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I clutched the chain around my neck as I gazed out over my pack. How did we get to this point? I was the luna of this pack. It was my job to protect them, yet all I was able to do was spare their lives. I watched as they lined the pack members up to be counted and labeled. I was the only one in chains, a cruel symbol that they had control over their leader.
“My luna, you did what you had to do,” Bastian whispered next to me. Bastian was my mate’s beta. He had remained loyally by my side, even after my mate abandoned us. My mate Alfred was the leader of the Stone Heart Pack. Everything was great until just a couple of months ago. Up until Ivy showed up. I closed my eyes, not wanting to drift to those unwanted memories.
“I’m not your luna anymore, Bastian. Please, just call me Allissa.” I winced as I felt the silver chain burning at my skin.
I could see Bastian tense up, balling his hands into fists. “I wish I could remove it from you.”
“I agreed to this for a peaceful turnover. None of the pack members would be harmed as long as I complied with their terms. If I hadn’t been poisoned, I wouldn’t be in such a weakened state and could have protected the pack.” I bit back the bitter tears that welled in my eyes. That damn bitch Ivy made sure I was completely incapacitated by the time the Lycan King’s army arrived. I looked down at the ground and cursed for not killing Ivy earlier.
It was two months ago when Alfred brought Ivy to the pack. She was his stepsister and had run out of money. From what I had been told, Ivy was very materialistic, and she was sent away by the previous alpha for draining their accounts. At least that’s what I was told. Who knows what the real reason was now.
Within those two months, Alfred began to act strangely, and I noticed that money was being freely given to Ivy in large sums. Last week, he took her to a lavish party at the Lycan Kingdom, which was where the problem happened. Alfred, who was drunk, attacked an officer who was flirting with Ivy. The Lycan King, Darren Weston, ordered Alfred to turn himself in for punishment.
I found out about it today through a messenger, who said they would come by force and destroy our pack unless Alfred turned himself over. I went running to look for him, well running the best I could with the pain I was having. And my jaw dropped, I found him in bed with Ivy! This whole time he had been hooking up with his stepsister. All the pain I had been feeling wasn’t from the miscarriage I suffered when Ivy first arrived. It had all been caused by his infidelity with Ivy.
I went hysterical. I began yelling at Alfred, and I demanded he take responsibility for his actions. In my anger, I didn’t notice Ivy had moved behind me. I had seen her get up, but I thought she was getting changed. Instead, something sharp and painful landed in my back. Paralyzed, I fell to the ground. I tried to call for someone through my mental link but it was blocked.
“Quickly, Al. Get the cards and money. We have to leave,” Ivy said urgently as Alfred knelt in front of me.
“Ivy, what did you do to her?” There was a small growl in his voice, as if he really cared.
“She’ll be fine. She is paralyzed. This is perfect. She will have to take responsibility for your actions as your luna. We have to leave, or who knows what they will do to you.”
“Lissa, I am so sorry. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. Please forgive me.”
I could hear his voice tremble, and at first, I thought he wasn’t going to leave. But then Ivy grabbed his arm and he looked up at her. A moment later, he was gone.
It wasn’t until Bastian came in to report the invasion that he found me on the floor. They administered medicine to help reduce the effects, but I was still too weak to fight. We had been betrayed, and now they were going to destroy our pack.
I did what any good leader should do. I sent out a messenger to tell them that I would bear the responsibility and comply with whatever they needed in return so that no harm would come to my pack members. I couldn’t fight and I could barely stand.
With a heavy heart, I prayed that the Lycan King would be open to hearing my explanation, but rumors swirled that he was not a man of reason. The cold, hard weight of the silver chain around my neck served as proof of his cruel nature. Despite my innocence, I became a symbol of subjugation. A silver collar made of cold metal links that burned the skin, adorned with a leash that clearly marked me as submissive to his authority. It is a humiliating position to be in, stripped of any sense of control.
I glanced back out over the pack that was lined up to witness my judgment. I could see their sorrow, and some tear-filled eyes. By now, most of them knew of their Alpha’s betrayal and that I was taking the fall to protect them. I didn’t know what would happen. None of us did. Would he order me to be killed without allowing me to speak? Would I be sentenced to work in the underground mines?
“You! Get in line, away from the prisoner!” a large lycan guard yelled, who was adorned in a gold breastplate, showing he was a royal officer. He was yelling at Bastian, who was staying protectively near my side.
“Go, Bastian. Take care of our pack. With the alpha gone and ... no heir ...” I took in a shaky breath as I thought about the painful loss of my pup. “You will need to lead our pack. Don’t let me down.” I gave him a forced smile that didn’t reach my eyes.
Bastian's eyes were filled with a mix of determination and sadness as he reluctantly moved away from my side, joining the rest of our pack in the line. His loyalty was unwavering, and I knew he would do his best to lead them in my absence.
I stood there, head held high, despite the weight of the silver collar pressing down on me; I braced myself for the arrival of the Lycan King. I felt his presence before I saw him. A commanding aura pressed against my weakened body, but I refused to fall. With every ounce of strength I had left, I kept myself upright and chin up. I had done nothing wrong.
The warm, sweet fragrance of cinnamon wafers wafted through the air, awakening my lycan inside. My senses sparked as I recognized the scent of my mate. My heart raced as I frantically searched among the royal guards, trying to pinpoint the source. The tantalizing aroma grew stronger. It was a scent I had never encountered before, but it felt strangely familiar. Almost like my soul knew it.
Then, my eyes landed on the source, his green eyes locking onto mine as he walked directly toward me. His face was taut, and there was an unforgiving look in his eyes. His lips curled up angrily as my lips parted slightly in shock. Oh no, the Lycan King was my mate, and he did not look happy.
