MY CRUSH
The loud unbarable yells and baby cries from down stairs were what woke me up from my nap.“Oh gosh” while yawning and stretching my arms wide open.
I clumsily stepped off my bed almost tripping from the wooden chair my eyes had missed. I yawned then slowly walked out into the lounge.
“So, you are back?” I asked my mother who had just entered the door.
A smile appeared on her puffy face and I knew she was exhausted. Working at Rush’s dry clean and washing store wasn’t an easy job.
Well most people in the Eastside of Mino City hated washing their clothes especially men, making Rush’s dry clean and washing store the most crowded place to be. She would leave the house early in the morning before I even get up for school and come back at the latest hours of the evening when I’m asleep, although I would normally wait for her to show up.
I guess the feeling of also losing her was what drove me to stop myself from falling asleep. Just like my late father would say, “A great soldier never blinks.”
I also was not going to sleep if I didn’t see my mother walk through the front door, even if it took a decade I would stay awake.
“Let me help you” I insisted.
I carefully pulled her old yellow sandals off her small foot which was decorated with grenish veins.
“So, tell me how was school?” she asked.
“It was normal I guess” I replied as I sat near her.
“Good” with a smile on her face. “So, tell me, how is your friend?”
“You mean Apple?” I asked.
She nodded.
“She’s good” I replied. “Plus, she’s in a school debating team which will be competing with other schools.”
“That’s nice”
It was no secret that my mother liked Apple who happened to be Mr. Sun’s granddaughter. My mother was good friends with Apple’s grandfather who I never liked by the way. I guessed their friendship was built in Rush’s dry cleaning and washing store since the old man always took his coats for dry cleaning.
“Don’t you have a homework to do?” she asked while turning on the television.
I knew very well that she was just trying to get rid of me since she was going to watch her soaps which I hated by the way. They were so dramatic and boring just like her if I may say.
“I do actually”
I kissed her on the forehead like always did then went inside my bedroom. I looked around my hallow room then slowly walked toward my single bed. I rested my head on the yellow-ish pillow behind me facing the old ceiling above me. Strangely I found myself recalling the day the police officers came to report that they had found my little brother’s corpse after being reported missing for a whole week.
They had found his body dumped in the lake after being sexually assaulted and all his toes cut. It was unbelievable that people could really do such evil to a nine-year-old child.
Tears started running down my cheeks without me realizing it.
My ear suddenly caught the noise from the railing sirens which I knew belonged to police cars.
In this part of Mino City sirens were music to our ears and death was the song to our lips.
I stared at the flying moth which kept flying around and around the light bulb. My eyelids started feeling heavier and heavier until I finally lost light.
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The whole history lesson my eyes were focused on Sorrow who was seated on a desk located on the third row as I carefully sketched him on my sketch book. The tapping of his pen on his calculator was music to my ears.
The siren suddenly went on as everyone got up and rushed out to break without waiting for Mr. Winter to dismiss them.
Crazy enough Sorrow remained seated as I watched him while I slowly took out my lunch box from my bag.
“Tell your classmates to write page six and eight” Mr. Winter said looking at Sorrow.
“Yes Sir” replied Sorrow.
“Now you can go to break” Mr. Winter said walking out.
“Siren!” yelled Apple standing near the window. “Are you taking out an army or a lunchbox in there?”
Sorrow let out a short laughter while getting up from his seat and heading out to his crowd of friends who were waiting for him in the corridor.
He had just laughed at me and I wasn’t sure what to feel. Was it bad? Or was it good?
“Hey!” yelled Apple walking toward me as she placed her lunch box on my desk. “What’s up?”
“Nothing” I replied taking my lunch box out of my bag. “Shall we go?”
“Of course,” she replied leading the way.
We walked inside the crowded eating zone as we sat on one of the thousand tables.
“Guess what?” said Apple.
“What?” I asked as I watched Sorrow and his crowd of friends approached the eating zone.
All his friends were talking and laughing but he said nothing. Only walked liked a model on a runway.
All the girls kept turning from their tables as they moved passed them.
“Siren!” yelled Apple banging the table. “I’m talking to you.”
“Sorry” I said moving my eyes to her.
She suddenly laughed.
“What?” I asked looking confused.
“Don’t tell me you are still thinking about what happened yesterday” she said.
“Yesterday?” I asked.
“The dancers” replied Apple.
“OH” I said.
“To tell you the honest truth I thought they were going to mug us” said Apple.
“Yeah” I replied.
She then turned back then quickly looked back at me all red.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“Sorrow” she said in a whisper.
I moved my eyes around and that was when I saw him and his friends sitting on a table behind us.
“He’s right behind us” she said softly.
“Yeah, he is” I replied with a smile on my face.
