Xavier looked down at her, gaze so different from before. “I want nothing to do with you…”
“But you said th—”“Forget about what I said, it was all a lie… I wasn’t using Celeste, I was using you.”The vulnerable look in Celia’s eyes hardened and even though her heart ached, she wouldn’t let him see. “It’s harsh, but it’s okay… I hope you didn’t think I’d crawl behind you like a lost puppy and beg for your love, because I won’t.”“I’m glad, now if you’d just…just leave me the f*ck alone.”***Celia remembered those words like they were said to her just yesterday. It was on the day that she was set free from her prison cell, she had followed him outside only to be greeted by not a smile, but an expression of anger, of hate.He had been staggering, he had looked so darn pitiful and weak that she wanted to help, but she had been too inquisitive…for as he said, he wanted nothing to do with her…Why hadn’t he told her that before though?Why hadn’t he rejected her the very first time they met in the forest —just outside the border— instead of smiling in her face? His eyes had been so gentle, his touch too. She knew he was a rogue, someone who could be dangerous, but somehow under his gaze, she had felt safe…His handsome face had been so close to hers, his breath fanning her skin as he whispered…‘Checkmate’Celia was confused until his hand had hesitantly grabbed hers and sparks that had been unknown to her before flew. That day, she had been so lost in his beautiful hazel eyes that she had followed him home…Now that was the part she regretted…if she hadn’t followed him home, then she wouldn’t have ended up in his bed and the euphoria she had felt would not be stuck in her head even today.If she hadn’t followed him home, then she would’ve never betrayed her pack…he had spoken to her in a way that she understood, in a way that made her pity him. And so for him, she had betrayed her own sister and her own alpha and now after doing it all for nothing, she didn’t have the courage to go back.If she hadn’t followed him home, then the hole in her heart would not have existed, this feeling of longing, the desire to have him; she wouldn’t be feeling any of that.But she did follow him home, and that was something she could never take back. She wanted the love he had promised her, the days that would be filled with nothing but happiness.She wanted the attention he’d give her…it seems he knew it was something she strived off of, so he pretended he could give all of his to her. She wanted his touch, wanted to see his smiles, but she would never beg him for it.Then if so, why was she standing just outside the border of his pack land?Why was she fully sprayed over with mask and dressed in full black?Why was her heart pumping so aggressively against her chest?Why…why was she here?Three years have passed, but no matter how much she tried, she couldn’t forget him, so how in heaven’s name could she stay hidden behind the woods while her mate gets taken away from her?Tonight was the day of the ball, she heard about it while buying herself a bottle of mask. The alpha king would have to choose a woman to love after three years of not finding his mate. A king could not rule without a queen beside him, it was something he had to do…but still…How could he do it and know in his heart that she existed?How could he think about other women when she couldn’t stop thinking about him…?The sensual way he kissed her…The torturous pleasure every single movement of his hips had put her through…How in heaven’s name could he forget that when she couldn’t?Did he really want nothing to do with her?He couldn’t…but then again, if he wanted her, why hadn’t he once staked out to find her?Celia wiped the sweat from her forehead, he didn’t want her which was why she was trying so hard to not want him and even though it’d be a torture to watch him choose somebody else tonight…she had to.She was not going to force herself on him. She just wanted to see if he’d really do this to her…if he really wanted nothing to do with her.She had a dress and a shoe in her bag…as soon as she made it inside without being spotted, she’d put them on and blend in.She wouldn’t let him see her, after all he’s done, he didn’t deserve to.*******A/N// Woah! And it has began...I hope all my previous readers are still interested in reading!😩Next chap we'll see my man Xavier!Celia had to commend herself, she got into a pack as dangerous as the Alpha king’s with little to no effort, but then again, everybody was busy or rather distracted by the ball. It had already started, in fact, it has been going on for some time now. Slow songs were playing and women and men were lined out across the floor. Celia stayed in the corner, her eyes fixated on the man sat on the very top of the podium between the previous Alpha king and the former Luna. His eyes swept across the floor, his hand holding up his chin. According to Celia, nothing about him changed, his hazel orbs were still as captivating as the very first time she looked in them, and everything else as well. His whole physique had her in chains and even though many scents floated across the room, his was the strongest… It kept tempting her, making her want to go to him and the fact that her wolf kept whispering ‘mate’ in her head made the situation even worst. Back when she had first met him, she wasn’t ab
Xavier stepped down from his high seat, walking confidently down the steps at the side of the podium. Without hesitance, he lodged himself before the women who cowered at his presence. Whispers could be heard among the room and yet Xavier didn’t waver, his eyes were so cold, so serious...even as they ran along the beautiful faces of the unmated girls. “You...” He pointed at one of them and with eyes as wide as saucers and a racing heart, Celia watched as the girl he called upon stepped forward. “Yes alpha...” Her voice was soft, her head bowed...it seems she had been trained for this. “What’s your name?” “A-Anna Treston.” Xavier took a step towards her, lifting her chin and Celia’s heart felt as though a rope was tied tight around it. Would he re— “Step aside Anna...I don’t think you’re her...” The girl bowed her head and did as told and Xavier continued onto the other girls. One by one he analysed them until no more was left and only then did he step back. “I choose...” He tra
