LOGINSkyI don’t even remember how we got here.One second I was outside, barely breathing, my heart about to tear out of my chest…The nextMy back hits the wall, hard like I was used as an hammer to want to break itAce’s hand is still wrapped around my wrist.His chest rising and falling like he just ran a marathon.We’re in some quiet corner in the school Away from everything, his car, the bodyguard that looked like he was going to murder me if I touched his precious master, but that wasn’t the point, cause now, now he was in front of me, too close, way too close At first we are just… staring at each other.And I swear, I have never seen him like this before.His eyes aren’t just angry.They’re breaking, actually breaking into complete pieces, this guy, this tough guy that I always knew, that was always so mean and cold, that had ice built up was in the most vulnerable state he might be in his entire life, and i couldn’t help but to think it was because of me, of course it was becaus
ACEI shouldn’t look back.I know I shouldn’t, I fucking really shouldn’t, cause that was the whole point of leaving, you don’t look back, you don’t hesitate, you don’t give yourself a reason to stay, you don’t listen to the fucking thoughts in your head telling you, maybe this or that or this or… Oh fuck….That was the whole point, but when I hear it“Wait!”I broke all those rules on my head, cause there he was, my weakness.Running.Breathless.Messy.Stupid.Beautiful.Sky! Sky! Sky!!!!And for a secondEverything else disappears.Even him leaving Leo behind, even that, he… he left him for me, but everuthing is all short lived cause the bodyguard spoke behind me, stating his orders, to remind me of what I had to do“Sir, it’s time…”“Wait.”My voice comes out sharper than I expected, I didn’t even wanted to talk, I was not suppose to, but my damn eyes, I didn’t even look at him when he said that, my eyes were still on sky, breathing like a pig… but.. he was my p… no… oh God He s
LeoJeremy.That name hits me like a shock, why won’t it? I never knew, I never thought that far either, it’s not like it makes any difference now if I know or not, but Hunter… married Jeremy?My chest tightenedI didn’t know, I didn’t know it was him, but like I said, what would that do to either of us?I don’t know the details of his words or what he meant by he caused Jeremy death, I know he can’t physically cause it or anything, since he is not that type of guy, so to me, it wasn’t that logicalDestroying himself over something that isn’t entirely his fault, and I realized something, that blaming himself won’t bring Jeremy back, it won’t make anything better, it’s just killing him slowly, and I can’t watch that, not againI get I am the main root of all this, with my ego, so the person carrying the burden should be me, snd me alone, but I just couldn’t lose him again ti some madness, not after losing him once Love isn’t about letting go, I don’t know who is the fucker that invent
SkyI feel empty, not sad, not angry, not frustarted, it is just like someone took my heart away and closed my chest and told me to live like thatI know many people had and even currently be fantasying something like that, but let me tell you it is no roses or does it makes matters better, cause the emptiness I feel is like something inside me was ripped out and never replaced, I wasn’t given no peace I haven’t spoken to Ace since that day.Not once.At first, I thought it would be impossible.That I’d run into him somewhere.That we’d fight again.That something—anything—would happen.But nothing did.It’s like he disappeared.Even when I see him from afar, he doesn’t look at me, and I don’t look at him either, because I can’t, because if I do, I might break.I sit quietly on the bench outside the faculty building, staring at nothing.People pass.Voices blur together.The world moves on like nothing happened.Of course to them, they are living their own lives, I get that differe
SkyThe end of the semester was supposed to make things easier.Fewer lectures.Less chaos on campus.Professors busy preparing exam questions and grading instead of crowding the lecture halls.Students relaxing before finals.At least, that’s how it was supposed to be.For me?It felt like my life had somehow gotten more complicated.The biggest problem was my dad.Or more specifically…The fact that my dad had decided to temporarily move closer to the university.When he first told me, I didn’t know how to feel.Part of me was happy.Of course I was.He was my father. Being able to see him more often meant something to me.But the other part of me…The part that was already losing its mind trying to deal with Ace leaving…That part of me wished he hadn’t done it.Because the moment he arrived, my life became a trap.Dad had started his matchmaking plan.And he wasn’t even subtle about it.Every single day it was the same thing.“Sky, Professor Leo said he’s free today.”“Sky, why do
LEOHunter gave me his number.He actually gave it to me.I stared at it on my phone.A slow smile spread across my face before I could stop it, oh fuckI bowed my head lower so that he won’t see it, and glued my eyes on the screen as if it was billion dollar bills alert I had just received Years ago I pushed him away.Believing it was the right thing.Believing it was necessary.I let my fucking ego get the best of me, now that I am remembering about it, I am so damn stupid. But this time?This time I wasn’t letting him go.If life had brought him back to me again…Then I would give him everything.Everything I was too afraid to give before.Sky I finally found Ace near the exit.Without thinking I grabbed his arm and pulled him aside.The moment our eyes met the tension exploded again.I didn’t know what kind of possession got over me And it just that we kissedWe didn’t even have sex But oh fuck I couldn’t stop thinking about it, and now… now… Seeing him this close up His ey
HUNTER Oh lord I was always so tired Tired of the life I was living and now a grown ass man knelt in front of me, begging me to be his His words taking me in all at once and breaking me into complete pieces “Please be with me… “Then he chose to add that one last part that became the final blow
HUNTERI spent the rest of the time working on myself Weeks flew by, yes I did keep contact with Jeremy and all, and yes we still hang out, but anytime he comes with the discussion about dating, I mean terming ourselves as something I always turn whiteI don’t know how else to react, I mean…that w
HUNTER The light as first blinded my eyes cause I felt I had been unconscious for a million years I wished I never did wake upBut at the same time I was glad I did, cause of my parents and my dreamAt least even though my life was shit, I still had my dream, right? Right?Tears gathered round my
HUNTER“Please be gentle with me”I didn’t look at him, not because I was shy or anything, but I had never imagine myself being with another man except for himTo me, everuthing that revolved around my world was Leo Leo Leo, and now that it seems it overFuck, it was over since high school, but I c







