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Three weeks ago

I thought nothing good was reserved for me. I believed my whole existence was just a mess.

I never knew there was a secret behind this. I thought I had failed in this chapter of my life.

The doors of the church were wide open as I began to sing. The bride entered, her white ball gown—a long-sleeved lace wedding dress with a beaded brooch—gliding gracefully across the church floor.

She was smiling so brightly, her eyes teary with happiness as she tried hard to hold back the tears. With her parents on either side, she began her walk down the aisle, carefully assisted by them.

The groom stood at the end of the aisle, eagerly awaiting her arrival. The guests, filled with emotion, were all smiles—some excited, some teary-eyed, and some already shedding tears. Many were capturing the once-in-a-lifetime experience of their loved ones through photographs.

My voice resonated through the church, creating a magical and surreal atmosphere. The venue was adorned with a variety of flowers, including some rare blooms I had the privilege to see that day, alongside the more common flowers typically used for such events.

Roses, peonies, tulips, and a variety of other flowers filled the venue with their beauty. The entourage wore elegant mint green gowns, each with a unique upper cut, while their partners donned matching three-piece suits in the same shade. The maid of honor’s gown featured a different cut but the same color, while the best man’s attire matched hers in a coordinating three-piece suit.

This wedding was a sensation, capturing the town’s attention. The groom, a politician, has dedicated himself to aiding hundreds of street people, guiding them towards self-sufficiency. His bride, a famous actress, is equally admired for her kindness and her soft spot for orphaned children.

When they requested me to sing at their wedding, I had the perfect song in mind. Few are aware that they are not just best friends but childhood sweethearts, having grown up side by side. Their mothers were also best friends, a bond that was passed down to them.

I’m genuinely happy for them, and I share your hope that they’ll enjoy a long, happy life together. It’s admirable how they’ve stayed true to their feelings despite any external pressures. It’s natural to feel a twinge of envy, especially when you’re shouldering significant responsibilities. However, your path is unique, and your responsibilities, though challenging, are a testament to your strength and character.

As I finished the last song I had prepared for this wedding, everyone took their seats. I glanced at my antique wristwatch and hurried over to the wedding coordinator, who was sitting beside the other staff.

"Hi, Auntie Sol," I greeted her as I saw her sitting with the staff. "Uhm, I’m sorry, but I need to go. I still have to check on my siblings, and it’s time for my mom’s medication," I explained.

She smiled and nodded. "Oh, yes, yes. I’ll send the payment to your bank account; expect it in two to three days, darling," she said, grabbing her purse. I was surprised when she handed me several thousand-peso bills. "Here. Get your mom and siblings something to eat while you’re on your way to the hospital."

I didn’t hesitate for a second and took the money without a second thought.

"Thank you, Tita!" I almost cried. I really needed the cash right now, and I wasn’t about to let even a single peso slip through my fingers. Thick or not, I needed it.

"No worries, Addi. I had a great time listening to your voice, my god. How I wish Kei had that voice too." We both chuckled softly since the ceremony wasn’t over yet, and we didn’t want to disturb anyone. "Oh, Kei left a message. She said to give her a call when you see her." I nodded and smiled before finally saying my goodbyes. "Oh, Addi! One last thing," she called out.

I stopped walking, "Yes?"

She handed me a business card. "I, uh, got it from a friend. It’s not much, but it might help," 

I nodded, smiled, and muttered my thanks before leaving. I looked at the calling card.

Ravi Lincoln Spencer