Chapter 53 – Lance The night was surely promising in a lot of ways not exactly for me but for Jayler and his journey. I know things are moving a lot faster than it should be but I feel like it’s just fitting that I introduce him to this world now rather than waiting just to take things at a slower pace. This is going to be his first time seeing a drag show and I just thought it’s just the perfect place for the introduction and I’m pretty certain that he’ll have a blast while still learning about the stuff that he needs to learn. I’m likely to believe that he’ll be shocked with the vibrant culture and the myriad of gay stuff that he’ll be learning tonight but he’s going to have a good time. “Here we are,” I mouthed once we got out of the taxi. “The Babylon Club.” “Okay. This is where we are meeting your friends?” He asked observing the entrance of the club. “Yes this is where all of the fun stuff happens.” I trailed reassuring him that we’ll be having some fun tonight. “Me and my fr
Chapter 54 – Lance Jayler just shook his head at the simple question that he doesn’t know what a twink is. Of course he doesn’t know that, he’s barely even out to the world and the job is to educate him with all of the things that he needs to know including defining what a twink is. Even if he ends up being straight which is still up in the air, educating him about LGBTQIA+ community is a must. He’s curios enough and there’s this famous saying that says “curiosity killed the cat” and I won’t let him be how the cat ends up. Not literally kill him but I won’t let his curiosity bring any kind of harm towards him. “You, a twink is someone like you.” Holding the glass of her newly refilled Margarita with such effortless grace, Dianna pointed towards Jayler. I looked at him and I could already tell that the wheels inside Jayler’s head are turning. “I…I’m confused.” Jayler was still shaking his head. “You see, there are different types of gays.” I began stepping into the forefront. It’s t
Chapter 55 – Lance A mix of vodka and nicotine lingered from Jayler’s mouth as he eagerly sucked my lower lip with such wetness. I was just trying to put him to bed knowing that he’s already fucked up wasted but he seemed to have gained his consciousness back once he realized we weren’t at the Babylon Club anymore. I gently kissed him back just to let him know that I’m aware of what’s currently happening but the truth was, I don’t really have the right strength to fight back and somehow, I’m thinking that I should be mindful of my actions. I’m still aware of the blatant fact that Jayler’s still a minor and even if he’s turning eighteen in the next few weeks or so, it’s really not a valid reason for me to give him everything intimately sensual that he wanted. I attempted to unfasten my lips from his. I was slowly and carefully pulling away hoping that he’d be sleepy enough to let me go but then he noticed what I was trying to move away. He grabbed the back of my head pulling me back wi
Chapter 56 – Jayler I have never seen nor even heard of a drag show or a drag queen before and now that I’m seeing one right in front of my eyes, I’m feeling excited and elated to learn that something sickening and incredible like this exists. The fact that I’ve been to several clubs and house parties before only to learn about this wonderful art now was just fantastic. The Babylon Club was surely the first gay club that I’ve entered in my entire party life and while it looked just like every other club, I was still in pure shock. The amount of gay people and also straight people who support the community was just shockingly amazing to see. Everybody’s just confident and aren’t afraid to be themselves. I guess this is a safe space for most of these people. My parents would surely succumb to death just by entering this wonderful place. They would most probably deem this place as an entrance to hell which was just wildly absurd. I was just as nervous about meeting Lance’s group of frie
Chapter 57 – Jayler By sound of it, Lance seemed like he’s traumatized by things moving faster than it should’ve. For me, I don’t think things moving faster between us was something to be scared of but that’s only because I haven’t been in this place before. Everything that’s going on is entirely new to me and if this is how our relationship is going to go, I’m all aboard with it. And I don’t see any reason as to why something like this can be so scary to him. He doesn’t have to worry about anything because I’m not like playing around him or that I’m just moving along with the flow. I really do like him, I’m pretty sure of that. He makes me happy and I feel like I could just be myself around him. I don’t have to think about my actions because frankly he’s the nicest guy that I’ve met. He opened my eyes about the fact that I really do like guys and if it weren’t for him, I might still be trying to force myself to like girls. This night proved to be something of a great experience that
Chapter 58 – Jayler Waking up the next morning with someone topless right beside me felt extremely new to me and yet I’m thankful and glad that it had to be the person that I have good feelings and great adoration for. I almost don’t remember the last time I had a sleep over mostly because I’m not allowed, having a very religious and strict parents like what I have was utterly constricting. And I’m pretty sure someone’s already looking for me back at home most definitely Lala. I ignored all of those thoughts and I’m just going to pretend that my sister would cover up for me. Fuck it, I’m having a very good time with someone I like and this actually felt good, even better than hanging out with Jasper and Kenneth. I’m not saying that I’m not having a good time when I’m hanging out with them but spending my time with the person that I have kissed multiple times, with the person that makes me smile, with the person that makes my heart skip a beat makes things feel even more fun, exciting
Chapter 59 – Lance I have never been this effortlessly happy in my entire life. I know it’s way too early to say those words but it’s just the lingering truth and I’m already claiming the positive energy all with open heart. Jayler was the sole reason for that happiness and I’m just basking in the glory of the joy and security that I’m getting around him. I am glad that I got to know Jayler motherfucking Mendoza. I’m highly thankful to the gods above that I got to know him even better and I wouldn’t exchange it for anything else in the world. I wouldn’t exchange this beautiful relationship for a better career. I wouldn’t exchange this wonderful human being for money or fame or power. “Can I do the cooking?” Jayler asked sneaking up behind me. He gave me a clingy hug on my waist as I was turning on the stove and I felt incredible that I could just faint in the moment. “You sure ‘bout that?” I turned my head and looked at him. His hair was still messy and frizzy brought about by the w
Chapter 60 – Lance I sat at the couch and stared blankly above the ceiling. My mind and heart seemed to begin cooperating with each other to feel whatever hormones’ acting up. I feel ecstatically happy with everything and I didn’t know I was smiling all alone with my phone on my chest. “I love you too,” The words echoed back and forth throughout my head and my heart wouldn’t stop from pumping fast. That was Jayler’s last response to what I said before we ended the conversation over the phone. I didn’t’ expected myself to utter those three words with eight letters towards Jayler but then I wasn’t buckled up for his eventual response. I just succumbed to death out of the overwhelming dosage of happiness and elation that I’m feeling. I haven’t heard those specific words in quite a very long time and I thought I would never hear them again. But here I am now staring at the ceiling and I could still hear the words reverberating as if bouncing back and forth. I can’t believe I just said