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The impact of the tackle is glorious.
It’s the sound of polished form breaking against raw power. Kieran is all air and speed until he meets something solid, and I am very, very solid.
We hit the packed earth in a cloud of dust and a tangle of limbs, my shoulder driving into his ribs, his breath exploding from his lungs in a sharp, surprised oof.
His head smacks the ground. Not hard enough to do real damage, but hard enough to daze him for the half-second I need. Before he can even process the fall, I’m on him, using my superior weight and strength to full advantage.
He’s a cornered animal, struggling desperately to escape the cage of my body. He tries to use his speed, to twist his hips and hook a leg, to use my momentum against me. It’s a good, technical attempt. He really does fight like a dancer, all precision and leverage.
But I’m not a dancer. I’m a brawler.
I let him twist, then just... settle. I drop my center of gravity, planting my knees on either side of his narrow hips, letting my full weight pin him to the dirt.
I catch his flailing wrists, his skin hot and slick with sweat, and slam them into the ground above his head. He struggles, a surge of pure, defiant Alpha energy, but it’s useless. I have him.
I very much enjoy straddling his hips, holding his wrists locked in my fists, my forearm settling across the elegant line of his throat. He’s trapped. Completely and utterly overpowered.
The entire training yard has gone dead silent. The only sounds are our ragged breathing and the frantic, rabbit-fast pulse I can feel hammering in Kieran’s wrists.
He stares up at me, his face a beautiful, furious mask of humiliation. His sharp cheekbones even more prominent from the way he’s clenching his jaw.
His chest heaves under mine, ribs surely aching from where my shoulder connected. Sweat drips from his temples into his perfect, ink-black hair, and the flush I saw creeping up his neck has now claimed his entire face, right up to the tips of his delicate ears. It’s glorious.
His strong, lean muscles tremble with the effort of trying to throw me off, but he can’t. I’m heavier, more powerful, and I have the advantage of leverage.
I lean down, letting my sweat drip onto his face. “You're fast, pretty prince,” I pant, my own breath coming hard. I let him feel my breath ghost across his lips. “You fight like you're desperate to prove something.”
He glares at me in silent, murderous fury. He tries to buck me off again with a surge of power that I easily absorb, just riding the motion and settling my weight back down.
“Yield,” I command, my voice a low, rough purr.
I want to hear him say it. I want to hear that polished, controlled voice of his, the one he uses to cut opponents to ribbons with words, finally admit defeat. I want to hear him admit that I’ve gotten the upper hand.
He squeezes his eyes shut for a second, his jaw clenched so tight I can see the muscle jump. He looks agonized. Like he’d rather die than say the word.
He opens his eyes, and the fury is still there, but it’s swimming with something else. That raw, agonizing vulnerability I saw in the armory. The look of a man who’s been wounded in a place no one else can see.
And then I feel it.
At first, I think I’m imagining it. But as he struggles again, his hips bucking uselessly beneath me, there’s no mistaking it. The rigid line of his cock, hot and hard, pressing with frantic, undeniable life against my stomach through the leather and linen between us.
My brain short-circuits. I stop pushing. I just hold him there, frozen, processing this new, impossible, blazing piece of information.
He’s not just humiliated because he lost a spar. He’s humiliated because his body is reacting to me on a real, raw, visceral level. He's furious at himself for the hot, unwelcome coil of arousal that’s evident between us. He's pinned by an enemy Alpha, in front of his entire pack, and he’s hard.
Holy. Shit.
My gaze drops from his eyes to his mouth, then to the pulse hammering in his throat, right under my forearm. His lips are parted, his breath coming in short, shallow gasps. His pupils are blown wide, the blue almost entirely consumed by black. He’s not just angry. He’s terrified. And he’s aroused.
That’s the moment I know I’ve won.
Not the spar. I don't give a shit about the spar. I’ve won this. I’ve cracked the polished, princely facade and found the real, terrified, hot-blooded man underneath.
The one who flinched in the armory because he was scared of his reaction to me. The one who’s afraid of being touched, afraid of being rejected, and, as it turns out, incredibly hot for being overpowered.
This is infinitely better than hearing him say one stupid word. I’m clearly going to be the top in our relationship.
The game is still on, but the prize just changed. I don't want his surrender. I want his everything. I want to peel back every layer of that polished, courtly armor and get to the man beneath it all. The one who wants this. The one who wants me.
A slow, predatory heat uncoils in my gut, sharper and more potent than simple lust. I find this vulnerability, this raw, guarded heart of his, completely irresistible.
I loosen my grip on his wrists just a fraction, letting him feel the change. I shift my weight by a mere inch, letting our hips brush. A full-body tremor shivers through him, and a small, choked sound escapes his throat.
I lean in, close enough for my lips to brush the shell of his ear. He shivers again, violently.
“Or don’t,” I whisper, the words a rough, intimate caress against his skin. “I rather like you squirming beneath me. We’ll have to do this again soon. Preferably without an audience next time.”
I push off him in one fluid motion, standing up and deliberately towering over him. He’s left panting up at me, his face a mask of stunned, furious disbelief.
I offer him my hand, which he promptly ignores, scrambling to his feet on his own, brushing dirt from his fine tunic with jerky, angry movements. He won’t meet my eyes. He can’t. He knows that I know.
I let my grin soften, just a fraction. I’ve pushed him as far as he can go for one day. Now, I pull back, offering the illusion of sportsmanship.
