MasukCelyne POV
Clara’s reaction is immediate.
“Are you insane? Or are you drunk?” she explodes, pacing across the marble floor like a storm in designer silk. “Tell me this is shock talking. Tell me you’re not actually planning to risk your life for strangers.”
I don’t flinch.
“I already made the calls last night,” I say quietly. “I have an appointment at a fertility clinic in three hours.”
Her head snaps toward me. “You what?”
“I’m going.”
Clara lets out a sharp, disbelieving laugh. “Celyne, you were diagnosed a week ago.”
“I know.”
“You have stage two ovarian cancer.” Her voice cracks around the word. “Your body needs immediate treatment, not hormones. Not pregnancy.”
I grip the edge of the counter to steady myself. “They’re taking my uterus within the year.”
“And that means you gamble with the months you have left before surgery?” she fires back. “You don’t even know if you’re fit to carry a child right now! What if something happens along the way to you or the baby?”
She continued, “Have you thought about that?”
“I’ll find out today.”
Her anger only grows.
“You think this is poetic?” she demands. “You think this is some kind of dramatic final chapter where you prove something to the universe?”
I don’t answer.
Her eyes narrow.
“Or is this about Alexander?”
The name slices through me.
Clara doesn’t stop.
“If you think getting pregnant for someone else is some twisted way to prove a point to Alexander Hale and his family, then you are clearly stupid.”
The word lands harder than malignant ever did.
Stupid.
I stare at her, hurt flaring behind my ribs. I don’t defend myself. I don’t explain that this has nothing to do with Alexander’s betrayal, or the humiliation of walking away from him five years ago while his family looked at me like I was disposable.
I just walk away.
“Celyne—” she calls, but I don’t turn back.
The fertility clinic smells like antiseptic and expensive hope.
White walls. Soft music. Women with hopeful eyes sitting beside men who look terrified and reverent all at once.
A nurse calls my name.
“Ms. Celyne?”
I rise.
Inside the doctor’s office, I’m handed a stack of documents. Consent forms. Risk acknowledgments. Liability waivers that read like quiet warnings.
Full-body tests follow.
Blood drawn.
Ultrasound.
Hormone panels.
A cold wand pressing against a part of me that soon won’t exist.
I stare at the ceiling while machines hum.
Later, the doctor sits across from me, hands folded.
“We ran your results,” he says carefully. “The cancer is localized, but pregnancy will accelerate hormonal activity.”
“I know.”
“It is not medically advisable for you to carry a child in your condition.”
“I know.”
He studies me.
“You were referred by someone very close to me,” he continues slowly. “That is the only reason I am even entertaining this discussion.”
I swallow.
“I am asking you not to deprive me of this,” I whisper. “One chance. One time before it’s gone.”
He leans back.
“Delaying treatment can worsen your prognosis. I hope you’re aware of that.”
“I don’t care.”
His gaze sharpens. “You should.”
“As long as it doesn’t affect the baby.”
Silence stretches between us.
Finally, he exhales.
“I will allow the process to begin,” he says. “But you will return in one month for observation. If there are complications, we stop.”
Relief floods me so violently I almost cry.
“Thank you.”
“Go home,” he adds. “And think carefully. You still have time to change your mind.”
I don’t intend to.
The weeks that follow are torture.
Every morning I wake with fear lodged in my throat.
What if it doesn’t work?
What if it does?
I notice small changes—fatigue that feels different from illness. A strange tenderness in my chest. A faint wave of nausea that makes Clara watch me with worried eyes.
She doesn’t bring up Alexander again.
But the silence between us holds his name.
At night, I press my hand to my stomach and whisper apologies to a future I’m building recklessly.
One month later, I sit on the edge of an examination bed while a nurse draws blood again.
The wait is worse this time.
The doctor returns with a file.
He doesn’t smile.
“You’re one week along,” he says.
For a second, I don’t understand.
Then it hits me.
Pregnant.
I stare down at my stomach like it’s something sacred.
I should feel joy.
I should feel triumph.
Instead, I feel… suspended.
“Your levels are stable for now,” he continues. “But we need to monitor you closely.”
I nod absently, still holding my abdomen.
“There’s something else,” he says gently. “The intended parents are here today. They’d like to meet you.”
My heart stutters.
“Today?”
“Yes.”
He rises. “Stay here. I’ll have the nurse call you shortly.”
An hour later, a knock sounds against the door.
“Ms. Celyne?” the nurse says softly. “They’re ready.”
My legs feel unsteady as I follow her down the corridor.
Every step echoes.
We stop outside a private consultation room.
The nurse opens the door.
And the world tilts.
Alexander Hale stands by the window, sunlight cutting sharp lines across his impossibly familiar face.
Tall.
Immaculate.
Controlled.
Beside him stands a woman in a tailored ivory suit, elegant and composed. Her dark hair falls perfectly over one shoulder.
“Elara Wynn,” the nurse says warmly. “Mr. and Mrs. Hale—your intended parents.”
Mrs.
The word slams into my chest.
Alexander turns slowly.
Our eyes meet.
Recognition flares first.
Then shock.
Then something darker.
Elara’s manicured hand slides possessively into the crook of his arm as she smiles at me politely.
“So,” she says, voice smooth and curious, “you’re our surrogate. What a small world.”
And in that moment, I realize the universe has a cruel sense of humor.
Because the child growing inside me—
Is Alexander’s.
The same Alexander.
Alexander povThe house had never felt this quiet before.Not peaceful.Not calm.Just… empty.Alexander loosened his tie slowly as he stepped into his room, exhaustion sitting heavily on his shoulders. The day had been long, but somehow returning home felt worse.These days, everything felt worse.He dropped his phone on the table and rubbed a hand over his face before walking toward the window.The city lights stretched endlessly outside, cold and distant against the dark sky.Usually, work distracted him.