Allissa After the ridge … it was different. We traveled differently. Before it, we had been chasing her. After it, we were planning something. Everyone felt the difference. The pain from the ridge slowly faded. None of us talked about how easily we had been injured. We now understood that we were no match for Onyssa physically. Strength wasn’t our language right now … it was patience. The words Darren had growled into me on that ridge stayed where he put them. In my desperation, he was giving me his strength to hold on to. We made a celestial being, you and I. I know we did, but I didn’t have my celestial baby. And because of this, I still spiraled most evenings, but I waited and did it silently. The only reason I wasn’t breaking was because of him. I knew if I broke, he would too. We needed each other. In order to get Lyra back, we had to hold it together. Darren had started sitting with Thorin at the dusk reports, close enough that their shoulders touched, and neither of t
LyleI sent the word down myself. All clear. Come up. It’s over.Kieran came out of the doors first at a dead sprint. He saw his mother, launched off the top step, and Dayanara caught him out of the air and went down on both knees in the yard dirt to hold him. She shut her eyes and didn’t let go for a long time. My chest finally loosened, watching them.Ember came galloping out next and went straight for Gunnar, who put the little one up on his shoulder. Somewhere above us Ciera laughed, and I realized I hadn’t heard her do that since the night of the party.Gunnar watched his youngest chew on his shoulder guard and made no move to stop it. “We flew through two nights,” he told me. “We weren’t going to camp twice.”
LyleDayanara and Gunnar had been gone longer than anybody had said out loud the night they left. My mate has never once in her life come home early just to ease a man’s chest. But the sky over the southern hills stayed empty morning after morning, and I was getting anxious.I was waiting and guarding the castle. I just didn’t know what I was guarding it from.The children stayed in the heart of the castle, in the warded room with no windows and one door, where the walls hummed with everything my mate layered into them before she flew. We made it a world instead of a shelter, because children can smell the difference. Evette read to them in the mornings and Hessa kept the meals coming. The room that the crown keeps for its worst hour was filled up with blocks and blankets and children’s stories.Kieran ran the place like a very small garrison commander. He posted Ember at the door each night, which Ember understood not at all and performed beautifully, and he gave me reports when I ca
OnyssaI think about this plainly, since no one else alive is old enough to.The gods sealed their bright experiment to my kind’s own heir. A god-sealed bond is a seed, and a seed does what seeds do. In a grown pair it has roots down through everything the two of them are, and pulling it out takes the ground along with it. Their own mongrel histories teach that lesson, the throne that broke such a bond with a blade and bled for it down a hundred years of sons. But in a child the seed is new. It sits shallow, barely beneath the surface of two small hearts. The weeping sky thins the seal, the old words lift the bond out whole, and the wound closes clean because there is hardly any wound to close.That is why it must be now, while she is small. Not cruelty. Every season I wait, the roots go deeper and the kindness costs more, until on
OnyssaThe little prince growled at me.I have been threatened by gods and their weather. I stood in the first dark and watched the world learn what burning was. And on that ridge, a whelp the size of my foot put himself between me and his people, bared his milk fangs, and told the last of the First what she would not be taking, and of everything I left lying in the frost that day, he is the only part I carried home.The rest of them behaved as expected. The pup king got up twice, which I will grant him, since his line has never learned the mercy of staying down. The mother threw her small lightning at me and watched it fail. The water child built her pretty wall, and the soldier put his own body over the boy, which was the only intelligent act performed on that ridge, my own attendance included.I was careful with them. A breath, no fire, weight measured to a hair. They will ache and they will live, and someday, if any of this is ever understood, someone will notice that the monster
AllissaThat was all. Her breath rolled over us, and the world went white with cold and slammed us flat. My lightning grounded out on her scales like rain off a roof. Eira’s wall froze solid in the air and dropped on us in pieces. Squall was knocked spinning by one beat of her wing and hit the shelf hard enough to shake it. I struck the rock and lost the sky, and when I found it again Darren was mid-leap in his white lycan shape and she caught him out of the air under one talon and pinned him to the stone the way a cat pins a leaf.“Enough.”Her cold pressed down on all of us like a hand. Smoke burned like a live coal against my sternum, one point of heat in all that white.“Do you feel it now, little king?” She leaned, only slightly, and the stone cracked under my mate, and the scream tore out of me before I knew it was mine. “This is the lesson the blind one should have taught you at her pools. I was flying before your gods thought to write their rules. If I wanted your deaths, you
AllissaWhen I saw it, I couldn’t believe my eyes. Descending majestically before me was an enormous dragon, its sheer size casting an imposing shadow across the ground. Its scales shimmered like polished obsidian, reflecting the moonlight with an otherworldly gleam. Two vast black wings unfurled fr
The months slipped away, barely recognizable, barely there, and then suddenly it was as if I’d always been alone, like it was normal to pad through the halls without Darren by my side. Calls, messages, each one fleeting, each one hurting as much as it healed. I touched the place where he should hav
AllissaI was losing the war with my own body.Every contraction hit like a meteor, atomic and intense. My knees were up, my hands curled so tight I was gouging the tender skin of my own palms. Sweat slicked my scalp, pooled in the valley of my chest, and trickled down the sides of my face in slow,
The grand ballroom of the Lycan Kingdom was wall-to-wall with every noble, dignitary, and hanger-on that the new alliance could scrape from the edges of the world.I stood at the center of it all, holding my six-month-old daughter in my arms. Lyra was heavier than she looked, which was saying someth







