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HUNTER

“I know you’d crack him”

Crack him!!!! CRACK HIM!!!

We were in class, some of my teammates were there as well, but it was filled more with random students that wanted to know the full tea

And I should feel on top of the world, cause I have finally got the job done, but when I heard that word

Something else popped into my head: him fucking the life out of me, I had truly crack him, more like he cracked him, every part of me

“Yeah I did…”

“Ugh harder…” A thought

I laughed, it was fake, but I was trying so hard to keep a neutral expression on my face

“What exactly did you say to him?”

Another asked

Like I said they were all eager to know every single shit, but i wasn’t interested in what my mind was doing to me

“Nothing”

I said, and kept on pressing my phone

“Please Leo let me suck you”

Another thought

“Exactly, everybody always listens to you”

Someone tapped my shoulder

“Yeah”

I swallowed hard, the distraction with my phone wasn’t working at all

“Please fuck me…”

“Yeah like that”

I begged and he slapped my ass and laughed

Thoughts thoughts thoughts

I barely suffered, it was by luck that they ran ng the bell, so I was able to leave their presence

I went to the school shit to wash my face, so that I can return back to normal, but who the fuck would when I get to see him after the incidence yesterday in the school practice

In the morning, he had messaged me.

My number was that popular so i wasn’t shocked how he got it, but it were only two words written there

“I accept”

I remembered scoffing when I saw it, cause there was really not need to type that to me, cause we were no longer negotiating anymore

Did he really think he still have the right to regret after everything that happened?

He would, if he were heartless, but he didn’t.

A thought told me he didn’t wanted to leave me fucked up like that if he still refused, but my mind was already so fucked up already. I thought I was strong, but I couldn’t let go, i didn’t want to let go, i didn’t even know if he’d tell everyone.

I knew nothing!

And he chose to ignore me throughout the team practice, I mean I know we were nothing and what we did was nothing to him, don’t worry I would forget it was something to me, but if he could assure me that it would never leak, I would focus on removing the sex from my head, so I approached him.

It was in the changing room, and the others were going to come in any minutes, so I had a very short time to get him to take to me

“Hey”

I didn’t look at him, i didn’t wanted to act like I was giving him full attention, so my hands were busy taking out my clothes from the closet, but I waited patiently… nah I was dying for him to speak, but he didn’t and my eyes couldn’t take it

“Am talking to you”

I turned over to him, and spoke again, but he still kept on putting on his clothes, and I exploded

“Hey!”

I touch his shoulder and it was only then did he look at me, and his eyes already told me what he wanted to say, but he said it anyway

“But do I look like I want to talk to you?”

I could have just left, but something in name didn’t, so I pressed harder, and tried to ease the air, cause the tension was killing me

“Is something wrong?”

I chuckled stupidly, his face muscles didn’t even move, talk less of give a fucking smile back to me, and it got me frustrated

I stopped laughing, placed my hand on my hair, cause I felt like I was losing my mind, and turned around with my eyes close

I did that to calm the fuck inside me, then I turned back at him, and doing that didn’t even make his expression changed, he looked lifeless, nonchalant in front of me, he looked so cool while I crashed out, but I fucking hated it

I hated and was so jealous of him, of this perfection, I wanted to break it one way of the other

“Why you do make it so difficult to have a simple conversation with you?”

I questioned, but then the other teammates barge in before I could get an answer.

Get an answer?

That fucker might not have even answered me, but I hated the fact that we were no longer alone

“Good work Leo, we’d surely gonna win this night”

I forgot to mention the game was this night, but yet the team captain was fucking losing his mind, before of a mere human, that chose to do another fucking thing again

He took John’s hand of his shoulder, more like he shoved his hand away, and moved closer to me, then he bent a little to my face level, and I see his lips part

“Whatever”

His breath exactly last night, I watched him left to shower, we all watched him bounce away

But I still wasn’t satisfied, I wanted to get my answer at all cost, I wasn’t the one that die silently, I knew it would fuck me up during the game, so this was really very important for me

If my mind were to remain as clouded as this, I knew my hockey dream would be over, and i couldn’t afford to let no fucking shit head ruined it for me

So I pressed further even when I should have stopped, and got his number from the coach, cause the number he had used to text me earlier wasn’t going through.

He really didn’t wanted to kept contact with me

I scoffed at the thought of it

It was hard to collect his number, cause I have never requested for a team mate number before, I mean I always have everyone’s number saved on my phone, and for me to be able to convinced him to join the team, I should have gotten his number as wel

Theories, fucking theories, all I knew was that the coach looked at me in a way, as if hinting on something

If he figured out what exactly happened, it won’t be that suiprising to me, cause he was much older and wiser, but whatever, he won’t tattle on me to anyone, he wasn’t a fucking dumb teen like us

After successfully collecting his number, I texted Leo, but he didn’t rely, he couldn’t still be showering till now, right?

I went back to the changing room to confirm if he was still there, he was…

And this time he was the only there

Towel tied around his waist, the warm water dripped down his body, and my eyes betrayed me and stared for too much, until he caught me, but he didn’t say an act

“You again?”

He scoffed and started to bring out a different pair of clothes to wear

He was going to pull out the towel, but i didn’t wanted to see it again, his nakedness, it would fuck me up more

So I turned around, but he immediately held my chin and brought my face back to him

“Eyes on me, don’t act innocent, you have already seen it all”

He touched his dick, and shook it for me to see

My eyes immediately searched around, to make sure nobody was watching us, then it look back at him, no at his…dick

And I felt he grinned

Fuck Hunter don’t be like this!!

I mentally slapped myself, nah I didn’t

It was when he let go of it, and started to apply lotion on his body, that I stopped looking at the sight

“You look like you are suffering”

He scoffed out, it was mockery, not care

I knew I was, I was fucking sweating badly, and felt like I was having the fuck they call gay panic or something, but I still couldn’t waste the only chance I might probably have, now that he was at least saying something to me

“Why have you being ignoring me?”

I let the question out, and his face instantly changed

Then silence stretched out that almost ate me up alive before he spoke

“It’s me that should be asking what the fuck is your problem”

He didn’t still look at me, but the air was already far too intense already

“What?…”

I blurted out, and he scoffed, then he stopped wearing his clothes and his eyes traced back to me

I tried to look away causs I didn’t know if I could handle it

“Don’t be a coward”

His words stopped me, and I slowly lifted my gaze up to him, and he moved closer

How many inches were between us?!!!

My mind was exploding, but my gaze were still with his

“What more do you want from me?”

“Am already your fucking teammate, so tell me Hunter, what the actual fuck do you still want from me?!”

His words cut me like dagger, but he was right…

The whole world needed to know… the audience needed to know… the truth… the truth I was covering all this while

Yes yes I told myself I would let go, I only wanted to beg him not to tell anyone

I told myself I would forget it, forget him, haven’t I gotten what I wanted, so honestly why was I still lingering

I knew the answer, the cruel shitty answer

I hated him truly for coming into my life and breaking it for me, but oh lord, I wanted him more than I hated him, so I said it…

I felt tearing clouding up my eyes

Yet again, he was making me a mess I couldn’t control, that were his best characteristics

“You…I fucking want you”

“I want you so badly, I could die”

My eyes pleaded and my head grew mad

I reached forward to her and placed his right hand on my dick

“I want you to fuck me please”