Clara povI watched her carefully the moment she sat down.Celyne.My best friend.But today… she didn’t feel like the version of her I was used to.She looked tired in a way that wasn’t just physical. It was deeper. Heavier. Like something had been pressing on her for too long and she was only now finding the courage to speak.Her fingers stayed wrapped around her glass, not drinking, just holding it like it was the only thing keeping her grounded.“I don’t understand it anymore,” she said suddenly.Her voice was quiet, but it carried weight.I didn’t interrupt.That was important.Celyne didn’t usually open up like this unless she had already been carrying it alone for too long.“I keep going back and forth,” she continued. “Hospital… home… hospital again. It’s like I can’t just breathe in one place and be fine.”Her hand moved slightly toward her stomach, protective without thinking.And that told me everything I needed to know.This wasn’t just stress.This was fear.Deep fear.“I
Celyne POVI stood at the entrance for a moment before stepping inside.Home.It looked the same.The same walls. The same furniture. The same quiet atmosphere that used to feel comforting.Now it felt different.Wrong, almost.Like nothing had changed… except me.I slowly walked in, my steps careful, my body still weak from the hospital, but my mind even more awake than before.Because this time—I was not the same person who left this house.I paused slightly, my hand tightening around my bag.Never again.The words echoed softly in my mind.Never again will I ignore that feeling.Never again will I pretend I don’t see what I see.Never again will I trust too quickly.My eyes lifted.And I saw them.Everyone was here.Waiting.Watching.And acting like nothing had happened.Like I didn’t almost die.Like I wasn’t still carrying something fragile inside me.A soft smile appeared on Vivian’s face as she stepped forward.“Welcome back, dear,” she said gently, her voice warm.Too warm.
Vivian POVNews travels fast.But in this house—It never arrives by accident.I stood by the window, my fingers lightly resting against the glass as I stared out into the quiet night. The city stretched endlessly before me, glowing, alive, unaware.Unlike me.Because I was very aware.Of everything.“She survived.”The words lingered in my mind, not as a shock—But as an inconvenience.A small one.I exhaled slowly, my expression unchanged.“I expected as much,” I murmured under my breath.Celyne had always been… stubborn.Fragile in appearance.But stubborn where it mattered.Still—That didn’t mean she was untouchable.Nothing is.My fingers tapped lightly against the glass, once, twice, before I pulled away and walked toward the center of the room.Calm.Composed.As always.Because panic—Was for people who didn’t plan ahead.A soft knock came at the door.“Come in,” I said without turning.The door opened.Light footsteps followed.“Elara.”I didn’t need to look to know it was h
Alexander POVThe city lights stretched endlessly beyond the tinted window, blurring into streaks of gold and white as the car moved forward.I barely noticed them.My mind was elsewhere.As always.“Well… I guess the day has come,” I muttered under my breath.To sit across from a man I knew too well.A man who never asked for anything—Without already deciding the outcome.William Wynn.A slow breath left my chest.“To sit with a devil…” I added quietly, my lips tightening slightly. “One far worse than me.”And that was saying something.I leaned back against the seat, my gaze unfocused as my thoughts began to spiral again.How did I get here?That question had been following me for a long time now.And no matter how many times I asked—The answer never changed.Celyne.Everything always led back to her.To protect her…I made choices I couldn’t undo.I closed my eyes briefly.I remembered it clearly.Elara.Her tears.Her threats.Her desperation.And William—Standing behind it all
Celyne POVThe first thing I felt—Was heaviness.Not pain.Not yet.Just… weight.Like my body didn’t belong to me anymore.Like I was trapped inside something I couldn’t move.I tried to open my eyes.Slowly.Carefully.But even that felt like too much.Light slipped in first—too bright, too sharp—and I winced faintly before forcing my eyes open fully.The ceiling.White.Unfamiliar.Then—The sound.A steady, rhythmic beeping.My heart stuttered slightly.Hospital.A faint breath left my lips.“…again?”My voice came out barely above a whisper.Dry.Weak.But enough.Movement followed almost immediately.A figure stepped closer.Then another.“Celyne? Can you hear me?”I blinked slowly, my vision adjusting.Doctors.Nurses.Watching me.Relief flickered across one of their faces.“She’s awake,” someone said.I swallowed, my throat tight.“What… happened?” I asked faintly.The question felt heavy on my tongue.Like I already knew the answer—But didn’t want to hear it.A doctor step
Mandy POVIt has been five years.Five long years since I last saw Celyne.And now she’s back.Back in the same city, living her life like nothing ever happened… and yet she hasn’t even bothered to come and see me.A slow, bitter smile spreads across my lips as I stare down at my phone.Ignoring me
Celyne POVThe suitcase lay open on the bed, half-filled with clothes I wasn’t sure I would ever wear.My hands moved slowly, folding shirts and placing them inside like I was packing pieces of a life I no longer recognized.Behind me, Clara leaned against the doorframe, watching in silence for a lo
Alexander POVThe moment I stepped out of the house earlier, I already knew I wouldn’t be able to ignore it.It wasn’t something obvious.Not something I could clearly point at.But it was there.That feeling.The one that doesn’t sit well.Celyne said she was going to Clara’s place.Simple.Clear.
Clara POVThe room was quiet. Too quiet, even for my liking. But I liked it that way. Silence was easier to control. Easier to think in. Easier to remember.I sat at my desk, hands folded neatly, my gaze drifting to the dark screen of my phone. Nothing. Still nothing. Perfect. Patience was a virtue







