Freda
"I won't repeat myself again, slave." He taunted me. There wasn't anything I wouldn't give to leave this hell hole. I stared at the pieces of the broken vase on the floor. I remembered Sophia's voice at the back of my head, telling me to do as he had said.
"Please, I would do anything you want, not this." My eyes were so used to crying that I didn't notice the tears until they rolled down my cheeks. I felt like the main character in one of the stupid fantasies that I was back then. My days are numbered here because I didn't plan on adhering to his outrageous demands. A few minutes ago, he was standing at the entrance of the door but now he strolled to his bed. Sitting down and folding his legs.
With the glint on his face, I preferred him to speak than to give me that glare that sparked fear inside of me.
"I think I know what would be good for you. I just have to drag Leon down here to teach you another lesson because the last one, apparently, wasn't enough for you." He smirked devilishly. "You can't defy me, Slave. I have the power to break you inside out."
His words sent shivers down my spine as I thought about what my life would be like if I wasn't in this mess in the first place. I got close to where the shards of the broken vase were. I paused for a while and tears rolled down even more. I had no control over my emotions at that point, I kneeled on the broken shards scattered on the floor. I tried to separate the shards so the injury that I might sustain won't be too severe.
"Don't do that. Kneel on it." I hesitated. "I said, Kneel!" He yelled. I trembled, falling to my knees.
"Ahhhh" I felt the shattered pieces piercing my skin. Something warm heated up my legs until I felt my legs slip through the tiles. I took a look at my knees and I saw blood rushing out.
The Alpha sniffled and inhaled with a smile on his face. He stood on his feet and walked up to me. With a smirk, he stared at my bruised leg and swiped the blood trailing down my skin with his two fingers, then he ran his tongue on them. A nauseous feeling filled my nose as bile formed in my throat. He ran those fingers on my cheeks, cleaning my tears. I flinched feeling his warm finger on my skin.
"Please, just let me go," I begged
"Strip." He whispered in my ear. I shake my head in disapproval. I was defying him yet again because I didn't know just how much of his torture I could take. He slapped me across the face, my body felt so numb that I couldn't retaliate or scream. I was weak, too weak to react.
"I have an idea. I would let Leon, take the day off. I would have to get my hands dirty at some point. And you know what slave, I can be pretty extreme."
Fear did its work inside of me. I could feel my wit break, piece by piece. If ever there was an end to any of this torture, I won't be able to remember my life before. I was just swimming in this darkness that seemed not to end. If I was going to die, then he should grant me the mercy of a quick death because, at every turn, death was bigger and better than this. It was more promising and enticing than ever before. I tried to think of things to say now that nothing would soothe his cruelty. I tried to understand where his cruelty came from. Why is everyone still with him or not reporting him to someone?
"I'm not stripping." I kept a straight face. I couldn't bring myself to look at him. He had this glint swirling in those silver eyes that made him even scarier.
"Feisty." He was getting tired of my excesses. He walked carefully to the side of his bed to get a whip. "Now, are you going to change your mind?"
"I'm not stripping for you." A whip shot across my back, and I flinched still knee-deep into the broken vase. He continued with the whip until I broke down.
Everything began to fade as I drifted into a black void.
The pain woke me up a few minutes ago but I was too tired to open my eyes. Now, my eyes were wide open and I saw Sophia tending to my wounds.
"It's a miracle that these wounds are not infected. It felt like it was treated."
"I passed out, so I wouldn't know." She sighed, looking down at me with pity. A drop of tears fell out of my eyes.
"I told you that you should do whatever he tells you to do." She started. "You are lucky to be alive, he is so cruel…" she watched her shoulder checking if anyone heard her. Then she whispered to me. "The Alpha is so cruel and everyone knows. He wouldn't mind killing you. If he had not sent for me, I can't imagine what would have happened."
Sophia was the closest thing I had to a friend. I was grateful that she saw me differently but there was no point anymore. "You should have left me there to die. I'm better off dead than enduring all this torture."
She soaked the napkin in the bowl of warm water and cleaned the wound on my knee. "Don't talk like that. I still believe you should do what you are told to do. Madam Kathy will let you rest, you don't have to do anything for the rest of the day until you have recovered."
I nodded. "Thank you."
"Would you like to eat anything?" I shook my head. "I don't have the strength for food."
I was already sitting up, my clothes were torn in half as she cleaned the blood on my back. The whip left a different kind of pain in my back. I gasped as she continued to heat up the wound.
The door swung open and one of the guards, dressed in black, walked in with a glare. Sophia wrapped me with a white towel to cover my half-naked body.
"The Alpha wants to see the slave." I refused to reply to him.
"Don't worry, I will bring her to him." The guard still stood there until Sophia glared at him. "You can see she's still naked, she would have to wear some clothes if she wants to leave the room."
