LOGIN-Tatiana-
I slapped my hands against the cool window and watched the house shrink behind us. Every light in the dining room still blazed. No one left to turn them off. No one left to do anything.
“Why them and not me?” I asked again. “I promise you I am of no use to you alive.”
Why do I have to beg to be killed.I don't want to be sold as a sex slave, Lord please.
“You forgot my mother has a twin. If you’re wiping out the whole family tree, step-brother, you should probably finish the job. Or did you already handle her too?”
My aunt was actually dead, I only wish to get a reaction that wasn't a cold stare and I was failing woefully.
His head turned a towards me. Those pale gray eyes met mine for a beat. Then he looked forward again. The car accelerated onto the highway, and the mansion vanished completely.
The fork I’d been holding at dinner had left little red dents in my palm. I pressed my thumb into them until fresh pain flared. At least that still worked.
I just felt scooped out, like someone had taken everything that made me Tatiana and left this hollow version that kept breathing anyway.
He was younger than the monster I’d built up in my head, maybe thirty, tops. I used to hear his name hissed between my father and his associates when things got ugly.
Kain.
I’d tried to picture him back then, bored in that big empty house. Now he was right here, like a nightmare come true, taking up too much space.
His face would’ve been handsome if it wasn’t so completely blank. Like someone had started carving something beautiful and then walked away.
“Where are we going?” I asked.
He gave nothing.
Men like him probably didn’t waste words on their victims. Too busy murdering families and ruining perfectly good evenings. Or maybe he had a speech problem.
I squinted my eyes at him as I tried to imagine him having difficulty with words.
“I have book club tomorrow. We’re doing Pride and Prejudice. I’m supposed to bring scones. I would really like not to miss it.”
Still zero reaction. Not even a twitch at the corner of his mouth.
“Fine. Keep your secrets.” I leaned back, trying to sound bored instead of terrified. “Just so you know, my scones are always dry. Everyone pretended to like them because Dad is mayor, but they sucked. You’d think being a politician’s daughter would make me better at faking things. Turns out I’m brutally honest in the kitchen.”
I was rambling. I could hear it. But if I stopped talking, the silence would swallow me whole, and I wasn’t sure I’d come back up.
Maybe if I annoyed him enough he’d just pull over and kick me out. Or something.
The car took an exit I didn’t recognize. Salt air slipped through the vents.
Ocean.
My stomach tightened. Cliffs? Or just a quiet stretch of water where no one would ever find me?
I dug my thumb harder into the fork marks. The sting kept me grounded.
“You’re not going to kill me?” I hoped he’d contradict me so I’d at least know.
He didn’t answer right away.
Or maybe he's just deaf. Should I try speaking russian.
“Are you going to sell me?”
That got his attention. He turned fully this time, irritation flickered across his face. It was gone as soon as I saw it.
“No,” He must not be used to using his voice. I concluded.
The single word sent an unwelcome shiver down my spine. I hated it.
“Then what do you want?” I pressed.
He looked away again, out at the dark road, effectively ending the conversation. The cliffs rose like shadows against the night sky ahead of us.
I pressed my thumb deeper into my palm until I felt the skin break. A tiny bead of blood welled up.
Guess I’d find out soon enough.
