LOGINI walked out of my exam not even sure If I had done all that I needed. Pissed off with my father for distracting me just before I had gone in, and unable to stop myself but wonder if that had been his plan. He had always been reluctant for me to come to college. Adamant I would learn more from being by his side in pack. That was what he wanted to mould me into, the next version of him. The thing was, I was nothing like him. I was ready to change our pack. Modernise it. Update it... Change was not a bad thing. Being stuck in the past was.
My hand lingered upon my phone within my pocket, considering calling, desperate to know what it was that had been urgent enough for my Dad to call. He only called when he had urgent business to discuss. And I did not believe for a moment his excuse of him calling to wish me luck on my exam. He never had before...
No. I was not going to give him the satisfaction. 'Not yet you mean?' Blade chuckled inside of my mind. He seemed to be in a cheerful mood despite our lack of sleep, and the exam.
'Not funny.' I warned him, which earned me another chuckle. He knew I was desperate to call, but I would fight that urge as much as I could, and I continued to make my way home, only hoping my Dad may be the one to cave first and call me.
Presley was waiting for me by the front door to my place, coffee in hand and a warm smile on her face. She was looking far more human than the last time I had seen her. Or as human as a werewolf can... “Hey you.” She greeted me.
“Oh, so you are back in the land of the living now?” I teased.
“Erm, excuse me, I have come to see how your exam went, and brought you a coffee to say thank you for taking care of you. I can run the other way if you are going to act like a grumpy mother fucker, and throw around insults, you know.” She stuck her tongue out at me, flicking her long hair pink hair, which had now been neatly brushed, over her shoulder, in a faked angry motion, making me laugh.
“You run? Ha!” I continued to tease. “But if you have turned over a new leaf and have suddenly taken up exercise and not told me and do chose to run, please leave the coffee. I didn't get chance for one before the exam.”
She offered me the large take away cup, along with a wry smile. “You failed then?” She teased, crossing her eyes at me playfully, while pulling her face. Presley knew how hard I tried in my classes, and I knew she believed I would easily pass the exam. The thing was, after what had happened this morning, and the fact my mind had been so distracted, I was unsure now that I would. I was genuinely worried I could fail. After everything, I may actually fail; and thought terrified me.
“Hey, what is wrong, Zee?” She looked at me with concern as I sighed, opening the door. “Did the exam not go as you expected?”
I shrugged. “Not helped that I was distracted by my Dad’s call. He said he needs to talk to me later.”
Her beautiful big brown eyes narrow as she turns to me, before she drops to the sofa now we are in the small lounge within my apartment. “You think he did that on purpose?”
Why does it not surprise me that my friend went to the exact same thought space as me when it came to this? This girl has sat for many an hour listening to me complain about my controlling Dad. She understood what a pack was like. What an Alpha was like. I trusted her, so she was often my go to person for complaining about Dad and his frustrating ways. And not once had she judged.
“I don’t’t know. He said it is nearly time for me to go home. Basically said to stop wasting time.”
She shook her head slowly. “It has gone quick, huh?”
I knew that Presley had loved her time in college as much as I had. She was popular. Had been since the day she had arrived. That smile of hers drawing people in… and, despite her lack of tolerance for alcohol, and the fact she was somewhat lacking in common sense, she was incredibly smart. But, I knew she actually would not mind heading back to her pack. She was much loved there, and her degree gave her options. Many of which would benefit her pack while she remained there. Presley had a great future ahead of her. Basically, she did not have the same responsibility laying upon her as I did when leaving the fun filled space that college had been…
I could feel her eyes upon me. Eyes filled with concern. “If you’re worried, call him.” She urged. "Get your answers, and but your mind at rest. Don't let him ruin those last few days here, Zee." Her hand rested gently on top on my own. Would my Dad actually leave me days without explaining what he wanted to talk about? Presley could be right... that would be the sort of trick he pulled. Control... But me calling him was showing he had control.
“And admit he got inside of my head?” I told her dismissively. That would be exactly what he would hve wanted. I was not about to let that happen. I was stuck.
“You are a stubborn ass you know that?” Presley rolled her eyes at me. “Because now it will be on your mind all damn day. Longer if he continues to play his game and keep this going for longer.”
“We could always go for a drink?” I suggested with a grin, knowing today she was class free. I may not be able to drink continously if my Dad did not get in touch until I return home, but I could avoid thoughts of it today at least...
“I have only just recovered from last night.”
“Three years into college and you still cant handle your drink. Jeez, girl…” I teased, dropping next to her on the sofa, her head instantly finding my shoulder. “Get some food down you and you should be good.”
