LOGINHer father gave her another of his sharp, assessing looks, as if he’d somehow picked up a note of protest in her tone, though there hadn’t been even the faintest hint of one. “You don’t have to marry him, Anna. No one’s going to force you. It’s not the Middle Ages after all. But the logical thing to do is to get all the information so you can make an informed decision.”
She didn’t know how he’d managed to pick up on her reluctance, not when she’d barely acknowledged it herself. Or perhaps it wasn’t reluctance, only surprise due to the unusual nature of the request. Whatever, her father was right. She needed to gather all the information before making a decision, in which case accepting the Duke’s invitation was the logical thing to do. Really, she was viewing this with far too much emotion, especially when she didn’t even know what kind of proposal the Duke was going to put forward. It clearly wasn’t going to be a real marriage, not when they’d never met. Perhaps it was because of some legal difficulty? Not that it mattered. Marriage—whenever she thought of it, which she seldom did—seemed to work well for some people, but it required a certain amount of emotional involvement that she wasn’t willing to give. She would have to inform the Duke of that when they met so he was clear. She certainly wouldn’t want to mislead anyone. “No, you’re right,” she said in the same cool tone. “You can tell the Duke that I’d be happy to accept his invitation.” Her father was pleased, she could tell, and that gave her a certain satisfaction. And, since she wasn’t going to get anything done if she thought about it too much, she put it out of her mind. __________ The next day came and Anna couldn't put it out of her mind any longer. Today, she had to come up with a way to tell a man that she wouldn't be getting married to him…Or she would be engaged… Depending on what he was offering. Would it be worth it? She told herself that she wasn’t in the least bit nervous as she surveyed her very meagre wardrobe, trying to decide on what to wear. She hardly went out anywhere, except for a few times with her friends, Collins and Sara, so she didn’t have a lot of nice dresses. She picked a summery, cotton white one and decided to wear it. She liked the dress, but putting it on made her feel as though she was making an effort and some stubborn part of her didn’t want to be seen to be making an effort. The same stubborn part of her that had refused to look up anything about the current Duke of Springbrook on the Internet. There was bound to be something about him—some photos at least—to give her an idea about what to expect, but something inside her absolutely refused. She knew that giving in to her stubborn streak wasn’t a good idea, since it had caused her problems in the past, but she rationalized it, by telling herself that she didn’t want to go to Haerton with any preconceived ideas. Besides, she’d find out about him soon enough, and there was always the possibility that the whole ridiculous situation was a joke. Or something her father had misunderstood, or some other easily explicable thing that would become apparent the moment she arrived. It wouldn’t have anything to do with her actually marrying some man she’d never met, and a duke at that. So she didn’t make an effort. Instead, she wore jeans and a serviceable shirt in plain white and she didn’t even touch her make-up. She made sure her father had everything he needed for the evening, double-checked his phone was within reach so he could call her if he had to, and then she stepped outside and walked across the lawn to the little path that would take her to Haerton. It was a beautiful evening, the long summer twilight lying over the moors beyond the woods lighting the gray stone of the large house. Ivy covered the walls, softening the stark, square lines and the austere front entrance. While Anna loved Haerton grounds—its wild wood and large ornate gardens—she’d never actually been in the house itself. But she’d always been curious about it. Nerves fluttered inside her as she stopped in front of the big front door and pressed the button for the doorbell set in the door frame. The door was immediately opened by a slightly cadaverous-looking man who was clearly one of the Duke’s staff. He greeted her, requested that she follow him, then, without waiting for a response, stalked off, leaving Anna no choice but to do what he said. She wasn’t given time to look around, though she caught a glimpse of high ceilings and ornate plaster-work, and paintings in heavy gilded frames. The floor was worn parquet and her footsteps scuffed as she hurried after the staff member who was obviously doing butler duties. He opened a door to her left and ushered her into a very comfortable sitting room with a huge fireplace down one end, where a collection of couches and arm-chairs were arranged in front of it. Bookshelves stood against the white paneled walls, piled high and untidily with vast amounts of books. There were occasional tables scattered about and littered with various knickknacks, piles of papers, more abandoned books, plus a few cups and saucers. Old silk rugs covered the floor, softening the stark feel of the place, but nothing could mask the faint smell of must and damp. The scent of an old, neglected house that had been shut up and abandoned for far too long. Despite that, the sitting room gave the impression of a room well lived-in, and it was warm, and Anna found herself relaxing somewhat. “The Duke will be with you soon,” the man said and left without another word, closing the door behind him. Anna stood for a moment, the silence of the house settling around her. Out of the corner of her eye she spotted a small painting near the fire. She was just starting towards it to have a closer look, when she heard the door open again behind her, then close just as quietly. And all the hairs on the back of her neck lifted in a kind of primitive awareness. “Hello Anna,” a deep, rich and very familiar male voice said.Anna wanted to deny it. She wanted to give the impression that all was well. Isn't that what a newly, happily married woman would do? A woman lucky enough to be married to the Duke of Springbrook should be overjoyed. What could she possibly have to be worried about? It wasn't like she could tell Collins anything even if she wanted to, so Anna shook her head and managed another smile she was sure didn't reach her eyes. “I'm fine,” she told him, “Just getting used to my new life as a married woman I guess,” But Collins obviously knew her too well and he didn't look convinced, “And where is your husband tonight?” he pressed,Anna sighed at the mention of Cedric, avoiding Collins' questioning gaze and focusing instead on the glass on the counter. “I already told you that I don't want to talk about him”“Why not?”