-Tatiana- I turned my head just enough to meet his eyes. “What about your contact? Any luck finding out why the police think I committed the crime?”“No.” Julian’s voice became even more serious now. “Because of the position your father held before his demise, the case is labelled classified. My guy hit a wall immediately.”“I didn’t even get to bury them,” I murmured as my heart ached further. “I wonder What happened to the house?”I hadn’t had the courage to ask since Julian joined me in this strange captivity. Every time the thought of my parents surfaced, my eyes would sting. I blinked hard and looked out the window instead.I really want to hate you, Kain. I deserve to.We reached the club entrance and none of the cars tailing us peeled off. They’d probably been given orders to park and shadow every move I made tonight.Julian helped me out of the car with a hand on my lower back, playing the part of attentive date really well.One of the things that drew me to him the first tim
-Tatiana-I adjusted the strap of the too-short dress for the third time and stared at my reflection. The girl looking back had flushed cheeks and clear eyes.A month ago I would’ve used this night to run. It's not to late though, to slip something into a drink, steal a car key and disappear. But I was shaving my legs for a man who altered my life completely.The days here had blur into domestic little routines. I didn’t even know what I was doing anymore. Liking him felt like betrayal. Forgetting felt worse.The cool night air brushed my bare legs as I stepped toward the waiting car. Kain stood by the open door, his gaze moved over me, taking my the dress, the heels, the way I’d done my hair like I actually cared.“Behave,” he said quietly. “Don’t get any crazy ideas.”I knew exactly what he meant but it just might be too late to warn me. Crazy ideas were my forte.I smiled anyway, showing all my teeth. “I’ll do my best.”His jaw tightened, but he didn’t stop me. I slid into the ba
-Tatiana-“Something smells good. You cooking for me again, brother dearest?” I slid onto the stool at the kitchen island, letting my bare legs cross slowly. Kain’s knife paused mid-chop, just for a second.“You’re not my sister,” he said, calmly.“Step-sister,” I corrected, leaning forward just enough that my top shifted to expose my chest. “Or did you want me to try something else? Daddy has a nice ring to it.”The knife came down harder than necessary. The sharp crack echoed off the marble. “I’m not playing tonight, Tatiana.”I smiled and reached over, stealing a slice of carrot from his board. It crunched loud between my teeth. “Still sulking about the dress? I had every reason to think Julian sent it. You didn’t put your name on the card, Kain. Rookie mistake for an admirer.”"you think too highly of yourself sweetheart. I got you the dress as an apology for making you cry. don't read too much into it." He kept his back to me, shoulders tight under the dark shirt as he spoke."A
–Tatiana –The sheets carried his scent, that darker edge that always seemed to cling to him. I sat up, shoved my hair back, and stared at the empty space beside me. He must have carried me here after I’d fallen asleep reading to him on the sofa. Again.Perfect. Nothing says “I have my shit together” like getting tucked in by the man you’re supposed to keep at arm’s length.I needed water. My throat was raw, my head fuzzy. I swung my legs out and padded barefoot toward the kitchen, the silk nightdress whispering against my thighs with every step.Halfway down the hall, I heard him humming in a relaxed tone. Kain? And boy he sings. The sound wrapped around the corner. I stopped, one hand pressed to the wall, listening. I’d never heard him do that. It felt oddly intimate, like catching him without armor.I stepped into the kitchen.He stood at the counter, his back to me, pouring coffee. The hum continued for another second, easy and warm, before he turned.The smile that hit his face
-Tatiana-I didn’t expect him to come back for me.I was curled up in bed with my book, and now Kain was standing in the doorway like a man who’d just clawed his way out of hell. His eyes found mine across the dark room, raw in a way that made my stomach tighten.“I didn’t mean to make you cry earlier,” he said, voice low.“You are not worth my tears.” I swiped at the last of the stupid tears and sat up fast, silk slipping higher on my thighs. His gaze dropped there and heat crawled up my neck.“You have no idea what you saw,” he continued. “Sonya is dead.”That was all he gave me. No explanation, I was sure pushing would get me nowhere. Fine. I didn’t want his secrets anyway.“You don’t have to explain,” I said, lifting my chin. “It’s none of my business.”His jaw flexed. Stubborn bastard. Before I could brace myself he crossed the room in three strides and scooped me up. One arm under my knees, the other behind my back, pulling me tight against his chest.“Kain?”He didn’t answer
— Kain —Sonya’s name lodged in my throat as I came to consciousness.I remained motionless in the darkness, breath uneven, the remnants of the dream clinging to me with the stubbornness of smoke after fire. The room was cold. The sheets twisted around my waist. Somewhere beyond the glass walls, the sea struck violently against the cliffs below the house.The nightmare had changed again.For years, every time I closed my eyes to sleep all I saw was the same white hospital lights, grey corridors, doctors speaking too carefully because they already knew no words would matter. Sonya's pregnant body pale against the sheets. Too much blood. Not enough time. The child I never got to hold.But lately the dream had begun turning into something else halfway through, reshaping itself before I could wake from it. Sonya’s dark hair lightened strand by strand until auburn spilled across the pillow instead. Her face blurred and sharpened again into Tatiana’s. Grey eyes stared up at me while blood s







