The day of the picnic came around and I was both sad and frustrated. Not only had my mother invited a few dozen people that I barely knew or didn’t know at all to it, but I hadn’t seen Kenton since the night I’d asked him to come and mom scared him away.
I did my best to be pleasant and amiable to the guests as they arrived, but, let’s face it, they were my mother’s guests, not mine. To add to my angst, Michael Jefferson arrived with his two sons and his niece in tow. I was definitely not in the mood to meet and entertain people of my own age.
My mother’s voice grated every nerve I possessed as she walked up to me with Michael and his offspring following like baby ducks. “Missy, honey, this is Michael Jefferson. His farm is on the other side of the reserve. I’m sure you’ve seen it while riding.” Michael vigorously shook my hand while mom continued to introduce me to the newcomers.
Cindy came around the following morning right after breakfast to take me up on my offer to go riding. She was accompanied by Wally. Since he was also an accomplished rider, I didn’t mind giving him a horse to ride. I was just glad that I had three. I don’t know how we would have managed if we were short a horse.We said very little while we rode single file along one of my favorite trails in the reserve. Since I wasn’t much of a gabber, I was fine with the silence. It wasn’t until we reached the part of the trail that allowed us to see their farm that Wally spoke.“That’s our place,” he called out as he pointed in the direction of the farmhouse.“I thought so,” I said as I stopped Roger and waited for them to position their horses next to me.“It doesn’t look lived in from here.”“You’re right,” Cindy said as she shaded her
Even though it had been almost a week since Kenton had paid me a midnight visit, I managed to move past my disappointment and enjoy my quiet time under the stars on the patio for a while each night before heading to bed.The full moon was approaching again. I’d spoken to my mother about my newfound habit and assured her that I was perfectly safe from any of her – what I considered imaginary- werewolves. It concerned me that someone as intelligent as she was could even contemplate the existence of those mythical creatures, but I let it go since she’d made no more fuss about them.I was stretched out on a lounger with my eyes closed, remembering my younger years of star gazing with my father, when a soft, masculine voice said, “You look deep in thought.” I recognized it immediately as Kenton’s voice.Scowling, I opened one eye. “So, you decided to grace me with your presence?”True to h
Silent tears of rage, disappointment, and frustration flowed freely as I slipped through the patio door into the kitchen. I was half way up the stairs when I met Josh coming down for a middle of the night snack.As I quickly wiped away the tears, I realized that Kenton was right. Had we stayed as we were much longer, we would have been caught. Even so, that still didn’t excuse him for the callous and abrupt way he left me standing on the patio.My brother pressed his body against the wall to make room for me to pass. As I did, he sniffed the air while rubbing his eye with his fist and said, “You smell funny.”“Nice,” I grumbled as I hurried past him. “Real nice.”“I’m serious. What did you eat? Whatever it was, stay away from it. You stink like… I don’t know… a dirty animal.”I could feel the stickiness of my virgin blood as it
Wally and Josh were nowhere to be found when we returned from our ride. Cindy acted undisturbed by their absence. She spent the time waiting for her cousin grooming the horses and helping me clean out stalls. It was refreshing to see how much she enjoyed the actual labor involved in tending to the animals. I was beginning to think that I was an odd soul since I actually found mucking out stalls and dragging bales of hay about the stable both pleasurable and rewarding.We put the horses out to pasture and giggled about their antics as they rolled in the dirt and undid our beautiful grooming jobs, raced each other, and even had an occasional disagreement that involved kicking and nipping. We were marveling over their distinct personalities while we compared them to humans when Josh and Wally joined us. To my discomfort, Ethan accompanied them.It was at that point that I noticed a change in the behavior of the horses. Where they&
I was exhausted from a full day, which was good because I had no intention of sitting outside that night. I was so hurt by - and angry with - Kenton Walters that if I ever saw him again it would be too soon.At one point, I could sense that he was standing outside, looking and waiting for me. I was tempted to go to the window to confirm that feeling, but I didn’t. I forced myself to stay in bed just in case I was right. The last thing I wanted was for him to see me searching the night for him. How pathetic would that be?I was unable to sleep as I tossed and turned while I fought the urge to go outside and look for Kenton. By the time morning came, I’d made up my mind to take the chief of police up on his offer to let me stay in the trailer. Perhaps after a week or two there, I would have broken my habit of sitting on the patio, as well as gotten over Kenton.I found my mother in the kitchen making pancakes.
Kenton and I said very little to each other while we labored with the move. Josh behaved rudely around Kenton, but Kenton acted unbothered and I paid him no mind, since I assumed that he’d been poisoned by the Jeffersons.Whenever I felt bad about the obvious snubbing Josh gave Kenton, I told myself it didn’t matter to me. I reminded myself that I was mad at him and never wanted to see him again. Although, I had to admit – privately, of course - that Hap’s praise of him peaked my interest. How had he managed to single handedly keep the reserve free of vandalism and human vermin each night?When we were all unpacked and Hap had sent the moving trailer away, my mother invited us all back to the house for dinner. She insisted that it was too much for us to try to cook a dinner for ourselves after a day of packing and moving supplies, and then unpacking and setting up for the horses; as well as Josh and me.
My trembling hands gripped the steering wheel as I pulled out of our driveway and headed toward Hap’s trailer. I sincerely wished that Cindy hadn’t verbalized Ethan’s attraction to me. I was having a difficult enough time dealing with the way my body was responding to him without the knowledge that he liked me adding fuel to the fire.Back in Chicago, if someone as handsome as Ethan spared a second to give me a smile, I would have walked on clouds for a month. I’d spent enough time around him to understand that his arrogance was a shield that he placed around himself to hide his insecurities.I pulled up to the trailer and sat in the car while I watched his van stop behind me. When he turned off his lights and got out, I did the same.“Do you have the keys to the front door?” he asked in a brisk manner while holding his hand out, expectantly.I fumbled for the right key and handed it to him
Ethan was gone about an hour when I heard a soft knock on the door. Thinking it was Josh finally coming home, I opened the door without hesitation.“Hi,” Kenton said in a soft tone as I stood looking at him with a dumb look on my face. “Can I come in?”When I made no move to let him in -actually, I made no move at all. Instead, I stood immobile with my hand on the door, like a statue – he asked for entry a second time. This time I responded.“It’s late,” I said in a very unfriendly tone.“Since when was that an issue for us?” he asked. When I still didn’t move, he sighed and said, “Then, will you come outside for a moment?”I don’t know why, but I suddenly felt guilty about having sex with Ethan. It was as if I’d cheated on Kenton, as ridiculous as that seemed.I heaved a sigh and stepped aside, “Come in.&