The guard excused us so I got ready for another round of torture.
Freda's POV "Kale we have to do something, I am tired of waiting." I gritted in anger as everything flooded my face. The melody of one entering the mansion and the sudden seeking of me losing him. I haven't been able to sleep because I saw him in my dreams from time to time. Most times, tortured. Other times because he wanted to break. It wasn't hard to know that he was not having the best time of his life. "Kaden will be here soon, we can't do anything without him. He has the book." My emotions became so unstable, I could only feel the wind holding my hair in the air as I became so angry. "Freda?! Control, you have to control yourself." I felt Vanna's hands on me. I snapped out of my anger, seeing how everything was so disoriented. I felt so numb, falling to my seat. I couldn't bring myself to feel pain, that was all I was feeling for the past few days since Alfred surrendered himself. "I don't know why he would surrender himself. He doesn't have the right to give up like tha
Freda's POV It was clear that he could see through me. My pain was not something I could hide no matter how much I tried. "If you want to lie to me, look me in the eye and do it with courage." I tried but I couldn't. I sighed. I think I was doing that too often because sometimes my emotions were more than words and I just couldn't express it at times. "You haven't been forthcoming with your emotions since the last time we argued. What is jerking you up at night? I don't recall knowing I feel something is going on and you don't want to bother me or something. I love you, Alfred but I do not want you to suffer alone." I asked him. If he was hopefully going to let me in on what was happening, maybe I would be able to find the words as to why I was feeling that way. There was no word yet that would simplify all of what I was seeking at that point. He feigned confusion. "What are you talking about?" I placed my hands on his chest and paused. Where do I begin? I asked myself. "You'v
Freda's POV It was time for the Luna ceremony and I didn't even have time for myself. I enjoyed every bit of it that I didn't want to end. The bonfire afterward was the funniest, we got to share experiences and sing a lot of folk songs. The goal, according to Alfred, was to bring the old tradition back and make sure it stayed with us. That way, we get to teach the next generation the values we uphold not just as an individual, but as a pack. It was my favorite part of the ceremony other than the initiation. During the initiation, I saw the knife and the way everyone had to draw blood out of their skin. The pain on my lingered for a while but it still didn't heal like it used to. Alfred held my hand and wrapped a gauze on it immediately. He always paid attention to little details which I appreciated. It didn't take time but I was bound to the pack by blood now. My strength was their strength and my weakness was their weakness. I was expecting a more barbaric act to this, but then I
Freda's POV Early this morning, we both had a moment after our fight. It was a moment that was burnt in my memory. I had the best night of my life and it all happened unexpectedly. Feeling him that close was what I have always wanted and it finally did. I had to swallow my moans so I wouldn't be too loud but Alfred didn't seem to care. At first, he was gentle with me before went tough on me. The journey of love was never-ending, no matter how hard we tried to ignore it. After the realization of last night, I really wanted to take the day off considering that we were not able to take our hands off each other. I was still feeling sore, even after being inside him a few minutes before dawn. I was drifting in and out of sleep but he kept me close to him the entire night and in the morning. He let me sleep, down until when I found the need to freshen up. "Just relax," he whispered in my ear. "There's plenty of time to do that." I was too tired to reply to him or protest against him
Freda's POV I decided to take Vanna's advice. If I really wanted to know the truth it was best I confirmed the issue. All the worry I had kept inside me wasn't worth my sanity. It was the early hours of the morning and stretched my hands to the other side of the bed only to not find him there. Yet, another night when did not come to the bed, it was almost like he was avoiding me. Which I hated, was he spending his time with Claire? Thinking about it made me jealous to some point that I quickly jumped off the bed in search of him. Why on earth would he be avoiding me? I asked myself over and over. I scheme through the hallway, heading to the study. There was no way he would be anywhere else. I opened the door barging in without knocking. He was drowning himself in alcohol with a bottle of vodka at the side. He was going through some papers, before looking up at me. "You are supposed to be sleeping, Freda." Hearing him call my name sounded more odd than anything else. "You are sup
Freda's POV VANNA wasn't expecting me yesterday but I had to go see her. I wanted to know how she was settling in since she just got herself this place. She was no longer living in the mansion with us.. I found it tiring since all I had to do was rest. There wasn't really anything to do there but I still had my usual fear about times ahead. Alfred had been with me since the beginning of it all. I thought this day was still far ahead when he brought up the topic of the ceremony last night. Since Kale was back, Alfred wanted to pronounce me as his Luna by performing the ceremony. I didn't think it was this soon but I took it one step after the other. There was no room for overwhelming feelings or doubts, that was all I had though. After his ex showed up, Diane was dead. I just wanted to live in denial for a while. Coming to see Vanna, helped in a way. The Luna ceremony was one of a kind especially if the Luna was going to be initiated into the pack. It was imperative that I do it