Clarice couldn't sleep all night. Tristan's words kept ringing in her mind until she decided not to sleep at all, busy reading her unfinished books. She immediately got ready to go to Joel's grave before Tristan came to get her because it was better if he didn't show up when Clarice needed some alone time with Joel, her dead boyfriend. With quick feet, she stepped into the elevator and down to the parking lot. Without lingering too long to warm up her car, she left the apartment with a sense of relief. Her heart was beating fast as she was like a thief sneaking up on the owner of the house. She bought flowers and brought them to Joel's grave. The cemetery was still very quiet, but Clarice could see a few people who came to look at the graves of the dead. For some reason, Clarice's breathing seemed to be more labored than before. It was surreal coming to her boyfriend's grave alone so early in the morning. Staring at Joel's grave, which still had some flowers on it, Clarice repeatedl
The statement just now was like a thunderbolt that struck her, making her freeze and even stare at him with great surprise. She did not expect and even had no clue if it turned out that the older brother of her late boyfriend liked her for a long time. This was news that came as a boomerang for her. The thing was, Clarice never had feelings for Joshua, and even she thought that Joshua had a woman who she even saw that the man often changed women in one day. So, how could the man standing in front of her have liked her all these years? "I don't trust you," she said, her voice trembling. "You refuse to trust me, Clarice. I know enough about your character. I have been learning for years." Clarice swallowed. How could Joshua know about her, know that she refused to trust him because to her it still didn't make sense? Clarice tried to shake off Joshua's grip, this time she intended to run and get out of the man's presence. She didn't want to make Joel's grave a witness to the st
"WHAT?! Are you kidding me?" Joshua had already guessed what expression Clarice would show him. It was a pleasure to see her beautiful face surprised. He smiled wryly, then shook his head. "I'm not joking at all, Clarice. Whether you like it or not, you have to marry me. Because if you don't, I will ruin your life." His threat was no joke. Clarice heard how Joshua emphasized his threat, making her imagine what would happen if she refused and chose to have her life destroyed by him. After all, how could she marry a man who was the older brother of her late boyfriend? To her, it was tantamount to betrayal, and Joshua should feel that way. But seeing his expression of no guilt or grief made Clarice question whether Joshua's kindness to Joel had been a trick. "Well, marrying you is one of my wishes, Clarice. And I won't let you refuse. After all, you wouldn't want your family to be ruined by your decision, would you?" Clarice's body shook violently. She wanted to fall and die.
Tristan waited in front of Clarice's apartment as he walked back and forth. He felt he had to protect her because, after all, he had met her and liked her from the first moment he met her. But this time, he couldn't do much considering the man Clarice was with was the man who had everything. Even Joshua could bankrupt his apartment or take it over, maybe not only that but the whole business Tristan was working on could fall into his hands also. He hated that he could do nothing but wait. There was no answer also when he called Clarice. And on his watch, he saw that it was eleven o'clock at night, but Clarice hadn't returned. Tristan crouched in front of her room, waiting for some time until he finally saw Clarice appear. She looked startled to see him in front of her room, paused for a moment, then resumed her walk. Her eyes were swollen, evidence that Clarice had been crying recently or at least a few hours ago. Tristan looked at her as he stood up. "Clarice … " he called.
Three days with Tristan ... never before had Clarice been so close to a man she had only met since the death of her boyfriend. Tristan was gentle with a much different character than when they first met. He didn’t show much of a caring side, but he understood what Clarice needed. Three days with Tristan could even make Clarice slowly accept Joel's death. But Clarice still considered Joel her boyfriend because she still loved him so much. She could only accept his death with the little she felt. Now, there were four days left when she would face Joshua again. She felt so heavy to face him, especially with her closeness with Tristan just now. It felt like she was betraying him even though they were not in a relationship. Tristan kept asking if Joshua was seeing her or not, but Clarice always replied that Joshua wasn't seeing her, which was true. Joshua had promised Clarice that he wouldn't see her until the week was up. "I won't see you for a week until you come and tell me your
Clarice woke up from her sleep when she realized that she had been sleeping on the sofa all night. She blinked her eyes and gathered her strength before moving to do some activities. That day was her day off, she should have been able to wake up later, but somehow she woke up so early that she couldn't go back to sleep. The gift Joshua had given her was still in her hand and she had unconsciously carried it with her all night to sleep. When she realized it, she put it away and then stood up from the sofa while stretching her muscles. "It's a nice day, but I don't know what to do today," she said, as she opened the balcony window of her room. Clarice made coffee for the first time in her apartment. Clarice's late boyfriend used to drink Joel's specialty coffee, but now she was going to carry on Joel's activities, knowing that coffee wasn't as bad as she thought. While waiting for the coffee machine to start, Clarice tidied up her apartment, which she found quite messy. She was us
Tristan's words were no joke to Clarice. Because Clarice did make a mistake for him, she didn't tell Tristan about Joshua and her university reunion which even had Joshua in it. Somehow Clarice didn't want to tell him and that was what made her feel guilty. "Why are you silent? Did you make a mistake?" asked Tristan who noticed Clarice's silence. Clarice was taken aback. She shook her head quickly, not wanting to create a suspicion that would make her feel even more guilty. "N–no. I–I just miss Joel," Clarice replied, softly. Tristan sighed. Whenever Clarice discussed and mentioned Joel, it made him feel even more jealous and resentful. He knew there was no point in feeling that way when he knew the person she longed for was dead. But it still meant that Clarice still had Joel in her heart. The reason Clarice always used Joel's name was to avoid any suspicion. Because it proved to be true when she saw Tristan's expression when she mentioned Joel's name, he changed. He seemed
"ARE YOU SERIOUS?!" asked Clarice, shocked. She couldn't show her surprise and couldn't deny that the news had completely made her forget about Tristan. Her heart was beating fast just hearing his name mentioned along with the news of his unexpected presence. Clarice had only expected that Joshua would not be able to attend due to his busy schedule, just like in previous years. Even when friends sought him out, he always apologized for his absence. Unless it was because he didn't want to see me with Joel ... Clarice thought. "Are you really surprised by his presence, Clarice?" asked Kristi. "I thought you were surprised because he's Joel's big brother, but I get the feeling there's something else about your expression." Clarice blinked her eyes repeatedly. She bit her lower lip because of her fear that the closer the time got, the more it would seem like she would die of a heart attack. "That's because he's Joel's big brother, yes. But–" "But there's another story between