“Good fight, Alpha. With a bit more training you’ll be formidable.”
I turn and walk away, leaving him trembling in the center of the ring.

AlexeiThe training yard is my new favorite place in this gods-forsaken, polished-to-hell keep.Mostly because it’s the one place Kieran can’t reasonably tell me to put a shirt on. I know he gets short of breath and dizzy when I’m not wearing one, so I’ve taken to whipping off as much clothing as reasonable possible whenever he’s around.He’s up on the ramparts, same as yesterday, pretending to listen to some old wolf in a robe, but his eyes are on me. I see the way his gaze lingers on the ink, the way his jaw tightens just a fraction. He’s trying to look annoyed. It’s delightful.I’m playing the long game, sure, but that doesn’t mean I can’t let him enjoy the view while I wait. And I know he’s obsessed with my body and tattoos.“Again, Tarek!” I bark, turning back to Vorlag’s nephew. The kid is still clumsy, all brute force and no finesse, but he’s trying, and I can respect that. We had a rocky start, but he doesn’t give up and is actually listening to what I’m trying to teach him.“
KieranI’m staring at the map of the territories as if it holds a personal grudge against me. Every line, every border, every notation of a Redmaw patrol just feels like another bar in the cage I’ve built for myself. Two days have passed, but the spar in the yard is a fresh bruise on my ego, and the subsequent conversation with Alexei in the library... that’s a different kind of wound entirely.He didn’t just knock me down, he saw why I was so afraid of falling.And then he offered an olive branch instead of pushing his advantage. A brutal, Redmaw-style olive branch that involves burying Brannagh's army alive, but an olive branch nonetheless.I’m still trying to process that whiplash when the library door swings open without a knock.Of course. There’s only one person with such pitiful manners.Alexei saunters in, radiating enough heat to melt the frost on the windows. He’s bare-chested, wearing only the form-fitting training pants that hang dangerously low on his hips. Displaying t
AlexeiI walk away from the training yard, the stunned silence of the Silvercrest pack a ringing in my ears. I should feel victorious. I won. I dominated. I put the pretty, untouchable Alpha on his back in the dirt and proved my point in front of everyone.But the victory tastes wrong.It’s not the fight I’m replaying in my head. It’s the after. The way he fled. He didn't stride away like an angry leader, he retreated like a wounded animal. He did it with his head high and his expression blank, but I'm not a fool. I may be a brawler, but I know the difference between breaking a warrior's pride and breaking a man's spirit. I just did the second one.I walk through the keep, ignoring the wide berths the pack members give me. They look at me with a new kind of fear, but it doesn't give me the satisfaction it usually does. I’m thinking about Kieran's face. The way his polished mask of charm and wit didn't just crack, it shattered.After seeing him in the ring, I realize it’s more than a
KieranI don't stalk back to my study. I retreat with my tail between my legs.My movements are stiff, precise, a desperate imitation of the control I no longer feel. I can sense the eyes of the entire pack on my back. I don’t look at Tarek. I don’t look at Vorlag. I especially don’t look at Marcus, whose concerned, questioning gaze I can feel boring into the side of my head. I just walk. Each step is an agony of feigned composure, a performance of an Alpha who is not, in fact, trembling.The heavy study door slams shut behind me, the thud echoing the final, definitive sound of my authority shattering. The lock clicks, and I finally let my body betray me.I lean back against the solid oak, my chest heaving, legs trembling so violently I’m surprised they carried me this far. My ribs scream where his shoulder connected. My wrists ache from his grip. My throat feels raw from the pressure of his forearm.My reflection stares back at me from the polished, dark wood of a tall cabinet. My
AlexeiThe impact of the tackle is glorious.It’s the sound of polished form breaking against raw power. Kieran is all air and speed until he meets something solid, and I am very, very solid. We hit the packed earth in a cloud of dust and a tangle of limbs, my shoulder driving into his ribs, his breath exploding from his lungs in a sharp, surprised oof.His head smacks the ground. Not hard enough to do real damage, but hard enough to daze him for the half-second I need. Before he can even process the fall, I’m on him, using my superior weight and strength to full advantage.He’s a cornered animal, struggling desperately to escape the cage of my body. He tries to use his speed, to twist his hips and hook a leg, to use my momentum against me. It’s a good, technical attempt. He really does fight like a dancer, all precision and leverage.But I’m not a dancer. I’m a brawler.I let him twist, then just... settle. I drop my center of gravity, planting my knees on either side of his narrow
KieranI don’t just stalk out of the armory. I flee.My boots slam against the stone floor, the sound echoing in the corridor, but it’s not loud enough to drown out the ringing in my ears. ‘Did that little Blackthorn Omega break your heart that badly?’His voice. That low, amused, knowing rumble, laced with a pity that feels like acid. He saw it. He saw the crack in the polished armor, the raw, humiliating wound I’ve kept hidden from everyone else. He didn’t just guess, he put his finger right on the bruise and pressed.My father’s court, for all its cruelty, was a place of masks. You learned to fight with words, with smiles that carried poison, with a perfectly placed insinuation. No one ever just... asked. No one ever just saw.Eli... Eli was a game of wits, a light flirtation I’d been foolish enough to mistake for something deeper.A silly, one-sided crush that left my ego battered when he inevitably chose to stay with the raw, undeniable power of an Alpha like Ronan Vale. It was a








