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Chapter 005
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2025-02-09 12:41:38Avery
“let me out” I wail in frustration, banging the door with all the energy I can muster, hoping someone would be sane enough to free me. Of course that’s just delusion because the moon goddess definitely finds my torture entertaining, if not I wouldn’t be in this situation in the first place. Out of all the people I could possibly be fated with, it just had to be my father’s rival? Just lovely. I sit down on the alpha’s king-sized bed. I have to admit the room looks magnificent. Decorated with different paintings and dark lighting. I am drawn to the dark haunting feel of the room, if only I wasn’t trapped I maybe would have enjoyed the view properly. The door opens and I’m jerked out of my thoughts. Before I see him, I can smell him, a mixture of cedar and pure dominance, sense his overwhelmingly powerful prescence. I hate that his presense makes my wolf purr in excitement, I hate that I can feel the magnetic pull, I hate that I am his fated mate and I hate him in general. As soon as our eyes locked I got up and blocked him from moving forward. He might listen if I put up a fight, the chances are slim but still. “did you miss me?” a sinister smirk plays on his face, who does he think he is? And why do I find it so attractive? “reject me this instant” the words come out of me like venom. His reaction ever so slightly changes but before I can register it he puts on his stoic front again. “I am not going to do that Avery, you will become my luna and i am not going to let you go so you need to make peace with it” his stern look annoys me yet it makes me want to jump on him. “stop fighting our mate, Avery. What is wrong with you?” my wolf scolds me. I shake my head refusing to listen to her nonsense. This man is not a good person and I don’t want anything to do with him. I just want to go back to my pack. This pull I feel will pass but my father’s hatred will not. “I am not doing this back and forth with you. You haven’t eaten properly, you need food” I look at him properly and realize he was holding a tray of food. I was too distracted by him to notice that he was holding food but as soon as I registered it my stomach began to growl in hunger. He was right, I have been malnourished since the day I was brought to this hell hole of a pack. “he brought us food” my wolf yearned in hunger. I shake my head and fold my arms in defiance “not hungry” Kane smirked like he expected my reaction “Suit yourself. But don’t think I’ll let you starve.” His voice is both teasing and dark, a promise laced with certainty. His tone alone made my head spin and wolf purr. Get it together Avery, you are supposed to hate this man. It doesn’t matter how hot he looks or sounds he is still the same man that put you in this situation in the first place. He drops the food on the table at the other side of the room, takes off his shoes and coat and gets on the bed. I focus hard not to look at his toned abs, I really need to stop lusting over this man but it’s everything all at once. His scent, his voice, his aura, his face. Everything about him feels so right but it’s just wrong. I don’t want him, yet I need him as much as I need the food I rejected. This is bad. The alpha is stubborn so I don’t argue about him being on the same bed with me. My wolf is definitely excited though “moon goddess please make this bearable” I mutter under my breath. It’s been at least three hours now and I genuinely think I am losing my mind. I have tossed and turned over a dozen times trying to get this man’s scent out of my mind, get these thoughts out of my head but my wolf is not helping matters at all. She just keeps encouraging every depraved thought that passes my mind. She keeps telling me to allow myself fall for Alpha Kane, I cant do that but every minute that passes makes it harder to resist. The feral urge to let him claim me is mind numbing and I do not know how much I can take. Alpha Kane I watch her toss and turn and it only amuses me. My smirk does not fade as I tell her. “It’s only a matter of time,” I murmur, my voice dripping with confidence. I can already see her losing her mind by rejecting me. I can feel her wolf calling on to mine. Avery meets my gaze, fire burning in hers. “I will never surrender to you.” Her defiance intrigues me, I’ve never met someone as feisty. She’s too stubborn for her own good because if my wolf couldn’t feel hers basically begging for me I might have believed her act but it’s obvious she is rejecting me just because she thinks its wrong. I don’t really care about it being right or wrong, I define my principles and I know she is who I want to make my Luna. Her scent is intoxicating, her beauty can be best compared to ethereal and her confidence exudes the energy of a luna. A woman I would want by my side in good and bad, her father being my enemy is just an added boonus. I have finally gotten back at him where I know it will hurt. After everything that man has put me and my pack through he deserves nothing good. His daughter is the only right thing he has done in his entire pathetic existence. Avery “how long do you think you can fight this? I know you are struggling Avery, I can feel it too” Kane’s confident voice carries the room. It’s dark but I’m sure he has that annoying smirk on. He knows what he is doing and I don’t know how much I can hold back anymore. “I am not fighting anything, please reject me” even though I knew it was pointless “whatever you say Avery, now go to bed”
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Alpha Kane It's already sunrise and I barely slept a wink because of the beautiful yet frustrating girl sleeping peacefully next to me. I thought she would give in over the night, it was quite obvious she was struggling but I've never seen a wolf as stubborn as she is. After our back and forth she slept off and I just stared at her looking so peaceful.Her intoxicating scent of lavender, her long full dark hair, her round face and beautiful eyes hidden away by her lids. Looking at her knowing she rejected me is so painful, how could someone like her reject me? It makes absolutely no sense. Women from all over have thrown themselves at me to make them my Luna but the one woman who happens to be my fated mate wants to fight against our bond?It makes no sense since I know she wants me too but I'm sure she'll come around, maybe if I push her a little she'll see.I watch her flutter her eyelids gently trying to register where she is and then when it clicks she jolts up, like a panic resp
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Avery’s povI wake up with a jolt, panic rushing through my veins when it fully dawns on me that I am on bed with Alpha Kane, how did I get here? I can feel his warm body close to mine and all I can feel in this moment is immense disgust. I try to pick my brain and think hard on what happened last night. In comes in flashes but then I fully remember how he pushed me past my limit until I eventually passed out. I am so mad at him that even my wolf doesn’t protest. I try to force his hand away from my waist so I can leave. "You’re not going anywhere," he taunts, his voice low and filled with dark promise. Does the audacity of this man know no bounds? I am tired of this bloody place already.My pulse races with pure unadulterated rage and my blood boils. I don’t know where I get the strength from but I struggle against him. I can still feel the bond pulse inside me like a living thing, drawing her to him even as I tries to pull away. I can feel the heat between us, undeniable, I absolu
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Avery’s POV My body is finally starting to break down. Days without food or water has finally taken its toll on me. It has left me weak and drained, but my resolve remains unshakable, I wasn't joking when I said I would rather die than give in to Alpha Kane. He is everything I despise, I don't care if we have this insane chemistry or if I find it hard to control myself when he is around, everything he does proves to me why he would make a terrible mate, he is arrogant, proud, annoying, and he doesn't want to let me be. It's like he doesn't understand that I need him to free me from this torment.I know he is incredibly handsome with his toned body, full dark hair, dark eyes that you could fall into and that intoxicating cedar scent that could make any wolf...It's not love it's just lust, Avery it's not love it's just lust. Is the mantra I recite to myself every time I feel like kissing him or doing anything stupid. Every time I feel myself slipping, the fire in my soul flares brigh
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