Suddenly the speaker went on as Mrs. Legion’s voice was heard.
“Dear students can all the students doing debate join me in room twenty” she said.
“I have to go” said Apple getting up.
“I’ll wait up for you” I said.
“Sure” she said heading toward the other girls who were also in the debate team.
I watched them until they disappeared down the hallway.
MY ARTThe smoke slowl skid out my lips which were pressed into a thin line. Their eyes seemed to move with me as they passed by. “Hi pretty,” a black haired man said passing by.After that sentence I felt my stomach hurt. It was just disgusting for someone as old as Plot to make that remark, especially to someone who was young enough to be his daughter. Something about his eyes seemed shady.The footsteps approaching caught my attention as the cigarette on my hand dropped on the ground. It had to be him, Jack.A familiar face appeared instead of Jack. “shit,” I mumbled pulling my hoodie up.“Siren, what are you doing out here so late?” she asked, almost pulling out her pistol from her coat.Shit April had just saw me. What was I going to tell her about being out at night.“Hi,” I nervously said.“You almost scared me you death,” she said with her with
FAMILY I walked up the stairs, feeling tired. A woman walked pass we me almost knocking me down. “Aah,”“I sorry,” she said picking up one of my crutches that had fell on the floor.“I am fin,” I replied that us when I recognized her.Long nevy black hair, eyeshadow and a red lipstick. She wore a shirt red dress, revealing her tiny thighs. “lola,”Her eyes widen. “Sister Siren,”“You okay,” I asked reaching my hand to her small face, which I recognized had a few bruises.The broken lip was what caught my eye. She jerked back with tears gathered in her eyes.“I am sorry?” before running up the stairs.I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces. I was sure she was also in the same trouble as I was, having to have sex with every men in order to get a place to stay.I needed to help her, help her get out of that li
LET ME SAVE YOUWe stared at the view of the Mino city. “it’s been long since we sat here,” I began.“Yeah,”I turned to face her. “Are you really getting married?” I asked in a more serious tone.I noticed her face turning pale. “You don’t want to, do you?”“I have to go,”I held her hand. “please get me down,”“Apple, I can help you,”Tears gathered her eyes. “How? How can you help me Siren?”Her voice sounded sad and hurt at the same time.“How can you help me if my grandfather has already arranged a marriage for me? A marriage with a man don’t even know?”My eyes widen. “Let run away,” my voice came out unclear.“Run away?” she asked.“Yeah, let run away from Mino city let go far away,”“How abo
CLOSURE I stared at my mother who was folding the few clothes in their baskets.“Can I take a break?” I asked.“You can eat here,” she replied handing me my lunch box.“I mean outside,”She rose an eyebrow.“I won’t be long. Please.”She let out a sigh. “One of the girls will go with you,”“No, I will be fine on my own. You don’t have to worry about me, plus I am healing,”“Fine, but two minutes,”I smiled shortly as I got up.“Two minutes,”“Yes mother,”I walked out the crowded shop. I leaned against the wall as I slid my hand in my jacket’s pocket. I came out with a cigarette and lighter.Slowly I burnt it but as I slipped it inside my mouth. The scent of smoke filled my nose. I rested my head on the wall as I stared at the blue sky.I
NEW PATH?Hendrik’s body hands strangled me.“Now die bitch,”His grip got tighter and tighter, as I tried pulling his huge hand off my neck. “St…”My eyes rapidly opened as the sound of railing sirens filled my ears.I gently moved the blanket off my body, while I stepped on the floor. I slowly forced myself up. Crazy enough my body didn’t feel that aching anymore.I took baby steps heading to the door. I pulled the door open and walked inside the dark sitting room. The memories of Jin running around the sitting room while pulling my long skirt flashed in my mind.I quickly shook that memory off my head as I walked to the balcony.Cold wind blew my hair as I stared at the k-building which was a few meters from the L-building I was in.My eyes rushed at every corner of the flat window visible to my eyes, but there was no sign of her.“Sh
HUNT MESMICK’S KILLERSI stared at the wrecked up door before me. I took one last breath before slowly moving my hand to it. I knocked twice then waited. The laughter inside caught my ear. as I knocked again.I heard footstep approaching the door as my body started sweating. What was I doing? Why was I here? What was I going to say to him?He pulled the door open as his face appeared. “Siren,” he said in pure shock.“Hi,” I nervously said forcing out a smile. “Can I come in?”“Sure, yeah please,” opening the door for me.I walked pass him as the cigarette smoke entered my nose. The sight of most in the room created by the smoke caught my attention not that I minded. “The bandages, they are gone,”“I got them removed yesterday,” I replied walking toward the couches which I recognized were occupied.Three familiar faces caught my attent