"You smell like her...you smell so much like her...Celeste my love." His face drew even closer to her neck and on the soft skin, he laid a gentle kiss. "You kinda look like her too or maybe it's just that I miss her too much." Celia's face hardened as she pushed him away, the pain in her heart unbearable. "Don't touch me when you're thinking about someone else, you want nothing to do with me, act like it." She stomped her way towards the exit, but just before she opened up the door Xavier grabbed her. "You can't leave, I'll advise them to kill you if you go out there." "Don't think for a second that it's Celeste you're talking to, I'm a beta, I'm not weak...I survived a war on sheer will power, I can survive anything else." She tried pulling her hand out of his, but Xavier pulled her against his chest. "I'm sure you wouldn't be able to win a fight against Kail if he came out there for you, and furthermore, I chose you...you'll have to stay...you'll have to be Luna." "I did not as
Slowly he reached for her face, wiping the single teardrop that streamed down her cheek. “Don’t cry, at least not because of me...” Celia shifted away from him. “Don’t touch me, you’ve done enough and you’ve said enough too. I swear to god I hate you with every string that makes up my heart and nothing you do will ever change that. I regret coming here, I should’ve stay away from you, but my stupidity apparently has no bounds.” She wiped her eyes and refused to fixate them on him. “I want to go back home, to my people, to Celeste...I shouldn’t have had to lose my old life because of you.” “It’s harsh, but I can’t let you go back...at least not yet...” He grabbed her by the wrist again and continued to pull her down the hall. It seems the ball was over because when they went back onto the floor, only a few persons were inside. Xavier pulled her pass them all and headed up a long narrow stairs. “My room is at the very top, that’s where you’ll be staying and just in case you even thin
Celia had set a clock in her mind to wake up in the middle of the night and she actual did. She had fell asleep on the floor moments ago and now when her eyes were open, her view was different. She wasn’t on the blankets on the floor, wasn’t covered from head to toe in the sheets she had taken from the closet. Instead, she was wrapped up in Xavier’s arms on his bed. It was surprising, especially since she couldn’t pick up on when exactly he had changed her location, but the wolf within her was glad he did. The warmth that radiated from his body was more comforting than the one she got from the blankets, his scent was even stronger this way too, and tingles ran along her skin like hands. Celia pushed closer to him, basking in the beautiful sensation until she remembered just what she had woken up for. She was going to leave, straight out that window. He really shouldn’t have underestimated her, she could do things that some men couldn’t, and even though she hated leaving, she hated s
Celia didn’t sleep, she couldn’t, her eyes remained open until the sun rose outside. She could see it through the curtains, hear as birds chirped and yet instead of thanking the goddess for life, she was condemning her. Why was she doing this to her? She understood that she had been a wicked little girl in her past, but couldn’t that woman see that she had changed? She had wanted so bad to leave this place last night and Xavier had made a mockery out of her because she couldn’t. She could hear his breaths, his constant sighs, he didn’t sleep either and Celia was glad. Bastard... Sitting up on the blanket, she stretched and forced a yarn for more emphasis. “Apparently there’s no rest for the wicked.” She then stood to her feet and looked over at him. He was laid on his back, sweat dotted all over his forehead as though he was drowning in a fever, Celia could care less, she wanted him dead anyway. “What now? You’re going to leave and latched the door from outside? You’re cruel enoug
“What did you call my son?” His voice was low, but it had this eerily dark chill to it. Celia wasn’t really scared, but she was a little intimidated. “X-Xavier...?” The man’s eyes flashed red and his hand came down heavily on the table almost throwing away the food stashed out across it. “I told you to take this god forsaken creature out of here, I’ll break her neck before this day ends. A rogue doesn’t belong here.” Xavier sighed, looking over at her. “Celia what did I—” Celia interrupted him looking over at his father. “And isn’t it ironic that ‘Xavier’ belongs here even though he was a rogue? I’m not a rogue, stop addressing me as though I’m a nobody because my scent is tainted, I have a pack, I wasn’t kicked out, I chose to leave.” “Then go back and leave my son alone.” “It’s your son that keeps holding me captive, I’d have left if he allowed it. Why don’t you tell him to stop keeping me here against my will? Tell him to let me go hom—” Xavier stood up abruptly, grabbing her
A drawled moan left her lips as he removed his teeth from her neck and his hand dipped even lower beneath her panty, grabbing onto one of her ass cheeks. “All mine now.” And Celia’s wolf howled with nothing but pride in her chest. He licked the tender mark, the sudden action making Celia tremble against him. She felt as though she was living in a world of bliss, her arousal was so thick in the air and slick now coated her walls in gallons. She wanted him, she had wanted him for so long and no— “That was to make sure you stay and this...” He lowered her drawers until it fell down to her ankles. “Is to make sure you stay too.” Celia’s eyes glided up to stare into his, the torn shirt falling right off her shoulders. “Why...? Why do you want me to stay?” “Because...” Xavier trailed off, his dark eyes dropping down to her beautiful firm breast. “Because I can’t con—” Both Xavier and Celia turned towards the door when two knocks sounded from it. Within seconds it was pushed open and Xa