know.Yet I see how much the fairies have affected her. I see how important Annabella is to her. And the toll this is taking on her is apparent. Guilt joins me once again as it’s apt to do when anything unpleasant comes up. That’s simply because I know I have been the source of such negativity in Sarah’s life, that she’s particularly vulnerable to being hurt by such things.I broke her before. What if something else breaks her again?I think back to the hollow look she had. I think back to her wasting away, overworking herself, becoming a mere shadow of all she was meant to be. Panic floods me until I realize that version of Sarah is nowhere in sight. The woman I see in front of me now is whole, is strong. She can lead a pack. She can find a fairy. We have nothing to worry about with her in charge.“We’re the leaders,” I remind her. “They will do w
SarahBeing a good Alpha means many things. It means knowing when to stand your ground, how to inspire your pack, and how to prove yourself to be a good leader.It also means being willing to make sacrifices for your pack. It means backing down sometimes when you need to. It means knowing the right response to any situation, no matter how frustrating the predicament might be.I’ve failed at this sometimes. No one is the perfect Alpha. And right now, I want to push past everything I know. I want to order my pack to take the fairies more seriously. As the Alpha, I have that power.I can make them do as I say. But I can’t make them believe me. I can’t make them willing. I can’t force them to approach this with a positive attitude.Forcing them to do something they don’t believe in can breed contempt. Sometimes it’s necessary, but if done too often, it can cause disruptions within a pack. So, I have to pick my battles carefully.As I look at Dustin, I can see his terror, his pain,
LucasI want to argue with Sarah. Things can’t be as gloomy as they seem. We’ve already faced so many foes. We’re outmaneuvered countless enemies before.Could we really be up against something so deadly again?It does seem like trouble follows us though. As soon as I think I’m getting peace with my beloved mate, something comes along to get in the way. I won’t let it fully tear its way between us though. I notice the creeping tension that was building, and I’m determined to keep it away. I will preserve what has been building up between us.“We’ll fix this,” I assure her. “Before other fairies and wolves can be taken. We’ll figure out who’s behind this and they will be punished. We will restore that sense of safety once more.”“Of course, we will,” she snaps. She takes a deep breath. “Sorry I’m so on edge. It just is unnerving to think there might be someone out there targeting all of us. It makes me wonder why. “It’s such a strange combination which is scary. How will we f
SarahAs I hold Dustin, I feel all of his pain. It seeps into me in this tragic exchange of energy and my only wish is to fix this for him. As Alpha I feel like it’s my responsibility to make everything better.I can’t though. No one can take away the pain of a lost mate. So, I just stay there with him on the ground. I let him know he has my support. I try to absorb the pain for him.“We’re going to find her killer,” I promise him. “No matter what it takes. We will get justice for Abigail.”“I know,” Dustin says, pulling himself together. His rage makes him stronger. “We will find that mysterious stranger and I will rip out their throats. I will make them suffer. I will get revenge but first…”Dustin closes his eyes as his voice breaks. When he reopens them, I see a new person. He’s stronger than before while still being broken.“First, I’ll bring her home,” he decides. “I’ll take care of our child for the night, just as she would want me to do. I’ll make sure my daughter knows
Levi“I want you to know how much we really appreciate pack members like you,” Sarah says, as I finish up my dessert before switching off for patrol for the night. “Your willingness to help keep us safe is admirable. We couldn’t do this successfully without that kind of bravery and sacrifice.”I smile with pride at her words. This is one of the reasons why I’m devoted to her and this pack. I always feel appreciated her, welcomed. I feel like I truly matter.“I appreciate you,” I reply. “Honestly, Sarah, you are an incredible Alpha. Something about you inspires confidence. It makes me believe in the mission of this pack. And I’d do anything to help see it through. I’m just grateful to be part of it.”“I’m so glad to hear that,” she says. “Just stay safe, okay? Stay with your partner. I want everyone to be safe.”“We will be,” I vow. “We don’t need to lose another member of the pack.”At that, I finish up the last of my food and head out to my post to relieve my twin sister from