“You really want to be drunk when your Dad calls for that conversation whenever it may be?” Presley suggested, and I grin in her direction. That was exactly what I was wanting…
Hearing Zaine’s insecurities and knowing the reason he had walked away from me had made me want him more. He was scared. And the fact he wasn’t afraid to show me his vulnerabilities made him all the more appealing to me. He had never hidden that side of himself from me. Destiny had a funny way of working itself out sometimes, I think, and perhaps bringing me to college, which, in fact, had been my second choice, all so I could meet the man by my side, so I wound up here in this exact moment, was maybe exactly what was meant to happen…Zaine sat on the edge of the bed looking up at me with a tenderness within his eyes as he reached for me. His hands snaking around my hips. “I don’t know that I could do all of this without you, you know?”“Do what? Mark me?” I teased. “That generally does take two.”He chuckled, and my attempt to lighten the mood had clearly worked, as a momentary gleam within his eyes appeared as his gaze met mine. He looked so handsome when he smiled. “You know what I
Presley was standing beside me. Her naked body so perfect and still totally exposed to me as she looked at me with pain within those chocolaty brown eyes of hers. Pain and confusion. “Zee?” She repeated, while Blade snarled within my mind, not liking how I had reacted. My heart felt like it was beating so fast it could pound so hard it would beat right on out of my chest and out of the room…Presley’s hand rested upon my arm, making me flinch at the contact. Her touch was doing things to me, making it so much harder to resist doing the things I wanted to do. Things I wasn't sure were right just yet... “Zee.” Her tone was so much more insistent this time. “What happened?”I shook my head, not sure how to explain. Blade snarled once more. He knew what had happened, and I had a feeling he would know how to explain it too. But, he had wanted it to happen, and he did not want me to stop things the way I had. The moment had been everything I had hoped it could be. The girl was like a goddes
With me straddling his naked body, Zaine’s body was already reacting to me in every way that it should. I could sense just how much my man wanted me, and I wanted to make this perfect for us. We had waited so long. But I did all that I could to tease him. Opting to push my hips down onto him as I rotated them, without actually allowing him to slip inside of me. The tip of his hardening shaft teasing at my already moist core. He had to feel how much I was wanting him, didn't he? That and the overwhelming scent of arousal that was heavy in the air...We had waited, just as we had wanted. This was to be our forever home and tonight was to be perfect. Our kisses had grown to be heavenly. The way he touched me took me to places I had never known were possible. I could not wait to see the things Zaine and I could do when we allowed ourselves to surrender to one another fully. This could be truly amazing. My lips found his over and over, while his tongue teased at mine in long and languid mo
Presley’s answer to the fear that had been bouncing through my mind was so nonchalant. So easy. So free. Like it was almost a natural and expected reply. But this was something that terrified me. Yes, we had spoken of being chosen mates at some point in the future. But in my mind, this was almost certainly when we had both been given the time to decide it was the right thing. Being here together, dealing with everything that was happening was a lot. We needed to work together first. Presley deserved the time to consider whether she was ready to commit to such a thing...‘Do you?’ Blade interrupted my panicked thoughts.‘What?’ I asked. My head felt like it was spinning, and I had no clue this was something we should be doing. Yet Presley was laid there looking up at me expectantly. Was this her way of saying she had decided she wanted it? That she did not need the time to consider I had expected her to?‘Are you a fool?’ Blade questioned. ‘I asked, do you, as in, do you need to work t
The moment Zaine had laid me down upon the bed, I knew we would remember this night forever. A night that everything changed. Yes, we had already kissed. We had fooled around a little, but this was different. After tonight, we had both agreed there would be no going back. Truth be told, I didn't think there had been any going back since the moment we had kissed, and with the way Zaine had looked at me since then, I could not help but wonder if he felt the same.“You are so perfect you know that.” He murmured, tracing a line so tenderly along my body with his fingertips. I shivered with delight, as goosebumps erupted across my body. If he continued like this, I would be putty within his hands...“You aren’t too bad yourself, you know.” I offered him a wry smile.Zaine leaned over and placed a delicate kiss to my cheek before speaking.“I think you have made me a better person, Pres…” He whispered, moving himself so
Relief had been lifted from me like a pressing weight crushing down on my chest on seeing that Presley had accepted that maybe we needed to work on things. I clung to the idea we could work on it. Work on us. I knew that somewhere there was a version of us that worked, because in my mind there was a reason this girl had returned home with me. The way we had connected. The way she connected with my wolf... the more I thought about it, the more it made sense to me. She was brought to me for a reason.But that was the last of my thoughts right now. I was lost within her chocolaty brown eyes as they gazed up at me. I watched as she swallowed heavily at my question. She knew what I meant. I had waited until we were here alone to take things further than we already had, and now her eyes seemed to be searching mine for confirmation this was what I wanted…Did she truly doubt that I would want anything else? She had seen the way my body responded to her touch. She had f