“Because I don't want to,” Anna replied, “That's the reason why I came here in the first place. To take a break from the Duke and from Haerton so can we just not bring it up,”
Besides, wasn't she the one who had told him to cancel the honeymoon he'd been planning? Her soft mouth tightened because she refused to give way to the feeling that he had abandoned her. After all, she wasn’t a child and she might be in a strange environment, but she would soon get used to it. She would manage fine without him. By the looks of it, she didn’t have much choice.Juliet chatted all the way downstairs about where they were going to go shopping, while Anna scanned her lavish surroundings with all the apprehension of an ordinary person suddenly waking up to find themselves lost in a royal palace. But the instant her insecurity was ready to rise, she crushed it flat and refused to acknowledge those feelings. Haerton castle was going to be her home, no matter how short it was going to last, and the last thing she wanted was to be a duchess who lacked self-esteem. He'd left a card for her to shop with so he clearly wanted her to use it. She had no idea what kind of party they
“The staff will introduce themselves to you properly tomorrow morning,” Cedric told her as he led her upstairs, then added as she turned and met his gaze, “You look tired,”“I am,” Anna replied softly, unable to say anything else. “It's been a long, weird day,” Cedric nodded in agreement, “I agree that it's been a long day. I wouldn't say it was weird, but I guess I understand why you would say that,”They stopped in front of a door, and he released her. The fiery part of her seemed to be absent tonight, he observed. He could still see the desire in her eyes as she looked at him, but she also looked a bit…Scared. As if she was worried about something. Was she worried that he wouldn’t keep his word and hold off their wedding night until she was ready?Cedric couldn’t blame her. He wanted her. That was the truth and just the thought of being alone with her in a room filled him with a need he never knew he was capable of feeling towards a woman. She'd looked stunning in her wedding dres
A lump rose in her throat. She’d loved her father, but he hadn’t loved her. He’d never said it to her, hadn’t ever demonstrated it to her. She’d been the baby he hadn’t wanted, the child that had ruined his career. A lasting reminder of what his beloved wife had wanted and didn’t survive long enough to have. He’d done his duty by her, given her a roof over her head and food on the table, ensured she had a decent education, and as soon as the Duke’s money had arrived he’d left. Perhaps he was right, though. Perhaps it didn’t matter. Perhaps it was fine that this was all for show and that none of it was for her. Nothing ever had been, after all.Well, not quite nothing.There was one thing that was for her and he waited for her by the altar, exquisitely dressed in a morning suit of dove gray. The man who might not love her, but did want her, and certainly enough to demand a wedding night from her. That gave her some courage as she walked towards him, as did the look in his midnight eyes
He did have her try on numerous wedding dresses before finally approving some white silk and tulle concoction, accented with gilt thread, that Anna told herself she didn’t care about. Yet at the same time, as she looked at herself in the mirror, she was conscious of a strange ache somewhere deep inside her.She’d never thought a husband and children would be for her, and yet here she was, about to commit herself to both. That it wasn’t real, she knew. But that didn’t change the small ache inside her, the tug of longing for something…more.But that was dangerous, so she ignored it.In between wedding-dress fittings and investigating degree programmes at various universities, she found herself casually looking up Cedric on the internet, despite telling herself that she really didn’t need to know anything about him.Apparently though, some part of her was desperate for information, hungrily combing through search results for anything interesting. There were lots of news reports of his pa
Cedric had not expected such candor. Hadn’t expected his own reaction to it either, and it was clear from the look on her face that it had cost her. But he couldn’t imagine her hurting anyone. Yes, she was fiery and yes, she’d lifted a hand to him, but he had provoked her. And the electricity between them surely hadn’t helped. She didn’t seem a woman liable to flying off the handle, though, not when she’d seemed very cool around him—when he wasn’t provoking her, of course. What had happened to make her think it was an issue? And why did she call herself difficult? She hadn’t seemed difficult to him. A woman of deep passions, perhaps, but not difficult.He wanted to ask her questions, find out why she thought these things about herself, but he didn’t want to make her distressed or agitated more than she already was. Perhaps there would be some time later, when they were on honeymoon. You don’t need to know. Why would you want to? Cedric shoved that thought away. “Anna, I handle extrem







